<body> marc . cram <body>
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 10:36 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENEO!!!





had some epic t31 style cake smashing hahaha. looks like the cake smashing routine is getting better and better each time. we're getting used to this =D


speaking of better and better, the weather is freaking getting hotter and hotter. although it DID rain today, i think the humidity just shot right up after that. zzz


went to redman again to get the stuff for the brownies with edmund and siyuan, but realised that the pre-made brownies pack was a little too ex. so we finally decided to 100% home make it ourselves lol. so tmr siyuan will be bringing the recipe and edmund and i will be buying the stuff again. went to meet clarine at cine after that with edmund and ate subway for dinner!


im freaking sweating again right after i just bathed. some idiotic weather. i rather the world just end tmr than this kind of weather continuing for a year.


gomu gomu no..





Monday, April 27, 2009 9:58 PM


this type of weather.


CAN DIE AH.





Sunday, April 26, 2009 11:14 PM


ONE PIECE IS THE BEST. imagine crying while reading a manga. nope, cant imagine that. but..


Everything that humans can imagine.
Is a possibility in reality.

Physicist
Willy Karen



and one piece taught me that. lol





Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:55 PM



EDOUARD ROCKED =DDDD see, i call him supreme ruler for a reason LOL
6-1 to 6-9 leh. walao eh.


went to island creamery with clarine qianyi debbie and edmund! my first time at serene centre, let alone island creamery haha. the ice cream rocked yo, special flavours galore, never heard of holicks or nutella ice cream haha.







after that went to SKP at bishan with edmund to check out the prices for the containers etc for the fund raising, also sat down to calculate the total cost needed for our ocip project and wtf. 320 bucks is NOT cheap. so t31 people, worse comes to worse, i will have to ask for personal donations from each one of you ok? but u must put our best into this fund raising first.


chem test was screwed. time management needs to improve.


my family is in some sort of crisis now. i dont know what to do. i dont even want to do anything. but not doing anything is worse than not knowing what to do. so i shall try my best. but it seems my grandmother isnt helping.


I. WILL. KILL. HER.





1:36 PM


im going to kill my grandmother one day.





Wednesday, April 22, 2009 10:10 PM


school work, ocip, fund raising, proposals, homework. and just add some emo-ness all over the place, gives u a super headache.


no mood for econs test today. so i just wrote one paragraph for the first qn and skipped to the next one.


basketball was the funnest ever man. we j2s have already somewhat stepped down already. but we just have to attend the trainings for official records sake lol. played a lot of matches! but the heat today is freaking terrifying, for no reason i had some imba nosebleed, bled for like 10mins non stop. scary can.


dinner at macs was freaking funny hahahahahaha.


the class these days has sort of a solemn mood to it. we all look ok, like making dumb jokes laughing about every single thing that happens and laughing along with the teachers. but somehow. maybe im imagining things, but i hope its all just because of the added stress of the competitions, and that once the june holidays come, everybody will just be less stressful and just enjoy what we can during the break (:


ya'know, until now im still quite sad at the fact that the bball team became complacent. we underestimated our opponents and the stupid thing is that of all days the competition had to be, it had to be right after our malacca trip. seeing other sports gaining recognition in their own right and all, whether win or lose. but it seems like basketball has just unknowingly lost, with no one even knowing about our loss. hard to really find people who're appreciative of this sport nowadays. except maybe for ZHIHUI. haha


stand tall, stand proud.
we produced our best, thats all it matters.





Tuesday, April 21, 2009 6:53 PM


started the day off with some nonsensical headache. bleah


had fund raising meeting with auggie and matthew during SD period. i HOPE it will all go well. and i also hope t29 can find more things to sell because i dont have much hope with the remaining stuff raising up to 800 plus bucks lol. and PEOPLE. it is not MY DECISION, brother paul wants us to make it into a mini "food bazaar" where a lot of stuff is sold for the fund raising instead of 2 classes fighting for buyers at the same time. i KNOW that the brownies cookies etc etc are OUR ideas. but please SPARE A THOUGHT for your POOR PCC here because he has to sort everything out nicely. and PLEASE COOPERATE, i dont wanna see conflicts with t29 just because of the BAD IMPRESSIONS u all have with them or whatever. PLEASE. (:


went to help carry the guzhengs! hahaha, i knocked once, against the bus tv while carrying it up the bus. I HOPE EVERYTHING WENT WELL AND NOT BAD BECAUSE OF OUR BANGINGS OF THE GUZHENG! and i can feel the gold. =D


PE: I FREAKING GOT MY SILVER FOR NAPFA LIKE FINALLY HAHAHAHAHA. thank you CLEMENT.
and wtheck. acceptable BMI: below 25. my BMI: 24.9. LIKE LOL? but im still considered slightly overweight and have to go through some training course set up by issac lim. 2 X 12 rounds per week. aim will be to complete 126 rounds(42km) in 5 - 6 weeks. sigh. just do it.


"you know what's the REAL purpose of tennis balls? not to play tennis, but for juggling." Carl.


a fan and a doorknob added to the list.





Sunday, April 19, 2009 11:23 PM


ok im freaked out now. i just read all over again my result of the enneagram quiz below, AND ITS LIKE ALL SPOT ON. so if u wanna know me, just read it HAHA.





10:57 PM


ok i found this Enneagram thing on facebook through amelia's blog, and its VERY ACCURATE.
no kidding man, just answer 2 questions and the whole thing is just freaking accurate. well at least for me (: i recommend it.


this are my results:


***





You are a Seven "The Adventurer"



How to Get Along with Me:
Give me companionship, affection, and freedom.
Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter.
Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories.
Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am.
Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people.
Don't tell me what to do.



What I Like About Being a SEVEN:
being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down
being spontaneous and free-spirited
being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun.
being generous and trying to make the world a better place
having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures
having such varied interests and abilities



What's Hard About Being a SEVEN:
not having enough time to do all the things I want
not completing things I start
not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing
not making a commitment to a career
having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies
feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship



SEVENs as Children Often:
are action oriented and adventuresome
drum up excitement
prefer being with other children to being alone
finesse their way around adults
dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up



SEVENs as Parents:
are often enthusiastic and generous
want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life
may be too busy with their own activities to be attentive



Overview:
Ego fixation: Planning
Holy idea: Work
Basic Fear: Boredom
Basic Desire: To experience as much of the world as possible
Temptation: Moving too fast
Vice/Passion: Gluttony
Virtue: Sobriety
Stress/Disintegration point: One (When forced to stand still, Sevens become irritable and impatient like unhealthy Ones.)
Security/Integration point: Five (Confident, experienced Sevens bring a sense of calm to hectic situations like healthy Fives.)



***





10:32 PM


cut my hair with jinfei today! ok no difference in my hairstyle whatever. -.-


met dan, went to toa payoh. bought A LOT of bread to eat in the bus on the way to queensway. and at queensway, checked out prices for running shoes. walked around for fun. ate curry rice/laksa. ate mua chee. went to the toilet for at least 3 times. went to ikea, ate hotdog, ate ice cream. went to archorpoint, look look see see. took bus, went back to amk hub. arcaded, walked, bought.


simple day? hahahaha
but the crap talk made it the best day of the week, xD. and i ****** in my pants. bleah.


seriously, we should go genting all together one day man.


best/cutest thing i saw today:





xDDDDD





Friday, April 17, 2009 11:46 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARINE!


i am f**king disappointed in myself.


screwed up chem SPA updside down. i didnt write down two more improvments to the procedure, and i screwed up the calculation part by taking the burette reading minusing away the previous volume instead of the previous burette reading, which totally screwed up my whole calculation, unless of course error carried forward is taken into consideration, otherwise im certain this particular SPA is over.


anyway, on a brighter note, edmund and i joined in the video for the video chongmei's group was doing for their science week video. and it was DAMN FUN HAHAHAHA, damnnnn funny especially the part when marilene was running to join in the video and she couldnt stop and ran straight into the wall LOL. JOKE SIA. edmund and i danced 撑腰 until damn fun, and then after that we made an impromtu star wars cum olden days fighting video! LOL. turned out to be quite nice sia, even though i was the one who got killed -> http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=1156035700180&ref=nf


watched FAST AND FURIOUS 4 with edmund gensen ryan and clarine! and THAT WAS WHAT I CALL A MOVIE MAN. HAHAHA. no spoilers, cos its still quite a new movie. one comment: i just love the cars.





after that went to amk to meet up with dan jf zh and xy, but met jf before that first to INITIAL D. after watching F AND F, i was sooooo hyped up to race! used my 八王子! but couldnt beat that stupid irohazaka guy still. and i found a superb opponent in datona! his way of playing same as me haha. jap food after that and it was gooooooood, but a bit de dry leh the stupid hot stone. went to seven eleven to get drinks and den to the bball court to play some matches with the people there. (i just freaking HATE those people who get angry with me just because i play serious like WTF?! when i play well, snatching their balls and all, and they get all angry with me, causing me to lower down my own standard of the game just to not offend anyone, its freaking irritating. matches are played for a test of skill right? not a freaking test of who has the loudest bark or the more painful bite right? fuck those bengs.) hahaha, anyway, it was still fun.


ok i admit, im still pissed at myself for screwing up chem spa. i always remember the harder parts and somehow forget all the easier parts, and i screw up because of that. thats lame.


but whatever, its already over. the milk is all spilt, just that its all over my own clothes and i have a harder time cleaning it up. dig it?


i saw a modified Mazda RX7 FC today! no more opening lights and its a weird colour for a car - red. but nevertheless, seeing the rare Mazda RX7s in singapore cheers me up (:






vroom vroom.





Tuesday, April 14, 2009 10:01 PM


my father just kinda.. nagged/scolded/talked/advised to me, threw a huge chunk of information at me. and i kinda understood it? or maybe not? maybe that huge chunk of thing missed me or something? hahahaha, im laughing inside, like what he said just makes no link/sense to the overall topic or something. im confused. O.o owellz. mug hard, play air.


10 chem mcqs a day, aint that hard right marc?
try harder.





Monday, April 13, 2009 10:50 PM


I am looking forward to the end of A Levels.
I finally found the motivation to study.
I understand that the success of Batam OCIP lies with me.
I also understand the importance of money.
I will save money.
I will study.
I will train hard to obtain silver for NAPFA.
I will try my best to stop gaming.
I will continue to love my friends.
I am not Emo.
I am DETERMINED to make something out of my life.
I finally realise that I'm not young anymore.
I finally realise I cannot waste time.
I will do my best.


but must relac sometimes also right.. haha, yes, its my laziness that kills me. anyone who knows me knows that. sigh. i miss those primary school days and secondary school days when i can 'dont know dont care, heck care play air'. and i realise i dont smile as much anymore. and i also realise i get stressed very easily now. where did the i-dont-know-what-is-stress marcus go to? lol. i need him back, sometimes, but most importantly after the a levels are over. i think i rmb him booking a trip to hawaii. maybe he'll be back when he enjoys enough?


HAHA.


retardedness makes a fool out of me.


anyway, its time for me to mug. had my postponed PTM today, and i think its enough to get my engine to finally start. i dont know what will be the effect though, because i havent really used this engine since my primary 1 end of year exams. and i dont even know whether i'll be able to start it successfully though. but try, i will (:


Cliche, but
I Believe I Can Fly.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GrOMLylvhQ&feature=related





Sunday, April 12, 2009 11:57 PM


i think i will never get sick of 撐腰 , hahaha.





12:00 AM


Basketball-ed with edmund dan jinfei and zhihui yesterday at chengsan cc


met jinfei and zh at amk hub for some arcade first. i tried INITIAL D ARCADE STAGE 5 and it OWNS STAGE 4.



i created a card for myself and the process was so much more fun than stage 4! haha. i got to choose the supposed region in japan that i live in so that it could print on my card, but i dont live in japan, i wish i did. haha. and i also got to choose a lisence plate for my car out of 5 random ones they showed on the screen, there's a description for every lisence plate you choose, and my lisence plate number is 76-something something, 八王子. eighth prince. damnnnn cool hahaha.


met dan and edmund at the court, and played some fierce bball. it rained 2 times and we waited for the rain to stop 2 times, but im glad we waited, because in return we got some GOOD BASKETBALL TO PLAY. we challenged some other people playing there, and got them to play together with us. we mixed the teams, and played 4v4v4. i was damn on form that day, played well (:


after bball, went to the botak jones coffeshop to try out the new japanese store that had just opened. and it tasted great! first time we're having something else other than prata though! rocked. walked edmund and zh to their bus stop. and jf and i went back to dan's house for the TON.


the night throughout was fun haha, at 2.30 jf and i went to 7 eleven for some cup noodles, chips and drinks(non-alcoholic of course). slept at 4-5 plus. zh joined us for lunch the next morning, some good chicken rice at the newly opened store at blk 505. (((:


went back home to take a bath and wait for edmund to come to my house to do the OCIP proposal. but halfway through, we realise we're still short of a lot of information. and we also intend to postpone the fund raising, because we feel its too rushed. so we just slacked. had maggie noodles and homecooked prata for our dinner before going to tuition, nice nice. i just love the orange juice gensen brings everytime to tuition =D


went to edmund's father workplace, some restaurant/cafe at swiss hotel, after tuition for some food and drinks! thanks thanks edmund! haha, the food was nice, mock tail was it? was also nice, although it was alcoholic xD






***


anyway, on the way back home in bus 36 after the meal at swiss hotel, a bunch of teenagers, i swear not older than 14 or 15 years old, boarded the bus. and their conversation went something like this:


"...没有啦,我帮你喝两杯Tiger leh,还敢讲。"

"有meh?!"

"我喝比你们多lor。四杯Martini,三杯Tiger,还有两瓶Whisky lor。"

"eh XX, 你有没有plastic bag? 我很想吐.."

"*sound of concentrated liquid splashing on the floor*"


kids, please, please, please, know your limits in drinking. although i really know drinking looks/sounds, cool or whatever. please, underage drinking --> i dont really recommend it. and even if your friend really tries it and get drunk, please HELP him/her, dont just leave him/her to just lie on the bus seat and allow vomit to continue spilling out from him/her mouth onto the bus floor right? retarded bengs. get a life.


***


MACHEDA IS A HERO NOW AT OLD TRAFFORD I SUPPOSE. INTENTIONAL OR NOT, 2 WINNING GOALS IN 2 SENIOR APPEARANCES FOR THE TEAM, AND MAN U DESERVED IT! xDDD oooooooownage.





Thursday, April 09, 2009 11:58 PM


Conclusion:


Junior Colleges CHANGES people.


I want NObody but YOU.





9:15 PM


got back PW results today, i got a B
not too bad, but not that satisfied either.
because our group really put in a lot of effort, including junquan, who at the start of pw was really slack, suddenly joined in the fray at the end. but its ok, the whole class got B and above =D


NAPFA.
was, well, very regretful for myself.


while i broke all my 5 station records, i just had to burn out and get an E for 2.4 run. shuttle run 9.3 secs, broad jump 230cm, sit and reach 58cm, and esp pull ups which i trained so much for, i did 4. fell short of silver by 17 seconds, so i got bronze. i could feel the heat from the first round of 2.4, so i wasnt really surprised that i failed. but 17 seconds! sianz. hope there will still be another official retest.


went to watch paul blart, mall cop with amelia. some kind of LAME and FUNNY show, but hahahaha, nice and romantic and all, but but, dunno, seems kind of.. too little? lol.


bball tmr! =DDD





Monday, April 06, 2009 9:38 PM


MANCHESTER UNITED ROCKS.
the 3-2 win over aston villa proved it, the freaking stoppage time goal by macheda was AWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESOME.


and even though i only watched the highlights, its as if i watched the whole thing already. pure entertainment man u.





4:20 PM


for the whole day i either whisper or do hand signs. IRRITATING LEHHHZHZZ.


i bet it will feel damn shiok the day i get my voice back, talk talk and scream and shout and sing =D now i know how mute people feel like. EMPHATY OK.


now im only scared of how to talk to brother paul about the fund raising. and if we HAVE to do annoucement im afraid that it will be ME. wtheck no man, i'll ask someone to do it. zz


long day tmr


off to gym.





Sunday, April 05, 2009 2:18 PM


nope, my voice isnt back.


and im spitting phelgm over and over again. or rather, vomitting it out lol.


some stupid econs essay test tmr. whatever, start on chem first.





Saturday, April 04, 2009 11:37 PM


i've started watching bleach again (:
but that doesnt mean that takes up more of my studying time, because im now trying my best to quit dota, so, bleach = 20min, dota = 1 or more hours, so its an improvment haha


and in order to get myself studying, i need to get organised. i dont have a desk, i dont have a proper shelf. and i need to get those filing thingys. one each for each subject.


went to edmund's house to do the OCIP fund raising proposal today. when we actually thought about it, so many problems came up. so now, we'll be doing the fund raising on 20 and 21 of april, so that the weekend can be used to bake the cookies. international friendship day cant be used because its chem spa day, and the day before that is also out of the question because we have a 12pm break, and ms ng says we cant have any excuse to skip lesson cos of this. sooo yepp


played table tennis before we went maths tuition. DAMN LONG NEVER PLAY LIAO, and DAMN FUN. we kept "qie-ing" the ball, and "counter qie-ing" =D and the makeshift net was made of our pencil boxes and handbooks.


maths tuition was probability, quite okay. but im not really looking forward to the hard questions.


STUDY TMR OK MARCUS?


(:(:





1:08 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!!





went to vivian's house for the celebration barbeque on thursday. shared a cab with zh jf and hong zhou there, and this was the fare:





29.20 + 10.20 = 39.40!


that was the most expensive taxi i've ever sat in, and for more than an hour. beat that.


***


school was slack today! (friday)
ended at 12 and we played table tennis in class! haha damn fun and crazy, and we used BATS, unlike t29 who use their hands. olden days sia haha. after eating lunch, went to meet the bball guys and we set off to SBC for the last time for our last match against MJC. we lost 39-45 i think, 6 points. but no one was sad about it. in fact the match was quite funny haha, especially the last part when hwee lak smacked the ball off the opponents hand when the ball hasnt even been thrown into play and matthew keep fouling the opponent to keep stopping the time =D played a match of bball with jarvis cheng zh and some other guys on the empty court while augustine played with his friends on the other side of the court.


then i zao-ed to amk with zh to meet jf gina dan jieying and xy for prata. the usual crap and i finally lost my voice after 4 matches worth of screaming and cheering for the team, plus all the laughing hahaha.


not going to PTM later on cos my father wont be back in singapore, but ms ng will still meet him some other day, so my judgement day will just be postponed for a while only -_-


***


i once said i loved my mother more than my father; but now i only have a father to love.
i once said that i disliked basketball; but now im a basketball player.
i once said that i will not get into a boys school; but i ended up in st. gabs.
i once said that i will enrol into a poly; but i ended up in cjc.


ahh, the irony of life.


make me believe it.





Wednesday, April 01, 2009 10:20 PM


happy april fools' day!


the hard part of ocip is HERE. zzzz
planning, proposal, reports, meetings.


the big wake up call of CT results.


and the napfa test. I CAN DO 3 PULLUPS ONLY, I NEED ONE MORE.


hope fund raising will be a success, and the cookies will taste nice: right caroline and marilene? =D


and im still not over the volleyball craze, although i know i have to study haha


FRIDAY
MJC VS CJC
MATCH AT 3.30PM, BUS WILL LEAVE AT 2PM
THOSE WHO WANNA COME AND SUPPORT PLEASE DO SO =D







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