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2012-01-29T03:02:00.002+08:00

i dont know how i suddenly got the habit of writing a journal suddenly. i got like about 20+ journal entries in my signals journal. guess i must be too bored during the course and then i continued all the way lol. but that's good anyway. kills time after my medical appointments while waiting to go back to camp :D thanks to S1 who kept forcing me to write reflections lol. shall find some time to document those entries in soft copy haha.

anyway. life has been pretty neutral. my iPhone has been keeping me occupied, PS3 too. not to mention final fantasy xiii-2 releasing next tuesday wahahah.

dammit, this year is gonna cost a lot with all the 21st birthdays. not to mention, lots of opportunities for arguments to happen when friends disagree on birthday plans or presents. some people think the 21st birthday is very special and more thought (and money) should be spent to choose the gifts. more useful, or more extravagant etc etc. but some other people may feel that their 21st birthdays are just another birthday in their lives, whats the point of putting so much effort into the 21st birthday and not the 22nd one? i sort of fall into the middle category though. being a (very) traditional chinese, i feel that the 21st birthday is indeed a special one as your 21st year marks the age which you are "officially" free from the control of your parents. hahahahah. but, looking from the other side of the fence, i also feel that it doesnt have to be THAT exaggerated. you do not have to go to extra lengths just to make that 21st birthday so special. and for someone like me who is SO BROKE. budgets would be good to have. yup (there are exceptions haha). just set a limit, everybody follows and tada, problem solved. YEAH RIGHT, IF ONLY THINGS WERE THAT SIMPLE. everybody has different opinions, and that of course, is the source of all arguments. we cannot avoid arguments, but we can reduce the impact of them by having an open mind at all times. advice: just try to view the situation from the point of your peers. really, it helps. sometimes people just dont give a fuck. and THAT results in war. and that's also why we humans created fighter jets, tanks, guns, and CITIZEN ARMIES, because humans are fucktards and we just cant learn to compromise.

damn, how did i end up talking about army stuffs when i started off with 21st birthdays LOL.

happy cny (:

2011-12-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

2 months already? wow, signals course is over. to the air force now. i'll miss maju. i so wanna ord now. it's freaking sian to see everyone enjoying but you're still stuck.

2011-10-11T17:20:00.002+08:00

DAMN. i forgot about my blog! hahahaha.

anyway, finished bmt. no regrets there, it was the best part of army, if not, my life. no politics, no troubles, just physicial training and going through shit with my section. i love my section, recourses everyone may be, but we're the most united bunch i guess haha.

just went blog surfing, looks like qian yi, wesley and maybe hanif are the only ones left in this blogger world lol.

2011-05-29T18:57:00.004+08:00

Pokemon is so complex. Every single pokemon in the anime has it's own character, it's personality, it's development throughout the series as it grows. so much attention is paid to the details of each Pokemon, each character like ash, like misty, like brock. their way of thinking, their dress sense, their preferences, their maturity. the animation itself may not have as good graphics as other animes, but its plot development, it's personality and character development of every Pokemon and character in the series loses to no one. Of friendship, between Ash and his friends, especially misty and brock who have travelled with him over 3 or 4 seasons. it is always is a touching moment when ash has to go seperate ways with his companions. Whether it is with a Pokemon of his, or his friends. The anime promotes friendship, promotes family and promotes well-being of many kinds. Just imagine yourself going on an adventure with maybe 2 friends for 3 years and then finally having to split. you, for sure, will cry. Because you will think about everything you both have been through. Not forgetting about the qualities of every character in the anime. Ash, who has the undeniable ability to unlock the hidden qualities of Pokemon. Examples like Pikachu and Squirtle who were initially distrustful of humans, Charizard who initially disobeyed every order, a Chimchar who was traumatised and felt very rejected, all of them who finally decided to place their trust and confidence in Ash and to finally accept him as their Trainer and to grow with him. Misty, who secretly developed a crush on Ash but was not explicitly shown in the animes, and who finally regained her own confidence to become a gym leader in her own right. Brock, who travelled along with Ash to become an expert Pokemon breeder and doctor, who learnt how to care for every Pokemon in a unique way. Not forgetting later characters like Dawn, who, inexperienced at first, matured with the help of her companions and May and Max who, in the same way, grew under the influence of Brock and Ash. Talk also about the games. one of the best RPGs ever in gaming history. over 600 pokemon to obtain. over 600 data to collect, so many items to get. So many badges, so many grass patches, so many towns. You can almost never complete a Pokemon game because there is simply too much detail and too many secrets to uncover. It's like life itself. Pokemon is my childhood, i still loved it in my teens, and i think i'll continue to grow with it. ahh, i love Pokemon (:

2011-05-29T16:39:00.002+08:00

it has been a while.

i totally forgot a had a blog haha.

still in the holiday mood though, because of the batam trip. and anyway, it was really really awesome :D with jinfei clement amanda and siyuan. first time trying water sports and they were freaking fun. especially banana boat and

***

suddenly no more mood to continue blogging.

stop.

2011-03-25T20:55:00.002+08:00

wow i haven't blogged for a month!

just reached home from COA's COC parade. it was kinda awesome really, it was like another NDP, with free food and drinks and free front row seats! LOL.

anyway, time really flies in NS. i mean, when you look at it on a weekly basis. compare it to your ORD and time is really freakingly slow lol. celebrated unit's anniversary today. kinda glad i left my "legacy" behind by designing the water bottle design which everyone got. the admin tee was also nice with the logo at the back haha.

everyone's getting so busy with exams coming up for uni girls and NS for guys as usual.

i want to go BMT! but i'm afraid of damaging my lung again ):

2011-02-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

a happy 800th post to my blog! :D

i promised myself to write an epic post. but nah, procrastination got the better of me. happy birthday siyuan!

the week ahead will be spent alone at home.

monday - stay in or come home do house work
tuesday - qi gong, jog
wednesday - stay in or come home do qi gong
thursday - qi gong, driving lesson and maybe jog
friday - enjoy.
saturday - enjoy, stay over at mum's?
sunday - straits time amazing race thingy, driving lesson, dinner with dunno who, back to home and sleep.

2011-02-13T22:16:00.008+08:00

collection of epic quotes from mangas below :D

i'll keep updating because my next post will be my 800th one, so im saving up an epic entry for that, so for the time being, i'll just keep editing this entry to fill it up. hahaha, and also because reading manga is what i do the most these days. hardly any outings to look forward to. wonder where did emms go. as for the class, i really honestly cant keep up with the guys. i mean, i would REALLY want to go out with them and have fun when they club or drink etc. but i really cant keep up in terms of the financial side and also for my health. people would ask whats the link between my lung and alcohol, yeah, i dont know too, but i just dont wanna take the risk. sigh. the things we want sometimes are sometimes just, a little too far to grab hold off. sorry for always pangseh-ing guys. i feel bad too. hope the week passes fast so dan will book out and finally we can go out on weekends. and in the meantime, i still have nothing to do on weekdays. just chilled with clement today with my laptop. lol we wore the same clothes -.- discussed serious business like forex, and setting up a restaurant. manga kinda like motivated us to have our own dream eh. and in singapore, there's not much to dream about lol. still looking forward to ice cream with amelia. and tomorrow's valentine's day. celebrating my 19th year alone, how exciting.

i really want to go overseas

*

a flow of life, too large to be seen by the eyes.
- Elric Brothers, Full Metal Alchemist

ALL is the world, ONE is me.
- Elric Brothers, Full Metal Alchemist

i don't want to forget that you once sat here.
- A Town Where You Live, Kimi No Iru Machi

you're warmer than any breath i can breathe.
- A Town Where You Live, Kimi No Iru Machi

no matter how many times the end approaches me,
i'll push my own back forward, keeping myself on my feet.
if i get lost in the meaning of continuing what i do,
i'll rid myself of those worries and keep myself going forward.

Always,
the straight edge that draws the outline of my future,
is made up of all the courage i've mustered up till today.
i'll climb over the tall wall that i never thought i'll face,
and continue my journey, going past the vanishing point.

this winding road never seems to end,
but it's the road i personally chose.
i set my tiny dreams on fire,
and break through the dark with its light.
- BAKUROCK [Bakuman]

...

2011-02-11T16:15:00.002+08:00

the s1 branch buffet nearly killed me. sore throat and flu + a buffet definitely dont go well together. damn shiok to stay home on a friday haha. but i'd rather work. the feeling of being at work on a friday quite shiok :D

2011-02-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

im starting to have doubts over engineering lol. should i change it to material science engineering or anyother course?

work sucks, im still in chinese new year mood. it's like the only long "break" i have this whole year. sigh. one more year to ORD.

and im manga crazy :D

2011-02-02T04:38:00.000+08:00

all these romance mangas are driving me nuts

2011-01-30T19:14:00.002+08:00

(late 2009) 2010

i think i'll do this slowly. it'll take some time before i'm finished. (23/12/2010)

*

i distinctly remember the orgasmic feeling of sleeping/lying on the bed face down after i got discharged from the hospital on the 7th of November 2009. it was pure bliss.

the 2009 December holidays started off with "what now?". there wasn't any school to look forward to, there weren't any exams to be afraid of, there was just army. but my pes wasn't even confirmed then.

so i just enjoyed my time then, at east coast, amber road. just wasting my life away. then in late December, i started job hunting with clement and ryan. clement got a job at Giraffe, opposite the Istana, and ryan and i got sales associate positions at Robinsons Raffles City. ryan was in the toys section while i got posted to the lifestyle/homeware section. that was when i met my Robinsons friends, elaine, kass, jc, joyce, su, weihua, elan etc. my time there was really fun, not lying haha. but was just a little unsatisfied with the pay. only 5 per hour during weekdays and 6 on ends.

ryan quit after like 2 days, saying that he worked long hours and was too much for him to take hahaha. ah well. i just continued. because it really was fun with my friends there, although it took quite sometime for me to know all of them and talk to them. had to really "apply" my "sales knowledge" lol.

Christmas 2009 was spent with amanda, jf and dan @ marina square rooftop, just crapping our way from the 24th to the 25th. then watched sherlock holmes in the midnight with yiqun and then lan-ed till morn.

Eve of the start of 2010 was spent with yiqun dan jf and zh at clarke quay. i remember zh getting drunk and hugging all of us cos we were quite pissed at him with all the pangseh-ing. sigh. but we've since gotten used to it haha.

Then came 2010. and the "what now" turned to "ah whatever". continued my job at Robinsons until late Jan, when my surgery wound started to hurt from all the carrying of products and all. decided to resign when the doctor told me to rest. yeah, i'd rather be a pussy than to get a second relapse of the injury. but at that time, i was the only one left in lifestyle/homeware section after all the part-timers left, so no hard feelings there haha. just that i miss the time when we all worked together.

in February, the class guys were one by one enlisting into the army. CNY was spent at matthew's house with edmund and siyuan. had a mahjong session if i remember correctly and bai nian-ed. also at gensen's house with the class. and also with bros and siyuan at dan's house and my mum's place. im actually looking at the facebook pictures to remember what i did exactly during the chinese new year hahaha. also had an outing with chulian+lisa and jiahui around this time. hahaha, it was fun.

Had 2 BBQs for T31 and primary sch people when i received news from my dad that we were gonna move out to maybe woodlands soon. it was like a "last bbq" cos i realised that almost all of the BBQs i planned for my class and primary sch friends were all held at my houses at east coast. fernwood and amber road. kinda miss the east now.

Feb/March, Ocean View became a little uncomfortable. I've always had that feeling when my family is going to move house. kinda hard to explain, but i just felt like just leaving the place as soon as possible. Wanted a job again and i landed myself at Aston's east coast as a kitchen crew. most, epic, evar. it was tough at first, and i couldn't get used to it no matter what. frying, grilling, assembling, washing dishes, meat cutting. i swear, the job never ends. but the cooking part was fun because we got to cook whatever we wanted to eat as a kitchen crew, but no beef for me, and no lamb because it was expensive haha. had an epic picnic session with siyuan and matthew at my place wearing GREEN. it was the MOST pictures i've taken in a day hahahaha. and i enjoyed that day :D i started hanging out very often with EMMS, celebrating each other's birthday, prawning, going everywhere around singapore and etc. hahaha.

I seriously got sick of astons. zzz. but i didn't stop eating even after i left. the food was addictive haha. remember sometime after i quit, edmund siyuan and i joined matthew at his company's triathlon event as marshalls. -_- moral of the story? never drink late into the night and NOT sleep. it could kill you. it was around the last few weeks at work that i started getting close to a girl called grace, haha. it was really fun talking to her. and after i stopped working, i went out on a date with her. it was really my very first date with a girl, no kidding. hahaha, i remember bringing her for lunch at soup spoon and then shopping, going to the arcade etc. was really attracted to her :X BUT, i lost my phone, and then i lost all contact with her because i lost her number, and it was the only way i could contact her. lol, what a dumb way to lose contact with someone i wanted to chase. sigh. but i soon got her msn and got her number as well, but i didn't really keep in touch with her after that. kind of a sad story lol.

it was sometime around march that i received my letter from mindef announcing that my enlistment date was on the 19th of April at BMTC school 2. was seriously looking forward to it since forever, only difference being that i was looking forward to a combat vocation than being a clerk/storeman. the 5 days at tekong passed super fast. and i already lost contact with my section mates after like 2 weeks? disappointment to the max. and i thought army was where you made the best friends or whatever haha. sigh, so i got posted to clementi camp as a storeman, got an interview and requested to be a clerk instead. so a clerk to maju camp 9 sir i go. hell. yes, it was hell. "but clerk wad, 9-5, slack in air con room type in computer only" MY ASS. R&D Clerk was a level below the 18th level of hell. lol.

I soon got used to it. and time really flew.. MY ASS. time crawled like nobody's business.

And so i finally moved to woodlands in May. When i saw the house, i was surprised, i never felt so at home before. previously, whenever i shifted house, i took maybe 2 weeks to get used to it. but woodlands was so smooth. it was cozy, quiet. dont really know how to describe the place, but it was kinda perfect. for my god altars too. it seemed like fate that we got this place lol.

and so i started contacting wesley so much more often as he lives only 2 streets away from me now haha. and it was pure crap everytime i meet up with him and joel and cheng lol. we tonned at each other's place more often. and i'd always pasar malam (even until now) with wesley hahaha.

had various outings in the year. like the USS outing with the whole formation. USS/Ben and Jerry outing with the class. Sakura with camp mates, azman's birthday, ZOO OUTING with emms, and many many many random outings, tonnings and dinners with the bros. and not forgetting about the REAL LIFE inception i had with qy. what the hell.

the later part of the year passed with just me passing every single day with such angst and impatience to get out of the inescapable routine of going to work at camp. as jc ended, i started hanging out more with bros. went out less often with EMMS as edmund got posted to tekong and siyuan got more busy with school and her "events" lol. we'd nevertheless meet up on our free days (:

December 2010 finally came! celebrated my birthday with clement qy clarine and marilene on the 10th watching rapunzel and having lunch at marche. then at fish and co with the class on the 12th.

finally had my first "COLD COUNTRY OVERSEAS TRIP" of my life! :D to hongkong! it was the best place i've ever been. at that point of time lah. the disneyland, the food, the shopping, the weather, the food, the weather, the fun, the weather. owned me flat hands down. really missed hongkong after i came back to singapore. swore to myself i'll visit another cold country AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. prefably with friends of course haha.

thanks to belle. i was really addicted to disney movies suddenly hahaha. got the songs and the movies and rewatched/listened to them again LOL. rewatched rapunzel with amelia because the urge to rewatch it as a disney showcase was too tempting hahaha. beauty and the beast, lion king, the little mermaid, mulan. you name it, i think i've most likely rewatched it already xD

Christmas was spent at matthew's place with siyuan, edmund, clarine, jit yong and matthew's classmates like eileen and sean. it was really fun! the feast was good, the drinks were good, and the games fitted the mood really well. hahahaha. one of the better parties definitely.

And on New Year's eve, as usual, went out with the bros for dinner and then a simple ton at dan's playing ps3. naise. thanks to edouard for the fifa11 and jf and dan for the ssf4 hahaha.

All in all, 2010 hadn't really much bad. the good was definitely better. it was also a year i got closer to family. especially my mum's side as i started making more trips to visit my grandma/grandpa, and cousins. spending festive seasons with them too. same as with my dad, we talk more and there's more understanding rather than quarreling. my grandmother was totally nonsensical at the start of the year. but i got used to it rather quickly and learnt how to avoid quarreling with her too.

friends too. with so much time, no homework etc. there were much more outings, although when there was school, everyday seemed like an outing day haha. but we treasured the time together more. and i guess the same can be said with the bros. or should i say, there's no more need to discuss anything with them because the mutual respect and understanding between us has already surpassed those of normal friendship. chemistry, as we call it haha. but dan will be moving to potong pasir/sengkang soon. and jieying to punggol. but i think nothing will change. i've been moving around singapore for so many years but nothing much has changed lol. singapore is just too small i guess. but i'll miss all the tonnings at dan's place. jf will agree haha. i'd want to kbox more often before everyone enlists into army lol. and hope we can plan some epic overseas trip soon :D

i think i'll meet clement more often soon. plans of opening a restaurant wont just pop by. if we're serious, we have to make it happen for ourselves lol.

2010 was a step closer to society and everything else, a little scary, but unavoidable. i already miss that year. but i do want to get closer asap to my ORD. so it's goodbye 2010. goodbye.

*

finally done with this post. have been procrastinating with myself for quite sometime hahaha.

Jan 2011 is ending! that's fast. clement introduced a new manga to me. it's romance and it's epic. i remember how i first read love hina and got hooked. the story remained in my mind for quite some time before i finally got over it hahaha. kimi no iru machi, a town where you live. truly a wonderful but a little screwed up story. but it's still ongoing! irritating. now i'll have to wait for it every week on top of fairy tail, naruto, bleach, one piece and bakuman. oh and negi magi. bakuman's another one i came across. a manga about manga. a curious one, but interesting in it's own right. but it's also ongoing. wth.

anw, chinese new year's coming! but i just dont have the cny feeling this year haha. just cant wait to reach December again i guess.

time for some spring cleaning.

peace out.

2010-12-31T01:07:00.002+08:00

wth, and it's already the end of december = end of the year. 2010 was good. very, very, very good. hahahaha. i cant, or rather, im too lazy right now to think back on 2010. maybe tmr, maybe.. sunday. ah. just. gimme a day in jan. to think back on 2010 :D

2011?

what's that.

so alien.

2010-12-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

i miss looking at this map

instead of singapore's lol.

2010-12-21T00:10:00.004+08:00

i miss hong kong so much. or rather, the company of my 2.. sisters? i guess they can be considered as my sisters lol. mum's boyfriend's daughters? i guess? coming back to singapore is such an anti climax ):

first day was super cold! it felt SO GOOD. COLD WEATHER. LIKE FINALLY, ONE OF MY DREAMS HAVE COME TRUE. I CAN NOW DIE HAPPY HAHA. no serious. i was thinking like, please, dont let anything happen to be on the way to hongkong. no lung collapse due to high pressure or anything. but if anything happens on the way back i dont really mind :D first step out of the aeroplane was pure bliss. COLD AIR AGAINST MY FACE. NOW THAT IS AWESOME. "4 more days of awesomeness!" i thought.

so the first day was spent eating and eating and shopping. got a hoodie which i think is a size too big and a pair of jeans from uniqlo, cheaper than singapore's! and then went to the avenue of stars. great view, shopped, ate and finally back to the hotel to rest.

the second day was DISNEYLAND. i could cry at the sight of all my favourite disney characters. the nostalgia was too much. and i guess belle and steffi influenced me to somehow like even the disney princesses hahaha. the first thing i did on my laptop after i got back was to wiki up the princesses LOL. and i realised i've been watching most of them since my childhood. SPACE MOUNTAIN WAS GREAT. it wasnt the scary type of ride. but i found it just right, nice thrill, and FUN :D sat 4 times with steff and belle until i was so used to it and posed for the camera everytime hahaha. THE MUSICALS WERE GREAT! :DDDD the golden mickeys and the festival of the lion king! performances were sensational, so nostalgic, so nice. rahhhh, i wanna watch them again! and plus when we were at disneyland. the weather was freaking cold! EPIC. got back at around 10 plus and went out to eat again omg hahahaha.

third day was shopping all the way. darn tiring i swear. and then went to the peak. we were late. the sky terrence already closed. but somehow or another, they let us be the last ones up. and then, we had escorts, and we had the WHOLE SKY TERRENCE TO OURSELVES :D took pictures, just enjoyed the view and everything. it was AWEEESOMEEEEE. i failed at using the DSLR sigh. but still, wow. vip treatment for the win!

fourth day was just brunch and then to the airport to take the flight back home, but stopped at a few shops at the airports first.

really miss the cold weather, and the daily xu liu shan. and not forgetting everyday talkathons with belle and steffi every night and the tv/nat geog sessions, and the monopoly deal! :3 it's like having real siblings. i cant buy that feeling anywhere else in the world. and being back in singapore is like "bam! back to reality!". anti-climax to the maximum indeed. hope to keep in touch with them lol.

IM GONNA GO DISNEYLAND AGAIN! someday~

2010-12-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

aww, and a week of "holidays" has to come to an end. well. this one week of leave was well worth it :D i did not fall sick despite tonning for 5 days straight. this is crazy.

poker on tuesday with wes cheng and joel,
stayed over at dan's on wednesday,
sent zh off to tekong on thursday and clement came over to ton over at my house,
had lunch and watched rapunzel with marilene qy clarine and neo on friday and cousins came over to stay after dinner with my family together with neo,
saturday had an epic dinner with the class while celebrating my birthday and played poker at edouard's.
sunday shall be a family day and just for staying home.
should i book in today?

and rapunzel was so cute. 4.2/5 stars i'll give. typical fairytale, but what more can i expect? the semi-musical was touching yet cool and awesome. rapunzel's soooooooo cute :D

Flower gleam and glow, let your power shine
Make the clock reverse, bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt, change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost, bring back what once was mine

next stop, hong kong trip :DDD

thanks edouard for the fifa 11 lol, it's superb hahaha

2010-11-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

good side of singaporeans? yeah i've seen it today :D

a woman fainted in the half-crowded mrt. 3 people helped her up, one from each side and one from the back. an indian ah beng immediately stood up for her to sit. a woman gave her a bottle of water. an old lady went up and fan-ed her using a piece of paper. a nursing student from nyp i presume, because it was at yck mrt, went up and asked if she could help. another man produced a plastic bag in case she needed to puke or anything. and the fainted woman's boyfriend just stood rooted to the spot. fail haha.

2010-11-17T00:20:00.001+08:00

it must've been that son of a black cat which crossed my path. it's gonna get downhill from here.

2010-11-14T02:37:00.000+08:00

i hate singapore.

well, not in absolute terms.

2010-11-09T23:06:00.001+08:00

i still remember how my dad owned mrs sim in sec 1.

mrs sim: mr. tan, your son is very talkative in class.
my dad: talking is good you know.
mrs sim: -_-

2010-11-09T19:45:00.001+08:00

huh? long weekend over? ALREADY?

and i have duty on thursday. ah nice. darn nice end to my short holiday.

iascoq.

2010-11-07T15:33:00.002+08:00

966 - is literally a memory lane bus for me. marine parade, parkway parade, amber road, still road, PIE, boon keng, catholic jc, pending road, marsiling, and woodlands. from past to present. what a bus ride. what a nostalgic bus ride.

the weather hates me. on friday, the zoo trip started out fine. until the time when we got hungry. then it wasnt fine haha. when we ate at kfc, it rained a little. i think that made the animals sleepy. and we hardly got to see much after that. but it was still fun exploring the whole zoo and all the cute animals :D especially the white tiger lol. we planned to watch a movie after that. but we were too epic-ly tired. went to lot 1 before heading for home.

saturday was bad. really bad. the weather was fine! omg it was too fine i guess. prepared everything with edmund and qianyi and got ready for the bbq early too. but by 5 plus it rained. and by 6 plus it stopped already. we fetched the people, cooked some food, but by 8 plus or 9 plus it rained heavily and we had to cancel everything. the worst part was that we had nowhere to go after that. and we just sat at a random place, celebrated gensen's birthday, and many people left after that. it was heartbreaking to see everyone leaving without enjoying themselves - and they still had to pay for things which they didn't eat and drinks they didn't drink. i'm so sorry guys. really wanted to spend more time with all of you. i think it'll be hard for me to organise another outing. i shall.. retire? lol. still, thanks a lot to edmund for doing a lot of sai kang. clement for helping me with the buying of food on thursday but you didn't bring home anything lol. and qianyi for doing everything, i think you did more than me haha. sorry for choosing a bad date.

slept over at edouard's. as usual, his mum is just too kind (: the epic sandwich for supper and hotcakes for breakfast were awesome, i'd never have any of this at home. thanks edouard.

2010-11-04T23:47:00.003+08:00

and i randomly went to check out chong mei's blog after a long time.
one word - Sophisicated. i've never quite seen blog posts so darn mind tugging, thought pulling, brain pressuring, whatever you call it. she's truly a GP god hahaha.

happy birthday gensen, quickly get that jungle hat haha.

YES. the week is OVER. over and out and over again. it's time to see my white tigers and stare at them for 2 hours straight because i believe that will make them bow to me. i'll be on the headlines for like 3 days because this will be the first time that white tigers actually allow a human to ride them like a freaking horse. now all i need is a pokeball. or maybe 6 pokeballs. i want a monkey too. and 4 others will be for other random animals :D

and saturday will be BARBEQUE day. ahh, a day for chill, a day for friends, a day for crap, a day for relaxing-on-the-bench-just-eating-my-chicken-wing-and-talking-and-maybe-some-vodka-mixed-with-orange-juice. isnt that cool. yes it is. sunday will be for sleeping and monday will be for waking up late and driving lessons and chilling out at night and tuesday will be for wishing good luck to all a level takers and doing whatever i want and having a good night's rest.

such a wonderful weekend. and im loving it already.

iascoq. what do i do?

2010-11-01T20:12:00.003+08:00

PTE MARCUS TAN

like finally. we pes E guys have to work so hard to get our ranks while the "fitter" guys get to reach sergeants in less than a year. unfair! it's not like i want my lung to collapse lol. but still, if i have the chance to up pes, i think i'll definitely take it

one case go, two case come, one case go, three case come. ROAR. never ending. i need an understudy now! someone to share my burden. 17 more months wth.

i cant wait for the weekdays to be over. i want to go to the zoo! i remember when my mum always makes homemade sushis for me to share with my teachers and friends whenever there is an excursion to the zoo or bird park. and cakes too. hopefully i can make some lunch boxes to bring on friday :D and saturday too! gonna buy the food before we get to pasir ris i guess. i dont even know where's the pit and how the place looks like haha.

ah well. whatever, i dont want to think too much about work, next monday and tuesday are leave days! for. the. win. hopefully there wont be much problems. if not office will keep calling me again and again.

stupid blog spammers lol.

2010-10-29T18:45:00.002+08:00

I'm owning.

8 cases and counting, luckily for camp mates. wonder what imma gonna do when they leave. who says being a clerk is bliss, eat your words.

and no one's at home again. my uncle and father's business will mostly be based in malaysia. nothing to do at home.

2010-10-24T01:06:00.001+08:00

catch no ball.

2010-10-16T15:25:00.003+08:00

NOV 8-9 and DEC 6-10. my leave days. and 2 more days of leave to take. naise. cant wait for those days. hopefully the plan to go genting at the end of the year will take place.

and i hope to plan a bbq in november for the class. but are there anymore nice locations for bbq? hope people can make it.

lol. being a clerk of higher authority, sometimes gives you a lot more privelleges than the normal soldier. but the work you get will more or less bring your morale to all time lows. urgh.

luckily this is army, and not school. army doesn't have homework and.. wait. no, army has exams :O

see, its getting bad already. and i've an upcoming exam to study. but how do i accomplish that if restricted documents arent allowed out of camp. that means i only have so little time to study.

so looking forward to my driving lesson hahaha.

basketball!

2010-10-16T15:19:00.001+08:00

my blog got spammed by spammers -.-

home on a sattttttttttttturday. this is sooo bad ):

2010-10-13T20:54:00.001+08:00

tomorrow will be a bad bad day.

2010-10-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

its like doing a standing broad jump. but only across some 2.7m wide hole. the hole doesn't kill you. neither will it disable you for life. but its just that across this hole, there's a pot of gold waiting for you to embrace. whether or not you make the jump - ah, that's the hard part. you'll either never see the pot of gold ever again. or you'll just see someone doing an epic long jump to take that pot of gold away.

sigh, decisions in life.

today is just not my day. i slept at 0315, woke up at 0545, rushed out charge sheets, did my work, looking forward to my half day off. but no, all the officers have somehow have to screw something up and delay the charging. and then i get all pissed. and then when i finally have to charge. another thing screws up. and i had to wait all the way until about 3. luckily for dian feng to help me takeover from there, otherwise i think i'll even miss my FTT. not forgetting that i got pissed off by the senior medic who thinks he's the CO of the camp or something. dude, you're just a staff sgt, you want you come speak to my superiors before you open your big mouth. don't wave your fats in my face. and on the way home, i just had to step on a patch of smooshy smoshy squishy mud and my shoes are gg. i hope they dry quickly in time before tomorrow morning. but the one good thing is that despite all these, i passed my FTT! although its only just. 46/50. better than nothing. gotta start my practical lessons soon! and then its vroom vroom.

2010-10-10T12:42:00.002+08:00

i want to hold a rifle. i want to shoot. i want to run and jump. i want to march. i want to sing out loud. like a singaporean soldier. but sometimes, things are not given to those who yearn it the most.

2010-10-10T01:27:00.003+08:00

and i was twirling and twirling the mentos wrapper in my hands. and it took me 4 seconds to realise that i was actually twirling nothing after i dropped it. hahaa.

lol im trying to learn what wesley said and blogged: "just smile the fuck out of everything".

2010-10-03T18:48:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to ryan and javis :D

RWS with camp people was AWESOMEEE. hahaha, even though it was the same after hours thing again like the previous time with T31, i think this time was more fun with all the crazy stuffs we did hahaha. and plus lights camera action was a GOOD show. realistic to the max. BUT it should've been longer i suppose.

and saturday and sunday was spent at home slacking away. duty tmr. sucksss.

i wanna go out again next week (:

2010-09-26T23:31:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to edmund and jieying :D

back to work, back to hell. MY hell. i'd rather experience real hell than false hell.

2010-09-22T19:26:00.002+08:00

when you're down, you grasp at every opportunity. whether its shit, or its gold.

but when you're high up, you dont give a damn about those down there, let alone more gold. you only want diamonds.

that's, humanism.

and that's f*_ked up.

2 days of epic sleeping. best ever. slept at about 2am last night, woke up at 12pm, and then slept at 2, and woke up at 6pm. naise. but my flu isnt going away anytime soon. AND THAT's GOOD.

2010-09-21T12:15:00.001+08:00

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or hold her when she cries,

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her

that I,

love her more than life.

looks like the days of trying to make myself sick paid off. im now officially sick and on mc for 2 days. great :D i can now just lie on my bed and just, er, lie down.

2010-09-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

berbatov is the man, man. i cant believe he did it man.

ahh, ichiban was best. now time to sweat it all out.

2010-09-19T18:33:00.001+08:00

man u 2 - liverpool 0
wigan 0 - man city 3
chelsea 4 - blackpool 0

i'll cry if my predictions come true lol.

2010-09-19T18:04:00.004+08:00

im in love with the tetris theme :D

had another superb dream today. i mean, it wasnt really epic, but it was just, err, realistic and fun? so i was in my dreamland. and i knew i was in dreamland. so somehow we planned a t31 gathering at "my house" which was a mix between marina bay, yio chu kang and east coast. and then we went on fb to RSVP and i saw marilene name the gathering as "the final t31 gathering". LOL, i dont know what that means but it sounds a little spooky. and then somehow i managed to convince everyone it was a dream. could do so many crazy stuffs. fly, run like flash, make things appear like magic. and i remember how i managed to convince everyone. haha, azman dropped his packet of orange flavoured tic-tacs and the sweets dropped all over the floor, and i said, dont worry, and made a new packet of tictacs appear in my hand and gave it to azman. and i asked dan, who, i dont know why he was there because it was a t31 outing haha, to think of a dish. he said, stewed cabbage, and i made it appear hahaha xD it was just so unreal but fun hahaha. and then we played till we dropped. ate till we puked.

and somehow i got "incepted" by my own dream. "to insert a simple idea into a person's mind" was the idea of "inception" in the movie. and when i woke up i seriously was thinking about it the whole day. kinda sensitive, and unrealistic, but it really made me think when i woke up haha. details of the "inception", nah, too sensitive to post haha.

went to donato's pizza at sixth avenue to eat some pizza with my family just now. so disappointing. thought it was some "al-fresco" place, but turns out it was just another place with no air-con and proper utensils. lol. went to selatar farmway to go to the "animal resort". LOL, the animals were too cute. birds, rabbits, and geese, walking around openly like nobody's business, and saw some great dogs. oh and ONE horse and ONE sheep. pathetic, might as well get some elephants also -.-

man u - liverpool, guess im not betting. man u!

weaknesses. i guess not really everyone knows their own. and not every single one of their own. but one bad habit i would really like to remove from myself is the tendency to speak vulgar words. lol, yeah i admit, i swear so oftenly that it has become part of my mouth. but im trying hard to CUT IT OUT (:

have been thinking back to my childhood days, because i suddenly have been seeing so many cute little kids nowadays haha. guess i really wasnt the outgoing type, even though i try my best to be. i think, just like naruto, i want to act as stupid as i can or do as much things for people so that i can be noticed. i think i try too hard. because as i grow older, i realise that the simplest and most subtle things in life, can be the most important. i remember i used to just stay at home, play the piano, play with my cars, use stuffs to make barricades to act as roads and parking lots for my cars, "race" my cars, build tracks and watch my trains go all over my room, play racing cars on my computer, and play more cars. even when i play with my neighbours, its always me who's coming up with a "mission" kinda game, or even an "adventure" around my condo or our houses. i think that's why i love RPG games lol. come to think of it, i think i was really lonely.

i think i blog about a lot of random things in my life. but i think that's good because it makes me think, and it keeps me treasuring every and anything around me.

and thus, happy 5th month in army, marcus. i miss jc life so much. so so much. ok not that much, but i really miss the company and the fun.

2010-09-13T23:25:00.003+08:00

i swear i nearly died on friday. i turned on the stove to warm up some soup for myself. i forgot about it, and 2 hours later, i found my whole house covered in SMOKE. scared the shit out of me :O quickly turned off the fire, opened all windows and turn on all the fans. omggg, i nearly burned my whole house down D:

24th september and i can congratulate the guys for promoting already.

and on 19th i can console myself that i have 19 more months to go.

and i just somehow realised that in the year i ORD, i turn 21. we're old.

my new tv rocks. at first when i browsed through the channels, it wasnt what i expected. same old tv ): but when i used my newly bought HD cable to plug my ps3, I EXPERIENCED HIGH DEFINITION LOL. ok, well, expected, but, still... hd rocks :D

kinda sad to see bloggers dying out ):

2010-09-05T01:28:00.002+08:00

thanks for a wonderful day guys haha. everyone finally met up. chunkfest was cool, BUT I EXPECTED FREE ICE CREAM ): ah well. but US was good, i seriously didnt felt like i was in singapore when we were inside ahah. and chilis was good, i'll definitely eat it again some day :D all the laughing seriously made my lung hurt again.

i really didnt expect my own family to also pang seh me. wth. i didnt eat dinner last night because my whole family bailed on me when they said previously that they wanted to eat pizza together. fucked up. ruined my friday.

2010-08-29T22:16:00.003+08:00

finally a good class outing? hopefully lol. so far the other outing plans have failed. movie or bowling or whatever what not. if this outing really makes it, it would have made it ONLY BECAUSE qy's idea of going to Universal Studios and my idea of going to chunkfest were brought together. wth. my class is epically fail ): so far the only people i've been meeting are clement edmund siyuan matthew and ben only? mostly these few. havent met the rest of the class for so long lol. please come for this outing people :D

just kfc-ed with wesley and omomo. I JUST REALISED THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW HER NAME YET LOL. bastard sia wesley hahaha.

i wanna find a new game to play with. fifa is getting a lil bit repetitive. and warcraft. lets just say that it's very addictive and at the same time, a time waster. at least for fifa, one game takes only less than 10mins. dota is just 1 hour plus in one shot. roar. but i might wanna start HoN. it may be the same as dota, but at least its fresh. or maybe start maple again? hahaha, playing it on the itouch is making me feel like mapling again, plus there're many more places to go to in maple. or how about starting a new mmorpg? dont know any good ones out there. so far the ones i've tried are so so so repetitive and boring. cabal, well, the starting is boring to the max although in the later stages the skills will be nice to see, but still it takes too long. 9Dragons, lets just say that there're no special effects at all haha. MapleStory was the one i've loved the most because of all the colour. it never bores me. the only thing that turns me off is the grinding. sucks, but i heard the leveling system improved. hmm.

won 57 bucks! man u 3 - west ham 0 ftw hahaha. next time i just shant post my bets on facebook, every one will just ask for treats. and then i become so nice and my winnings become negative LOL.

also went back to grandma's house for bball and dinner yesterday. seeing all my cousins, it seriously makes me feel old. 3 of my cousins have matured so much in basketball. they're pros i swear. i think that really is the benefit of having a good bball player as your father, lol. i think they're already better than me even though they're only like sec 1 primary 6 and 5. super zai.

tmr will be a fucked up day. i repeat, FUCKED UP day.

2010-08-25T18:35:00.002+08:00

first, you must never for the rest of your life, reveal any tactics which could prove to be a handicap for fairytail.
second, you must never contact past contacts for personal gain.
third, though our paths may have diverged, you must continue to live out your life with all your might, you must never consider your life to be of little value and you must never forget about your friends who loved you.

imba values. fairytail for the win.

2010-08-24T21:37:00.005+08:00

so, bloody, DESPICABLE.

today was just, er, incense paper burning day? wth. laurent and i just spent the whole morning spamming calls to ask about a freaking single problem - and still couldnt solve at the end of the day. and we just spent the whole afternoon burning incense paper because there was a praying session for the 7th month and we got arrowed to burn. wth. imagine how many tons of paper we burnt today. i grow dizzy thinking about it. lol

work piled up after - what? - 1 DAY OF MC? life of a s1 br clerk, sigh.

and i swear, and i swear again - why cant i be SOMEWHERE where there ISNT ANOTHER MARCUS TAN? WTH LAH. FUCKED UP NAME, JUST CALL ME TAN YOONG NEXT TIME.

i want a tv n-o-w. getting sick of staring at my computer everyday. maybe i should just stay in. but no, my bed is still better than anything. but i want a better bed lol, i can feel the springs already.

i need somebody to love.

2010-08-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

EXPENDABLES - OWNING.

it was old school RAMBO. but it was GOOD. wesley said it wasnt that good. yeah, i agree. but on a bad day, like today for me, IT FELT FUCKING GOOD. the VIOLENCE was shiok, the BLOOD was red and hot. the WAY THEY SPOKE was so RUDE but it was damn right WORTH IT. best scene: christmas goes back to his ex-gf's house to see her and found out they she got beaten by her current bf. he drives his bike, goes to the bball court to confront him. but there was a lot of people backing him up. he just goes up to them, insults them, beats them all up in FASHION with blood and bruises all over, insults them again, threatens them with a knife before he goes back to his girl, passes him a helmet, gets up on his bike, tells her that she finally knows what he does for a living, and says: "you should've waited, i was worth it." EPICCCCC. all the action is pwn/own-age

i feel like dying, fuck, im stuck in between "ill" and "well". DAMN, i want to be either, not in between.

2010-08-22T16:24:00.003+08:00

they say, or rather, joel said, you cant run away from family ties. and that sucks. it wouldn't suck if i had a sibling. at least one? but no, i dont. fuck it.

hearing all the final fantasy songs makes me want to PLAY FF AGAIN. or rather i CAN play ff, ffxiii that is. but no tv ): ps3 cant play ps2 games. which mean that i cant play ffx/ffx-2, something which i wanted to try so much. but that also means i can play ffvii? haha, if i can find its cd in the first place, its extinct already. but i need a memory card also? wth? no idea how that works because i dont see any slot for a memory card on the ps3.

movies: HP7, expendables.

FOOD: escargot.

well, those are the stuffs i crave now lol.

hopefully i get a freaking high fever tmr, i dont want to go to work tomorrow. -.-

2010-08-22T00:27:00.001+08:00

i hate my family. and that's final.

2010-08-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

i really wanted to blog about so many other stuff. but right now, i just stumbled upon final fantasy IX's music soundtracks, niceeeee. even though i dont play IX, its music played by kylelandry really caught my attention (Y)

edmund's going to taiwan for 3 weeks for training! take care man.

2010-08-09T22:16:00.004+08:00

happy national day singapore.

well, in my opinion, i think that the feeling of watching the parade before and after serving ns is rather different. lol, this year's parade is rather rushed and fail again. but at least the singing is better. IF they didnt lip sync of course because i caught corinne may doing just that. the bitch, its your country's birthday and you went and lip sync-ed yourself to shame. the dances were goose-bumpish as usual. but i really liked the last act. HOME. kit chan's singing was superb as usual, and her dress was the most normal and elegant of the night haha. i always go on the verge of tearing everytime i hear the song. best propaganda song ever haha. (Y).

unlike all the recent national day songs which scream out "singapore!" in almost every sentence. the full song of "home" only mentioned "singapore" twice. lol.

i wonder how the 50th national day will turn out to be. it better be much better and hope there'll be no more epicly goose-bumpish costumes again zzz.

but first, lets look forward to next year's 46th national day, in which means that i would only have 8 more months to go in army, lol.

and with that, i dunno how much air pollution we carried out setting all those fireworks.

back to work tmr.

2010-08-09T01:24:00.003+08:00

just watched salt today with clement ben and edmund. haha, another smart but cliche movie. being a fan of smart movies myself, i think my own standards of movies have been raised so much higher having seen so many movies these days. salt is a nice and pretty movie, but it isnt very original i guess. but still, smart (: action wise.... the punching and the kicking and the shooting, lol, pretty much cliche. i only especially liked the escaping part when salt tried to escape from everyone. takes skill you know.

watched man u vs chelsea! well, i sure am lucky to be in army for the full season of the upcoming epl. its gonna be scholes's last season before he retires and im looking forward to watching man u owning again hahaa. with hernandez and smalling and the team looking pretty much more confident than last season, its gonna be a good one.

and i freaking just ate fries for every meal i had today. fuck man i need to run and play more bball.

2010-08-09T00:32:00.005+08:00

im a dreamer, well, literally. i dream a lot. and INCEPTION rocks. yes, i watched the movie one or two weeks ago. but im gonna think about it now. haha.

first of all, the timings of dreaming, for example, a minute in the real world corressponds to maybe an hour in the dream world, reminds me of itachi's tsukuyomi techinique in naruto lol. just that tsukuyomi's way more powerful(ie. 3 days in a second).

i found a website: http://www.cinemablend.com/new/Inception-Explained-Unraveling-The-Dream-Within-The-Dream-19615.html, explaining so many things i wanted to know about the movie. wow.

imagine, a minute in the real world means an hour in the dream. meaning if u fall off your bed, which takes you about maybe 1 second to fall. you'll experience a few minutes of no gravity in your dream. and if you sleep in a freaking hot and stuffy room for maybe 2 hours. imagine how many days of tropical weather you'll experience in the dream. whao. but that is if you remember the dream anyway. i remember posting something about lucid dreaming some time back. lucid dreaming - a symptom which enables a person to actively control his dreams and remember them. i think its very similar, just that we humans really dont possess much control in our subconcious state theoritically lol.

speaking of dreaming in a dream, i've done that quite a few times. and most of them were weird. i couldnt really remember the contents of the dreams in the dream. in inception language, i could only remember the first level of my dream. the power of inception, planting a simple little idea into a person's mind. making use of the power of the human brain. the power of thought. now THAT's powerful. one little conversation in the movie caught my attention. "if i said to you not to think about elephants, what would you think of? A: elephants." precisely. wow. a simple idea, but it takes so much to notice.

i still vividly remember some of my dreams. the flying one in which i was flying around east coast fighting voldermort. blowing a flute while my family abandoned me. fuck, thinking about them just GIVES ME THE CREEPS. what the hell.

BUT THE THOUGHT OF DREAMING IS STILL TOO UNREAL. how do dreams come about? how can we picture stuff in our minds powerful enough that our "eyes" can see them in our minds? how is it possible that sometimes we even HEAR stuff in our dreams or even smell, or even feel, or wth maybe even TASTE.

logically, i dont think anyone will be able to prove the timing theory of 1minute in the real world is an hour in dreamland. who in the world will be able to tell when they're falling when they're dreaming? who in the world will be able to take note of time in their dreams when time is already a corrupt substance in dreams? no one will ever know how much time we have in a dream when only a minute passes in the real world.

but if ever someone does prove it to be correct and someone really does invent something specially for dreaming, i swear my life that i'll definitely give it a try.

imagine just spending 50 years in a dream only to wake up and find that you've only slept for maybe a day? imagine learning stuff that can take you years to learn in real life but only a few hours while dreaming. imagine doing stuff you'll never do in real life like jumping off a building, flying, killing an enemy, falling in love with a famous actress etc. the tons of things you can ever do while dreaming. if only it were possible.

they say you hardly can remember any dreams you have. but what if someone successfully manages to remember every single thing that has happened while he was dreaming. imagine the ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES of IDEAS and THINGS TO DO.

well, life wouldn't be so boring anymore if everything i typed above turned out to be reality.

2010-08-03T22:03:00.003+08:00

my LUNG is starting to HURT real BAD these days. i predict a relapse really soon. SIGH. this is FUCKED up.

my SUAY mouth. i shouldnt have SHOUTED "wah. NO R&D TODAY!" yesterday. then today SO MANY cases came in. this is SHIT. but S1 is really nice. treated us to pizza yesterday and buffet today. omg too nice. MUST do my WORK to the best of my EFFORTS. and also to EXERCISE.must must. must run, must play bball, must do push ups and crunches. MUST bodoh.

NATIONAL DAY IS COMING! :D long weekenddddd. you see, the good thing about being an army clerk or any personnel of the SAF is that during the weekends, it really IS your weekends. unlike school you know. weekends are sometimes meant for chionging finish whatever leftover work. the best you can do for army personnel is to just brainstorm yourself whatcha gonna do when monday comes lol. JONATHAN IS GONNA ORD. omg im gonna miss everyone when they ORD. and thinking of ORD, im also gonna be the last to ORD in t31. gg.

i pray i wont have a relapse :3

2010-07-31T23:22:00.005+08:00

the last 2 days were awesome.

i took half a day off on friday to go back to school to collect my SGC. the NOSTALGIA WAS EPIC. went back to the class, went to the grandstand, the canteen. everything was soooooooo undescribable. in the canteen, when i was lining up to buy food. i felt that if i would turn my head and look at our t31's usual spot, i would be able to see everybody again, maybe celebrating someone's birthday, or just eating together. hahaha, those were the days.

ate with joshua and ruipeng. then cheng and i went over to yj to bball with kyung, dan, jasper and other people. imba, my lung was on the verge of collapsing again lol. could feel it. and i just made my knee sprain worse -.- but damn did it felt good to play bball again. need to train up though. ate 18 chefs with cheng and jasper. talked all about army and stuff hahaha.

went to eat ICE CREAM with matt ed and siyuan today. imba ice cream session! giant earthquake + sizzling apple crumble and ice cream. i could only eat my dinner at 10 when i started to feel hungry lol. bought 2 tomica cars! omg since when did i bought my last one. the mickey mouse car was just too adorable to resist hahaha.

met wesley after that to walk around and arcade hahaha. random. we're gonna do some epic street fighter photo shoot soon man.

im just feeling a little sad that a lot of my basketball teammates are now commandos, but im just a lowly clerk. sad aint it. fml.

back to fifa online.

2010-07-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

inception - brain jizz for 2.5 hours STRAIGHT. i dunno how to describe this movie, its whatever i've dreamed off since i started dreaming. to be able to control dreams, to manipulate everything in a dream, to make USE of a dream, to.. dream. ahhhh. from start to finish, never ending thinking, they jumped straight into the story - just like a dream. no offence but slow people will never have a chance to fully understand the movie lol. the people who sat behind clement edmund and i today were discussing stuff totally unrelated to the storyline at all haha, they just totally misinterpreted stuff. they were like ohhhh, so they did this and that to get to this. but it wasnt that at all -.- if there was really such a device to allow you to get to sleep (and dream) immediately, allows you to control anything in the dream, and allows a timeframe for the dream so that you'll wake up, the whole world will go snatching for it. what wonderful technology, what a wonderful movie. best movie after avatar. but i cant really compare them can i? they're both totally different genres. awesome. i still cant stop thinking about it.

yesterday was a horror day for my legs. so after my duty met dan and nik for breakfast at macs at yishun, man, damn long never meet them man. went home to slack, fifa, naruto and left for orchard with wesley to meet stgabs people, raphael, ivan,jeremy, joshua ng/cheng, joel. aw man, thousand years since i met them. need to bball soon haha. tim sum buffeted and died - almost. went for an EPIC walk around town. objective? to get lost. wonderful hahaha. so after raphael joshua ng jeremy and ivan left, cheng joel wesley and i walked from taka to cine to istana park to cityhall to rocher tauhuay to sim lim square to bugis to god knows where and got lost and to esplanade to floating platform to marina square and finally to the mrt and HOME. LOL epic trip. we should do that again, but a different route this time hahaha.

woodlands has so many epic food stalls. too many that singaporeans rarely make a trip to woodlands, because theres really no "best" stall here unlike other places lol. the government should build at least 2 more mrt lines with woodlands as its ending point lor i propose. (Y)

and so i've chosen ntu over nus. guess arts isnt really for me after i gave it some thought. but hopefully i wont get loaded down with work at ntu, engineering with business minor sounds very work-ish.

5 mins in reality, an hour in a dream.

2010-07-22T19:49:00.002+08:00

my grandma fell down this morning, had to take urgent leave. wasted a day of leave. but the feeling of just staying at home and just, you know, stay at home, is the best. i literally just lay on my bed the whole day, playing fifa, watching naruto, sleeping. thats the life. i only have 9 days of leave left ): i only had 10 to start with anyway haha.

today's the life. tmr will be hell all over again.

2010-07-20T21:53:00.001+08:00

i miss sec 2 days the most, bball soccer ps1 and ps2 without a care in the world.

2010-07-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

it isnt really a good day when you're so fucking busy at work and to come home only to have an epic shouting session with your grandmother and both of you continue to argue even when your throats are already rotten. dumb fuck

and the clubbing epic failed on my ear. and my ulcer pain. and the right side of my throat stings. and my left eye still cant get back to shape. and my headache wont go away. and my phlegm keeps coming. and my cough cant stop. and i still cant get my peace.

2010-07-12T05:31:00.002+08:00

holland failed big time. one more win to their winning streak and they could have lifted the world cup but no, no. robben has to miss 2 freaking 1on1 with casilias. wasted really. 4 more minutes for them to hold on to get to the penalties. iniesta has to spoil it. 4 more years then.

ah well, at least my bet on a draw was right and i won money hahaha.

2010-07-11T20:30:00.003+08:00

germany was a letdown ): they could have defended that last goal from uruguay and held it to 3-1 instead, then i could have won more money lol. hopefully my bets today can make it :D

duty clerk tmr! have to settle so many investigations. why cant people just FOLLOW THE DAMN RULES.

2010-07-11T01:48:00.003+08:00

now that my job scope is set, i know roughly what to do, i've settled, now it's time to do my best already. make sure that no fucking one is able to freaking talk bad about HQ.

went to hard rock cafe fod the first time today to have a farewell dinner for audrey. western australia uni. wow, and all alone there, quite an experience i would like to have also. but nah, i guess i'll just stick with a local university. hard rock was fun. the food was good, atmosphere great. just sit eat and chill. with soccer to watch. only downside was the price. really, i mean, 25 bucks for a pork chop. lol, i think astons can do as well as a pork chop of that standard.

speaking about universities. NUS faculty of arts and social sciences just accepted me. wow, i seriously didnt expect that, judging from my fail interview lol. but nevertheless, more is better than less. my acceptance letter should still be at east coast though, i didnt inform them about the change of my address. SIAN, i want to see it for myself that i really got accepted. later the online info is a fluke i emo. ntu engineering of nus fass? tough choice shit.

just went crazy and bet on 4 bets just now. but all 5 dollar bets hahaha. i thought that since i shouldnt get addicted to betting, i should just treat it as for fun and bet the bets which i think that have good chances and good odds. in the germany and uruguay match, i betted 4 goals, first half draw and fulltime germany win. holland and spain match betted that at half time holland will lead and fulltime draw. also betted klose to get the golden boot. lesson i learnt: to always place your bets early, odds will be better. but yah, PLS LET ME WIN AT LEAST ONE TODAY :D

duty clerk on monday ):

everytime we say we're going for an overseas trip, we either forget about it, make no plans for it, or we just didnt have the funds. i really hope we can plan one at the end of the year, anywhere will do although i would love genting. i really want to go overseas with my friends, will be so fun (:

HOPE I CAN GET MY LISENSE BY THIS YEAR OR EARLY NEXT YEAR

damn i need to cut my hair

2010-07-03T00:09:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA, HOLLAND FOR THE WIN. MY FIRST WINNING HAHA.

luckily i quickly went to buy holland win with my last 10 bucks 20mins before the match hahahaha. the odds werent high, 3.65, but learning from my previous bets, its better to play small bah. and yes ah. HOLLAND CAME BACK FROM 1 GOAL DOWN. JIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. first goal was tyco but second was skill :D although i swear brazil's first goal was ownage hahaha. but STILL HOLLAND FOR THE WIN \m/ won 36.5 bucks, and gensen won 100 over. zai

work is STRESSING. to the max. no one, no one, no one knows the pain of clerks in army. zzz. especially an R&D Clerk.

2010-06-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

who says anime fillers are time consuming and arent nice at all. bullshit, i love them :3 i never like nice things to end anyway, everytime i come to the last episode of a nice anime i feel so empty lol. even when it comes to the last spoonful of ramen, i feel sad ): and yeah, watching too much naruto gives you a lot of appetite for ramen, seeing naruto slurp the ramen makes you want to slurp some too :O CAN I HAS SOME RAMEN?

and i just wasted my weekends sleeping. i woke up at 7 yesterday to go to camp, and i came back at about 12 to eat lunch with my family. after that, went home, slacked and slept at about 5, woke up at 1.30, ate my supper, and slept at 3 and woke up at 12 the next day. nice one. i hope all the sleep has done good to my body.

and yeah, having no tv to watch or play ps3 with sucks. i have nothing to do at home now. and with only the "super busy" wesley chan who doesnt watch soccer staying around me at woodlands, its hard to find anyone to watch soccer with me. watching soccer alone isnt fun at all zz. but england vs germany is not a match i can catch everyday. so im off to the coffeshop to chope a place for myself. ciao.

2010-06-26T13:21:00.001+08:00

im getting burnt by army. burnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. incinerate, whatever. ache.

2010-06-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

and so my life of an r&d clerk starts officially. the amount of workload kills i swear. just 3 days of solo-ing and im already half dead and having a mild fever, what the.

nus interview was a little screwed, although i spoke a lot i think i said a lot of rubbish lol. and plus was quite nervous. still hope i can receive the acceptance letter argh.

world cup is darn fun to watch. the first few matches were damn cold, so little action, so little goals. but the recent later matches were so fun to watch. ESPECIALLY the 7-0 match of portugal and north korea hahaha. looking forward to brazil and portugal, but i'll be going out on friday, hopefully can make it back in time ):

i got a new HP laptop! for 999 only at the IT fair. i think its damn worth it, the original price was 1299. 4gb ram, good graphics, LED screen and all. and also got a new wifi system cum ipod docking system. sounds damn good, and looks good, guess its worth it lugging it around orchard road when edmund passed it to me last saturday haha. and, my tv just died. no final fantasy xiii and fifa world cup for the time being i guess. sigh, looks like everything is breaking down this year and everything will be newly bought again. out with the old and in with the new ftw.

badminton tmr!

2010-06-15T01:00:00.003+08:00

how can people last 2 years when my 2 months already feels like 10 years? sopcast isnt working. damn, cant watch free and good quality world cup matches already. either have to settle with lousy quality streaming ones or just go coffeeshop to watch haha. and so this year im rooting for holland south korea and england. hahahaha. england better not disappoint in the next two matches man. the draw with USA was bad enough.

every blog i follow is now about work or school. feel sian just reading them. my blog isnt any better. although i try not to type too much about army lol. but army takes up more than 70% of my life already. how NOT to talk about it?

november! faster come!

bbq plan is just screwed. looks like im the only one who is willing to go through all the hassle just to plan a simple bbq gathering. sucks.

2010-06-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

woke up with a swollen eye on saturday. not exactly a swollen eye but a swollen eyelid so swollen that it makes my eye looks swollen and i have only 1/4 of my vision in my left eye lol. ah well. sucks.

watched karate kid with jf and clement on friday. hahaha, damn the critics, its nice even though its super cliche. no astons ):

saturday was actually planned with ben edmund clarine and siyuan. but only ben and me with my swollen eye turned up. just ate and went to meet my dad and uncle at the it fair. my laptop died the previous day, how convenient. got a new HP laptop which i like a lot haha. specs are good, looks good, price is darn good at only 999 even though i would have to sacrifice 100 bucks to my dad every month starting next month lol. also got a speaker/ipod docking system which edmund helped me to buy today first because i couldnt leave the house, eye too swollen. my eyes were literally like -.o

money well spent i hope. wont be spending much the next few months. will commit myself to the cookhouse everyday!

oh yeah, got myself a new phone too. although its a camera phone, its an IMBA camera phone. sony ericsson vivaz ftw haha.

2010-06-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

never the same, never the same..

2010-06-06T03:24:00.002+08:00

lol, i take back my thoughts. duty clerk on friday is kinda okay, haha. you get to wake up early on saturday, which, if i go home on friday, i wont be able to wake up early on sat haha. bought macs breakfast for everyone on the way home.

just came back from a 3 hour adventure/jog/obstacle course with wesley around woodlands. hahaha, damn good exercise, must do it more often :D tmr legs sure ache already.

2010-05-31T03:33:00.002+08:00

met up finally with matt ed siyuan and gensen later on. hahahaha. seriously, it has been so damn long since i saw all of you. and not forgetting the guys at the back and the stpats gang, havent talked to any of them on msn or skype for thousands of years lol. and since i dont club and rarely play poker, haha, there's hardly any chance for me to meet up with them already.

so we headed to white sands to eat dinner at xing wang before sending matt off to tekong. saw brain wong and hutt shun haha. and then took mrt to tiong to meet gensen. BUT I LEFT MY NON CAMERA HANDPHONE AT TIONG BAHRU MRT STATION. it was just a few seconds away from me. i noticed my phone wasnt in my pocket and that it was on the chair 10 metres from me JUST BEFORE the mrt door closed :O and it's over, edmund straight away tried to call my phone but it was already picked up by some bloody sucky woman who switched off it immediately lol. fast eh singaporeans, never fail to give a quick bad first impression -.- but its not the phone im heart paining about, its all the contacts which i've lost. zzz, don't take technology for granted man, it will be the human errors which keeeeel you. lesson learnt: to also save my contacts elsewhere. but oh well, give and take, give and take. right gensen? lol. oh yeah, thanks for the cookies siyuan btw.

im gonna adopt xiang nian's technique and go create an event on fb so that i can get everyone's contacts again :D well, when im free that is. but luckily i'm already intending to stop my contract with m1 and get a new one with singtel haha. blessing in disguise? my ass, i still have to get another non-camera phone. hope i can settle this by tmr, dont wanna screw my next few weeks in army by not having a phone.

i promise to qi gong at least 4-5 days in a row before i stop for a maximum of 1 day's rest starting later. dont want to screw with my health, and i wanna get healthy by end year so that any overseas trip will be possible if there's any (:

2010-05-30T15:45:00.000+08:00

must qigong must qigong must qigong.

2010-05-29T05:50:00.002+08:00

im a joke. i was playing ps3 halfway, decided to take a rest, lay on the sofa and poof to lalaland. just woke up and the time now is 0550. naise.

had lunch and movie with simyee. SHREK IS NICE. not the best of the shreks but the perfect ending for such a long and good series of movies :D

3 more days of weekend to be ENJOYED. lets do this.

2010-05-23T04:18:00.003+08:00

weekends are to be treasured for me now. i accepted NTU's course already. engineering with business minor. i think it'll be a much more versatile course for singapore's society than for any arts course i go for in NUS. no reply from smu though. they just went awol on me lol.

wednesday was battalion cohesion day and our whole unit played amazing race. HQ, my coy, took part in 2 teams of 10 cos we only had 20 total strength for that day, not that we had a lot of people to start with, admin people ftw. so we chionged and we came in 2nd and 3rd and won a total of $250 macdonald's voucher :D eat until we happy hahaha.

C'MON BAYERN, SCORE ONE MORE AND INTER SCORE ONE MORE. MAKE THE SCORE 1-3!

the suckiest people get the best things.

2010-05-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

happy birthday azman! :D today's buffet was great hahaha, i miss the oyster

damn. everytime i go to facebook and i see my display picture, it'll make me miss my hair, and i touch my head, and i realise i actually really really miss my hair hahahaha.

time for emo moments. i'll never forget the times back at the 3 room flat at angmokioave10block540. never forgetting the times when my father had to eat mouldy bread. never forgetting the times when my mother had to argue and fight with me over literally almost every single subject. never forgetting the times i got bullied by weijian and the others and even dragging me back to my own home to get 10 measly dollars from my father who has not enough money to feed the family. never forgetting the times i got beaten up by my own father because i came back late from school and he wanted to borrow 20 dollars from me. never forgetting the times i just cried and cried in front of my com playing red alert 2 and cursing all my enemies in the game to just die. i'll never forget those times. i will become successful. i will make my family proud. i will never, ever, forget those times. never.

ahhh, i miss good times.

bros never fail (:

2010-05-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

they say that when you're down, you dont believe in anything anymore (quoted: wesley chan). but i say, whether you're down, or you're up, believe in bullshit. because bullshit, never fails to give you shit.

i want and need to learn how to communicate with anyone, that'll be a true life skill in my opinion. a damn nice one at that. if anyone, seriously, can communicate and make sense understandable to my grandma, i swear i'll make him a sandwich, in my very own kitchen.

i think these 2 years will fly by very fast. but i guess the longest wait will be the last 2 or 4 months, cant wait to see everyone in army, so that i can finally laugh at them hahaha :D

2010-05-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

the current channel 8 9pm show is pissing me off. the "fake" english accent the boy speaks in the show just pisses me off. if you're asian, speak like one. it is IR-RI-TA-TING. edouard is an exception hahaha.

went with wesley to the pasarmalam just now to see a lot of statues and porcelain work just now. wahhh, if i had the money i'll surely buy one of those guan yu or 8 immortal statues for my house :D

woodlands is nice. this is the one house that really feels like home after so many houses i've moved to. i love this house. this place feels like home, finally (:

2010-05-08T15:30:00.002+08:00

im already a clerk, but a stay-in clerk is just ridiculous. whats the point?

army has made me treasure my family more though. the days i get to sit down and have dinner together with them are limited. and i miss them. my dad, my mum, uncle etc. i wont hide that i was really home sick at tekong even though it was only one week, i guess i really am a family person lol.

2010-05-06T19:03:00.003+08:00

so freaking restricting. boot camp vacuums. the leading female doesnt know when to keep her organ where she consumes food closed at appropriate times, that specimen should just go populate herself and die. zzzz

i like my new house :D

2010-04-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

and so im gonna move to woodlands this coming sunday. heh, i'm going to miss the east. all the food, the activities and the people here. it's gonna be a whole new life over at woodlands lol.

ahh i need something to look forward to every week. otherwise these 2 years will seem so long. so long. so long.

2010-04-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

time to serve the country with honour and pride - my foot in a plastic bag.

2010-04-18T01:26:00.002+08:00

watched kick-ass (again) today with the class! but ryan azman gensen and edouard went off for poker, clement went off to find friends and arvin just, well, went off lol. so only watched with marilene qianyi jiaxin debra capri ben and carl :D ate mahatten fish market before that. the prawnz are still OWNAGE. and i've been wanting to eat MFM for a long time already, so eating it just before going into army was the best hahahaha. kick-ass was still as jizz as the first time i watched it, really goodddddd xD gonna go find the soundtracks

2010-04-16T03:50:00.001+08:00

kick-ass is darn good :D dont mind watching it twice hahaha. hit-girl is so awesome and cute LOL

2010-04-13T03:40:00.003+08:00

cooked a full dinner for 6 people today. hahaha, so happy, cos it tastes so nice :D

had a damn action packed dream today again lol -

- i was a mage of fairytail, with ice dragon magic. we were all captured by our enemies into their headquarters, disguised as an arcade game centre. but their staff still dont know who exactly we are, so we were able to sneak around pretending to be normal civilians. i walked around acting like a normal person trying to find our friends and a way out of the place without getting caught. and i saw JOEL PEH. of all people seriously, playing at one of the games, i think marvel vs capcom lol. and i told him everything, but he just laughed it off and say "joke lah you" hahaha. but then our enemy had sound sensors placed everywhere and they overheard our conversation and i was found out as a mage. had to fight with 3 of their top fighters. dunno why but even though its a dream, i knew exactly what to do. i opened my mouth, hoped for fire to come out, and fire in the form of frost came out and attacked them. then i tried to freeze their legs. i flew (dunno how i got those dragon wings) overhead them trying to fly out the nearest window, but one of them blocked me. and they were tempting me to use my ultimate "dragon breath". think that is my ultimate magic in my dream? maybe when i used my ultimate they had an epic counter attack or something lol. then i flew one round, trying to dodge their attacks, and finally used myopic lance (i dont know why but i saw that text come out of nowhere just like when you play final fantasy), a move which accelerates me super fast when im flying, and flew right below their feets and out of the window while my very own flying cat delayed them for me -

- and when i woke up i swear my heart was beating damn fast, epic adrenaline rush from all the action LOL.

2010-04-11T14:16:00.002+08:00

i will cross the oceans for you,
i will go and bring you the moon.
i will be your hero, your strength,
anything you need.

i will be the sun in your sky,
i will light your way for all time,
promise you, for you i will.

2010-04-11T05:40:00.003+08:00

this is seriously one heck of a (two) days. on thursday, i purposely screwed up my body clock by sleeping at 6am on friday so that i can have enough sleep and tahan until the triathlon starts at 5am on saturday. went to have dinner with vic dan jf and zh at chong pang nasi lemak and tau huay! went back to amk and i waited for edmund before going up to my mum's place for a visit. took a cab back home and waited for siyuan. she came at about 1+am on saturday and we headed down to ruipeng's chalet while edmund slept hahaha. came back at about 5 to wake him up and head down to ecp for the triathlon. wow, what an event. tiring but not tiring. cant describe it. but the races are quite nice to watch with people running in and out of the transition area hahah.

the event ended at 3pm. went up to my house to change and bathe before going to parkway for some shopping and dinner. headed back to my house at about 7 8 plus. siyuan went off for clubbing, edmund and i slept. and i JUST WOKE UP. epic fail. our initial plan was to wake up at about 1, siyuan will come back from clubbing at about 3. we meet, get ready, and head down to triathlon day 2. but even though we still have the time. siyuan also just came back and hasnt slept for 48 hours and edmund is down with fever and is also sleeping now after giving him some panadol. im the only survivor! hahaha. but what the hell do i do now. im freaking awake at 5am in the morning, my body clock is screwed and once again, i have nothing to do but to watch them sleep lol.

owell. next week will be my last and only enjoyment week! better treasure :D

2010-04-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

1 week break before army. work just ended :D ffxiii is getting more interesting the each time i play it. OSIM triathlon this coming sat and sun. have to wake up super early. sian. next week must enjoy haha

2010-04-07T03:43:00.003+08:00

hohoho, i just finished my first session of playing FFXIII. i've only started playing the first 2 chapters only. according to the guide book, until now it's all very VERY linear and i freaking agree. in every map theres only one road to take and hoila, destination reached. but wow, the graphics and storyline is superb. didnt regret spending the money :D but all in all, in terms of storyline, i've never seen any game who has beaten FFVII yet haha. but yeah, looking forward to better battling, and more interactive graphics and fighting from FFXIII. i got one whole week to play it before i go army hahaha. next game im looking forward to will be GranTurismo5, but heard that it wont come out until august or something. sigh, see how it goes. money issues too lol.

watched HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON with jf today before going meeting clement to go to SA. wow wow wow, didnt expect such a good movie. hahaha, its very nice :D i ruve the graphics, i ruve the flying! kick-ass next week! and ipman next next next. sia la, im on a movie marathon indeed. every week at least one movie lol.

2 more days till work ends.

will i? should i?

2010-04-06T04:29:00.003+08:00

i want my Final Fantasy XIII! rawr.

it's been a while. it's been a while. boredom pretty much sums up my routine lol. nothing to do. nothing to whine about.

going into army soon. kinda looking forward to it, because i wont feel guilty about having nothing to do lol.

2010-04-04T00:58:00.001+08:00

havent cried for a while. just watched i not stupid too again on channel 8, think that is the best movie singapore can ever create, i mean, for us teenagers, its so easy for us to relate ourselves to the characters in the show. seriously cried a lot hahaha.

2010-04-01T03:35:00.002+08:00

humans are dumb fucks. everywhere i go online, be it facebook, blogs, twitter or whatever. those emo people: "life is a bitch", "hope none of these would have happened", etc etc. i mean, all because of politics? we're just dumb fucks. at least a cat wont eat a cat and a dog wont eat a dog. but we humans. sigh. maybe i've gone through so much that everything is so numb already lol. but yah. JUST FUCKING LIVE ON. PLAY PS3 :D

2010-03-31T00:44:00.001+08:00

LAST WEEK OF WORK (HOPEFULLY). BYEBYE TO ASTONS. AND MEAT CUTTING AND DISH WASHING LOL.

other than those stuff. i think i'll miss the food :/

the other day, my father, uncle and i went to parkway parade's arcade to play. i played initial d, my father and uncle played video games and the sniper game. then on the way out, my father wanted to play stacker. so he played and he completed it and we redeemed for ourselves a freaking PS3. HAHAHAHA. OWN. well, my dad is better than your dad :D

a while more to army, byebye to part time working life and being a full time clerk -.- many both advantages and disadvantages being a pes E i guess. sigh. i heard that next time we pes E people have lesser privellages too. argh.

well, for now, i shall just look forward to the life of no working between the time i quit astons and army :D i think its hard for me to find a stable job next time :( one month at robinsons, and one month at astons. wth. but i must admit, its not the people, or the environment. its the freaking workload at these 2 work places that doesnt drive me to continue working. robinsons and astons. both companies are quite popular in what they do and many people frequent them. especially astons. and its just so tiring. imagine non stop dish washing for a day, it drives you nuts. and imagine having to run all around the store in robinsons everytime there isnt a price tag on an item just to find the price and even worse when theres a queue at the cashier, people start to complain and what not. i mean, its part of working life, but i think the workload at these 2 places are much more than companies such as giraffe where clement works. and the pay is higher, thats the main point lol. maybe next time work at mama shop LOL.

pls let me get into NUS, plsplspls, NUS FASS NUS FASS NUS FASS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

2010-03-27T23:40:00.005+08:00

yesterday was damn fun, 4 grown up guys running and playing like retarded little kids on the playground. LOL but it was the funnest fun i had these few days. the playground was the best one i have ever went. highest slide, huge merry go round, so many places to run around and a spider web :O hahahhaa. damn fun damn damn fun.

i guess i slept too late yesterday. today was tiring. just walking only -.- 1plus was the OSIM briefing. a bit of too much commong sense ah. nvm, went over to acjc to visit belle at funorama then to cine to visit matt's friend's blog shop at the flea market haha, eating at gogocurry before that was shiok, too full, tired to the max. but nice, a lot of people parkouring around the scape park hahaha :D then walked around in cine. saw a poster shop, wa niceeeeee. sushi like old days was great hahaha. too bad dont have hoichuen.

19th april! enlistment date. looks like not all pes E people get to go to tekong though. some of them also get enlisted to cmpb. boring, luckily i get to go to tekong haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARL!

ps: F&B is NOT suitable as a full time job. i swear, if i ever have to work in f&b as a fulltimer, i'll have no life. f&b isnt meant for humans lol. think next week will be my last week at work. i wanna spend more time at home and with family and friends :D and army is coming up soon. even though its just a week. i still have to get a posting right? hahaha

2010-03-24T03:22:00.003+08:00

freaky dream today -

the world's scientists have discovered/created a gas called dementure, a gas which can replace oxygen as man's survival gas. the world's oxygen supply is running out fast because trees and plants are being cut down rapidly. the oxygen supply of the world is going to be diminished in approximately a month. and each of the government of each country has allocated an area in their country to seal up, build a totally new environment, and fill the space up with the gas called dementure. however, due to shortage of space, a lot of people will be sacrificed. in my dream, the only family and friends i had left after the sacrifice were my mum, zhihui clement gina and some acquintances, dont ask lol, i dont know why either. how they were sacrificed? by random sampling lol. locked out of the area. and left to die with the diminishing oxygen supply. the new world of the dementure is a scary one. a place with purely only dark orange sunlight with rows and rows and rows of 2 or 3 story houses, no plants, no trees, because there is no oxygen/carbon dioxide. its just creepy, and everyone will own a car. lol. the car doesnt run on petrol though, it runs on dementure, so it will never run out of "gas". bad thing is, breathing in dementure will cut down on your life span, every few breaths, a minute of your life gone. so people are in a dilema, whether to stay in the oxygen diminishing world, or to hide in the dementure world. and guess where the entrance to the dementure world in singapore? basement of tiong bahru plaza lol. when u look into the dementure world from the outside, you can hardly see anything because all you will see is bright light. however when you look out from the inside, its all so gloomy and creepy.

- wow, what a dreamland, every detail explainable down to the last bit.

work tmr will shag me down man

2010-03-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

university admission process is a chore. so many things to write. they should just call us up one by one for a interview processes, bringing along all the materials with us to present to them. lol, much better idea isnt it. plus there is an application fee to pay, wth? to make sure that we write and fill it in to the best of our ability? sigh.

TROUBLESOME.

2010-03-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

oyah, not to mention, so many celebrity couples breaking up.

2010-03-19T18:55:00.004+08:00

CHAO NATION WILL RISE AGAIN.

a day and a half of cutting meat isnt funny man, i almost cant feel my hands already. dont think that cutting stuff is all dependent on your dependent hand, 2 hands are required. and so in total i've cut 25 or 26 sticks of meat. wth. and when i switched to cutting salmon its like no kick hahaha.

i havent seen the army guys for soooo long.

shall do university application now since i got half day off, no cutting meat for 2 days :D i really hope it rains hard on sunday, cos when it rains the astons outlet at east coast hardly gets any customers lol.

2010-03-19T02:24:00.004+08:00

i spent the whole day, 12-4 and 6-10, cutting BEEF. what the hell. and my hand hurts now. painnnnnnnn. damn pain. non stop cutting of tough beef. ribeye, ribeye xtra-cut, sirlion, new york strip. w t h. pain

is cheating on your girlfriend or wife the IN thing nowadays? so many people are doing it, celebrity or not. john terry, ashley cole, marcus chin, jack neo, tiger woods, and now my uncle. the youngest uncle from my mother's side family. like wtf. i really did not expect my uncle to cheat on my auntie, who among all of my aunties, is one of the most attractive looking one. feel sad for her though, and my cousins who are not even grown up. hope they settle it and everything works out fine. seriously, something is wrong with this world nowadays. myself too maybe? :D crazy shit.

if cutting meat everyday can really train my arm to be damn strong, i'll gladly do it everyday LOL. astons is like a substitute for army already.

oh ya, i forgot to blog about the js bbq last sat! wth it seemed like just yesterday? wtf, time is passing as quickly as how the cold air is reaching me from my aircon right now -.- and its already the march holidays! during normal school days, the holidays feel like they just dont want to come. no more normal school days to come eh. next will be army, uni, then the working world :O

back to topic, the bbq was okay i guess? so many turn off factors that i just sticked to my cooking >< first epic turn off was that the bbq pit was already booked by some other group?! epic fail, luckily they left early. and luckily i havent paid, i wont man. the food was great! my cooking improved! haha, and many people turned up, thanks everybody :D and i need to freaking cut my hair, looks so long in the pictures. tonning was great also, although damn tired, usage of brain while playing citadels. waaaalaooo, in the middle of the night think so much, really tiring hahaha. but citadels was FUN. eh i want to play again ASAP.

saturday will be robinsons gathering and mother's side family bbq, wa, hope i can make it for both. time just flies man. how to make it slow down i wonder. study?

hahahaha, you must be joking right marc? nice one _|_ -.- _|_

2010-03-18T02:19:00.000+08:00

L4D, cathay toilent, PS for dinner. ROUTINE FTW.

uni application is so long winded, zzz

2010-03-07T02:33:00.002+08:00

so, the A Level results day came and went pretty quickly, ABC/C

i guess i should be satisfied.

went to SMU's open house today with supposedly clarine and clement. but clarine's friend lynn came along, and jit yong too haha. and i saw matthew at macs! he was also going to smu, so he came with us after that. saw kenny felicia choo samantha t29 gang and madeline! wow. so okay, business sounds good. econs boring as usual even though matthew and clement has been bugging me the whole day saying that i have some hidden talent for econs -.- well, i may have the talent, but interest definitely not. asked about social science and got interested in it :D faculty of arts and social science at NUS maybe? haha, i'll wait for the open house next sat.

2010-03-04T01:00:00.002+08:00

astons is just crazy, the workload doesnt stop. but time really does fly because you're so occupied lol. one advice, dont mess with any restaurant's staff, you never know what might happen to your food :D if you're impatient and you want your stuff quickly, ASK NICELY.

i just received a bunch of letters today. first 2 letters were from CPF regarding my very first input of CPF, opening my CPF account and insurance. 2nd one is from M1, phone bill, my grandma's handphone plan which is under my name. WTF SHE USE MORE THAN ME? 100 PLUS IN 2 MONTHS, WTF. i need to tell my father about this asap. this cant go on. 3rd bunch are university letters. SMU, NTU, NUS, application instructions etc. last letter is from CMPB. i quickly opened it and guess what: PES E9L9. fit only for administrative duties LOL. good or bad, i have no clue.

well, with these most important bunch of letters i've just receieved, i guess i can officially confirm that im now an adult? zz

2010-03-03T16:15:00.003+08:00

great, NOW we know why time is flying. because the days are INDEED getting shorter. and why? because of earthquakes. the news has just reported that the recent chile earthquake has shifted the earth's axis by 8cm and has shortened a day by 1.26 microseconds. a microsecond is one-millionth of a second, therefore for every 1 000 000 seconds that passes by we lose about a second from a day. and they have also reported that the earthquake that triggered the all so famous tsunami in 2004 has shifted the axis by 7cm and shortened days by about 6.8 microseconds. wow. if we compile all the earthquakes that have happened since "time" was created, just how much "time" have we lost? AN HOUR FROM A DAY? LOL. hah, so the time flying thing we all say isnt just a metaphor, because time has indeed flew away. (shit) :D

taking my 3 hour break from astons. came home to slack a bit and do qi gong. weird isnt it, 3 hour break O.o

looking forward to result day. just wanna know my results, good or bad, i dont really care anymore i guess. life still goes on, period. also looking forward to next sat's bbq :D hope a lot of people can come.

hope my letter from army faster comes.