Tuesday, June 30, 2009 3:06 PM
well, these few days if you saw me on facebook, i want to emphasize: that was not me.
lol. yeah, it wasnt me. it was my father's friend who came over from malaysia to help us move house and staying for about a week. he's crazy over mafia wars. or rather, over every facebook game -.- and then when i lent him my account to play mafia wars, he used my account to add all his own friends to increase my mafia. wtflol. i deleted them anyway, only kept those worthy of an online eye candy =P
anyway, i moved. so,
byebye fernwood block 26 #16-02,
hello sea view point #02-01.
yep, second floor. but its nice (:
econs exam today. no comments, it was weird. followed ed and his mum to singapore island country club for lunch. omg, high class place lol, scary. maths tmr, mugg.
i was wondering, after 2 years of hell in army, how would i feel during "graduation day"? surely damn shiok, ok i'll look forward to that 2 plus years from now.
knock it down.
Saturday, June 27, 2009 1:08 PM
"Michael Jackson death still unsolved after autopsy"
You know why?
He was killed by Avada Kedavra.
Friday, June 26, 2009 10:59 PM
Dedicating this post to Michael Jackson, the dubbed "King of Pop", "Greatest Entertainer", "Moonwalker" and so on.
Today, the World has lost one of its greatest music influencer. Though only a short span of 50 years, he has seen the brightest side, as well as the darkest side of life. Rising high in the 80s and 90s to become the greatest entertainer, mastering the moonwalk, creating music never heard before during those times, inspiring "Pop", and dropping all the way down due to allegations of child abuse/molest, lack of privacy, people slamming rude comments in his face, being spoofed in every game website/scary movie, his stupid decision to do his plastic surgery and so on. Nevertheless, this lost will be an impact the World will deeply remember forever. His music will continue. His legacy will live. Farewell my idol.
R.I.P.
Michael Jackson
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 11:37 PM
I shall now blog a bit so as to momentarily take my mind away from the stress and fright of studying and the exams. Yes, I haven't been studying. My time management is bad to the max. I've only finished maths, but haven't practised yet. I've only just started chem and I'll leave econs to lady luck on the 2 last days leading up to mid years. So as to chem.
This whole week was mostly about moving house. Which is the PROBLEM. This last week is supposed to be left aside for myself to concentrate entirely on my study but of all times. Looks like I'll just flunk. Everyday I'll spend about an average of 2-3 hours moving things to my new house. It doesn't look like much when you look around, but you'll be surprised at the amount of things I can dig up from everywhere, lol. So, I got a new bed, a new wardrobe, and HOPEFULLY a desk cum shelf. I hope there's enough space left in the room for the desk. Because, yeah, I'm still sharing a room with my uncle. To hell with that person hogging the other room. Kinda excited, and kinda not excited to move. Not excited because the buses will be limited compared to the buses I can access now, and I'll be on the 2nd floor instead of the 16th. Huge decrease though. Excited because there'll be new stuff. Walking to ECP now only requires about 5mins, and right where my underpass surfaces, there'll be starbucks, KFC, carl's junior, seafood restaurants, 7 eleven etc etc. =D Not forgeting katong shopping centre nearby and the katong laksa and BOON TONG KEE. The 966 bus stop to school is also nearer. But since I'll be going to Edouard's house for a lift, I'll be taking a longer bus ride. That's sad.
But like my father says. It will be only about another half a year and I won't be seeing the house much already lol. I'll miss Fernwood and the view of the sea and the VS soccer field though. Saded.
back to organic.
Friday, June 19, 2009 10:40 PM
It has been quite a while since I've thought about it.
How long has it been?
I know that I don't have any right.
It was my own decisions that caused everything.
I'll have to just make do with it, and continue onward.
Time is an insignificant being afterall.
But I will never forget.
I promise, that I will never forget.
Whatever I do, I will never forget how.
How I betrayed, how I looked down upon, how I denied.
I will never forget the beginning of my change.
I don't want to reveal everything I said.
Maybe because I'm still scared of being disgraced.
I don't know if you'll see this.
I don't know that even if you see this, you'll know that if it is you I'm refering to.
I still want to say, "I'm very sorry."
With that, I bring this thought of mine to a close.
hontou ni gomen.
Sunday, June 14, 2009 10:43 PM
went to bball today with bros, edmund came along and kyung and jack later on. so surprised to see jack again, he was my neighbour at bullion park, haha. i didnt even recognise him until dan told me he was our old neighbour.
today's bball was hiong, and hot. all the way until when zh tried to bunnyhop and elbowed me at a spot beside my eye. i knocked out. dizzy as hell and everything. wincing in pain like shit. thought i was going to faint. but i tried my best to keep myself conscious. zz. didnt eat the whole day lol. until 9 plus when we had dinner. and i the fright of my life. when i was getting up to get my bag and all at the bball court. i blacked out. blacked as in, all i could see was black. i blinked, opened my eyes wide, still black. i freaked out, i thought i was blind. for 10 seconds all i could see was black. then i sat down again and my vision came back. scary. very. maybe havent exercised for too long already. plus the elbow to my head was terrible. im panting even now as i type with typos all over. i now have some kick ass blue black in the shape of a cresent beside my eye. cool. but im still afraid of my eyes though. wtf, black out for 10 secs.
ate dinner at botak jones coffeeshop, had jap. quickly ate, quickly took a taxi home. so dizzy, so pain -.- thanks bros man.
rest. i need rest.
Friday, June 12, 2009 10:40 PM
i flared up on my grandma today again, for many many ridiculous reasons. let me just state one example. picture my grandma and i, eating our lunch quietly on our dinning table. my grandma eats finish first and reaches for her handphone on her table. she couldnt reach, and complains, "my arm nowadays become very short, want to reach for things also cannot." i looked at her, half expecting her to ask me to help her take the phone, but she didnt. she continued to eat, i continued to eat. and all of a sudden, she exclaims, "you dunno how to help me take is it?!" i help her take, and said, "you also never say anything." my grandma argues, "BUT I SAY MY HAND SHORT WHAT, YOU DUNNO HOW TO HELP ME TAKE MEH?!"
wtf. and i exploded.
went to meet jf and zh for dinner. they already ate before me cos i arrived late. zh said he had to meet xueer at hub. jf followed him. i finished my own dinner, and the next thing, zh suddenly came back panting, saying that this time he die already. O.o and he say he needed to zao home lol. cos of reasons i dont wanna explain here, a bit embarrassing for him haha. and jf needed to rush home because his sister didnt have the key and wanted to get into the house. joke. so i was left alone in amk at 8.30 only haha. went to the arcade, lost to takumi cos of some stupid last corner mistake, bought an ice cream red tea from KOI CAFE. oh yeah, i wanna recommend KOI CAFE because it is really good. no kidding, its good stuff =D and then went home.
i NEED to start studying.
and omg, the primera looks damn cool.
Thursday, June 11, 2009 1:08 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE!
this would be my most boring june holidays ever.
sleep, eat, com, study, shit, repeat.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 2:36 PM
its my 600th POST already!
soo, my holidays havent been exactly what i've expected. and expectedly, im not studying once again.
i really dont know how to get myself started. i feel so regretful just by doing everything else but studying, but i still dont get started. lol. contradicting to the max.
im moving house soon. my new house, according to my dad, is much much bigger =D its located, where most people would be more familiar with, at the roundabout beside parkway parade. i dont know the name of the condo yet, and i havent been there too. the worst part is, i'll be moving on the 28th, right before the econs mid years, great.
my nose is leaking, like some bloody waterfall. not to mention sneezing out blood all over my com screen when i was on msn with hanif qianyi marilene and edmund yesterday. joke siah.
prioritise.
Monday, June 08, 2009 9:32 PM
btw, even until now, i still dream of playing pool and painting in the classroom in batam, only to find myself waking up in my own bed.
SADED.
9:01 PM
society should just change their perspective towards the elderly. they're just taking for granted all the benefits that they have. well i cant say that for all the elderly, but majority or minority i dont know too. either way, i cant stand this ridiculous stereotype anymore. "we must ALWAYS respect the elderly", "we must treat the elderly the best that we can". coming from a traditional family, i know im supposed to put my elders before anything else, i will continue to do that, but i will still rant about it. STOMP is one good example. so many pictures of those old aunties and uncles on mrts and buses, taking up so much space for themselves even though theres a crowd. and today, while in the mrt on the way to gensen's house, it was crowded. VERY crowded, not exaggerating mind you. this auntie boarded the train. and started saying, "siam lah, siam lah, siam lah" and squeezed her way all the way to the "special" seat reserved for the needy. there was this woman, sleeping, unknowing of the auntie's presence, but she just shaked her awake and said, "give me this seat leh" in chinese. having no choice, the woman gave her the seat. and the auntie, unsurprised at her victory, grinned to herself, but at the same time, shot a look of hate to the woman who just gave up her seat for her. this is utter disgrace, or rather, epic fail attitude. maybe i have a biased attitude towards this topic, but having seen no good prospect since treating MY OWN elderly with respect for 5 years. its no wonder i've developed this attitude. so please, people out there, the elderly are not ALWAYS correct. the government has been giving them too much space for their own so called "freedom of speech" already. numerous attitudes of them showing such behavior has already been spread across the net, or in the case of most people, seen it for your own eyes. but nevertheless, i still want to emphasize that treating the elderly with respect, is still of utmost importance.
the second topici want to rant about is PARENTS. this is another common stereotype, that parents will always do things for your good, that parents, no matter how much they mistreat you, that they actually care for you. once again, i want to repeat that what i will be saying will not be true for all parents, and that parents are STILL the most important people in our lives. the problem now is that, everyone is treating them as HOLY, or even GODLY. parents can make mistakes too you know. the latest incident of an indian family losing a son and his father through suicide is one example. the newspapers portrayed the whole incident as the son's folly by getting drunk and being angry at his mother's questions. take note: drunk people doesnt literally mean you're senseless. second point, mother's questions: dont we ALL seem to be very familiar with this topic? where have you been? why are you so late? why didnt you tell me where you were going? these questions, even when posted in usual daily life, can already be considered somewhat IRRITATING. let alone posting these questions to a drunk person. please, put the blame where it is supposed to be put. not, in this case, put the blame on a DEAD PERSON, saying that he was irresponsible and senseless for getting himself drunk and then angry over his mother's questions. so, this is an appeal to newspapers: please, FOR GOD'S SAKE, give JUSTICE to those who need it and give SHAME to those who doesnt DESERVE JUSTICE, or just leave them alone, get it? or rather, just dont write about that story. and just mind your fucking own business.
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nah, im not angry, in fact, im rather smiley right now just writing about those 2 stuff above =D
sounds sadistic sia, haha.
anyway, went for my NS Medical Checkup with clement today. met at gensen's house in the morning first for brunch, and slacked in his house before going down to CMPB. the rumours werent wrong, it was a total waste of 4 hours of my life lol. surprisingly, i ended up in pesA, and clement in pesD. hahaha, uncommon right. pesD is those whose health are unconfirmed because clement told the doc that he had a back problem and he had to get it checked again at alexandra hospital in september hahah.
just watched 百万大歌星! ahh, i admire all those with good voices, pure talent =) theres this cute girl, makiyo is it? her voice was STRONG, and instead of choosing all those later songs she chose those old songs and sung them very well x) admiraaable.
anyway, it was a BAD BAD BAD idea to share clement's bottled water, now im also sick with him. good luck have fun to both of us lol.
you are my superwoman.
Friday, June 05, 2009 11:48 PM
batam trip was fabulous. ups and downs, and i still miss the classroom. i wanna look at it for one last time. i feel like i left a part of me there, my foot print on the cement? or my name painted on the wall?
first day was already hectic enough. went to the hardware shop with gensen edouard edmund and ben to get supplies, and the service is screwed up lol. not much to expect right. painted first coat of white paint in both classrooms. sounds easy eh, haha, its a wonder why those painters get paid so little really, its tough work. lunch and dinner were great, actually, every meal there was great, we get fed so much. lol. buffet for every single meal. it was also basically a pool trip, free pool, who doesnt want to play free pool?
second day, the school complained and we had to wear long pants due to cultural reasons. so siyuan and i went to the hypermart to get long pants for the class and to the hardware shop to get more supplies for painting. we missed the morning shift but afternoon we chiongeedddededddded. and it was a job well done. had a live band, and qianyi debbie edmund and siyuan went to sing while the whole class watched hahaha. the band slacker sia, keep on asking people to sing. i got owned, ryan got owned, ben got owned, and jq got half owned at night. haha, the black nail polish strikes again.
third day, we finished up the painting and the work. went back for lunch. and back to the school again for a game of soccer with the guys while the girls played volleyball. kenna thrashed 11-1, i epic failed as a camper striker haha. gifts exchange with the school. group pictures and dismissal. i miss darul falah. last dinner there was epic, the barbeque, although not as nice as the other dinners, was enjoyable. i spammed fish and chicken wings =D played more pool. and then off to edouard's room for some poker fun. we bet with cake, muffins, beer, nail polish, etc. wth man, one of the worst games we played. i was damn tired so i went to sleep with carl in my room at 1 plus. nevertheless, i got owned once again =O this time with toothpaste on my leg wtheck.
last day, breakfasted, lunched at harbourbay seafood, malled, window shopped, and ferried home. took a cab home with ed and knocked out. poof, (it became koko crunch!) off to lalaland.
medical check up soon!
bagus.
Thursday, June 04, 2009 9:04 PM
im not really looking forward to coming home.
i miss batam.
