Sunday, January 22, 2006 2:01 PM
yesterday was fun... jeremy came oso... but joshua and donovan did not... haiz... sad... i reached dere at 10am! wa~... den jeremy come, den we play 1 on 1... haiz... still cant beat him... the score was 11-10 and 7-5, wa~ so pro... lols... den hanling came... and she do her social studies hw...O_o... k... den jeremy act noob cos he dun wan hanling to noe he pro... haha... den felicia and emin oso came... and finally dan... we played 2 on 2 on 2... fun... den my stupid mother call and spoil my WHOLE mood while we were taking a break from bball... idiotic, slap her face... haiz... den i dun care... den emin and i go find jeremy in the pavillion all alone... den we ask him come and play, den we played pure... play and play... den rain, den we go pavillion, jeremy had to make a choice whether to go or not, den he ask all of us to choose his right or left hand, the majority was right so he left, lols... xinyun came after tat... den sat down dere, the girls did their hw and dan and i crapping away... LOL... den dan, hanling and xinyun went to buy food for us, and felicia, emin and i stayed at the pavillion, i helped wif their work and we toked abt... eh, 4got le, lols... dan had to leave early, but rite after he left i went to central to fetch jf cos it was raining... den came back, we played wif my ball, WAD DE! the ball is sooooooo slippery tat u can spin it on ur palm!!! wow~... and den when u bounce it, it will fly SO far tat u cant even control it, -.- so we changed de ball, hahas, the gals joined us...
den halfway dun noe y hanling mood swing, den i so scared... i really think tat i can think VERY well in de dark, after hanling was alright it was my turn, my turn to mood swing... i thought of ALL my problems, it was getting dark... i thought more clearly... i shall not post my problems... dey are too personal... lol... den i went to a corner... all of them kept calling me asking wad happened... i so touched... at least dey care for me... but how long will it last?... haiz... i went home after tat... den it was my grandma's bdae... went to her hse, so many nice nice things to eat, but i have NO appetite at ALL... wth... i wan to eat but cannot eat... sianz... played wif my cousins after tat... den got bdae cake and all, 11+pm went home... called emin, cos i promised... den we toked until4+am... told her a bit of my problems... den i can t sleep... thinking of ALL my idiotic stupid problems... haizhaizhaiz... my mum was angry at me... den she say she take chopper kill me... i said:"kill la! i already wan to die! but i cant die! so how?take the chopper and kill me... NOW!y? scared arh?i already wan to die long time ago lo... kill mi now la! den she dun dare, sit down dere stare at me...
2day... i jus woke up... O_Olll... wad shld i do later? i dun noe leh... emin say she call me when she come home from church... den i at home nth to do, except for hw... which is sooooooooo damning SIAN...
as usual, LIFE SUCKS...
LIFE IS LIKE A MIRROR, U FROWN AT IT, IT FROWNS BACK, U SMILE AT IT, IT RETURNS THE GREETING...is it true? i hope for it to b true...
