happiness rating: +155


after that "i am bored/emo" post below, i went crazy. haha, i went to msg siyuan first, suggested by gensen. and then shun bian scrolled down my contact list, and msged qianyi edmund hanif and marilene lol.


yea, the last few days packed, filled with fun laughter peace and joy (: no pictures though, hardly had time, just wanted to spend my time with my good ol friends


thursday went to ton at dan's place alone, haha, watched saving private ryan, damnnn nice, it was worth staying up the night for it haha. friday morning, jf joined us and we went to bugis street/junction to shop. i mean, they shopped while i just walked with them. but we found this stall, DC Superheros, selling all those darn nice superhero shirts, and we thought it would look damn cool if we each bought one hahaha, so we decided to come back on sunday xD


saturday noon, went to visit my olddddd childhood friend/neighbour, chuan ren and chuan ying, i mean woah, chuan ying is now sec 2 and she seriously changed so much. the last time i saw her we was still so kiddy xDD yeah anw, i saw ryan's door open so i went to call him. coincidently, he was in, hahaha, so he called his sister sara along(she's the same age as chuan ying and omg she too changed like hell)and the five of us went to plaza sing first, and then to bugis(again -.-). had a great time with the guys. after that, took a cab to find my mum and went to her friend's bday party. okay i sort of became a celebrity there. cos i knew them also and the last time they saw me was sec 2 or 3 and then they kept telling me: woah you grow so big already ah. and also kept asking me whether i got girlfriend or not, am i a virgin or not, and all those questions u know those aunties and uncles will ask haha. anw great time there too. my mum then fetched me home to get my laptop and clothes, and fetched me to dan's house again! haha, so i ton-ed at hise place again, but jf was there this time, haha. anw, sucks cos there was a problem, couldnt connect to his wireless. -___- so i watched them play + watched movies + they let me play too. haha, played till 7.30 plus amazingly. and we slept, and they told me that MY SNORING IS VERY VERY LOUD AND IMBA. LOL. okay people, get ready to tahan my snoring during the chalet cos i will be very tired xD


sunday/today, went to bugis again! yeah, for the superhero shirts. dan got a black/gold batman one, jf got a black/silver superman one, and i got a RED/SILVER FLASH. u know the superhero? THE FLASH. yea darn cool. xD and mine is red HAHA red rocks. the auntie told us we short of one more superhero: green lanturn! haha, den we suggested to each other to tell zh to buy the green lanturn one. it was quite late already, so we went to mos for a drink before going home.


the busy days doesnt end here man, tmr im going to amk with qianyi marilene jiaxin clement and ed to get the food for the chalet. and when i come home i got to prepare the chicken wings and the food before bringing it to the chalet the next day. tuesday will be the chalet! until thursday, and i predict that i will become a zombie by the end of the chalet lol.


anyway, everyone is like putting so high expectations on the chalet that i feel so stressful. everyone is going: CHALET, CHALET COME FASTER, LOOKING FORWARD TO CHALET. im so scared that i'll miss out on a few essential items i have to get, either that or i dont plan well about what we're going to do at the chalet. either way, im also still scared about the mood during the chalet, if i screw something up, someone gets unhappy, i doubt anyone will have the mood to carry on too. days coming up to the chalet, everyone is asking me about what we're going to do during the chalet, and where is the chalet and where are we gonna meet and all. if i screw anything up, it will be so zzzz for myself too.


lol, no fear, marcus is here. im gonna spend tonight thinking of ideas of what to do at chalet. hopefully i'll come up with something. and if that doesnt work. i can only lean on the power of impromtu-ness. hoo hah.


ed just told me he might have some problems convincing his mum to let him go to amk to get the food. hmm. hope he succeeds. if he doesnt i might have to get the help of the people going tmr to bring back some stuff.


hopefully everything turns out to be okay and the chalet will be such fun that the fun wont end just there. hahaha.


you know what i mean . (i think)

happiness rating: -68


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i hate ants.

happiness rating: +26


i have my own internet now! (: and now its from M1, quite unstable (i think)


anyway, my dreams today were both weird and good. xDD


1st dream was about the class, i mean, there was only ed, a few guys which i dont remember, and all of the girls. -___- i dont know what we were doing, but we were just.. taking buses hahahaha. taking different buses all around singapore. dots la. haha. most memorable one was qianyi and huixin, weird la, i was following them up the bus, and when i tapped my ezlink card and looked up, they suddenly had wings and flew out of the bus. LOL


2nd dream was OMG. no one i knew was in the dream. i was playing some game show thing.. with 10 girls, all of them i do not know, and all of them are damn CHIO. HAHAHA, i mean, my mind just made up the looks of those girls, but, omg? i didnt know my brain was that good at making up girls' looks? LOL. when i woke up i was like. ".............. OMFG" xDDDDD


anyway, woke up only at 1pm, so had a lot of time for dreams. planned to meet edouard at parkway at 1.30, but as usual we were both late, and we only reached there at 2 lol. we went to meet azman, but his break was half an hour away, so ed and i went to shop around and to get something for gensen's lateeee birthday present haha. went to the hawker centre to eat with azman, ed zao-ed and i went to play DATONA with azman, how i miss those datona days man. hard to find people who know how to play datona these days :/ but azman is good haha.


gensen is baack from egypt! yes i finally know how to spell "egypt", thanks to ed and carl -__-


cant wait for chalet, but i dont look forward to the money collecting, i still dont know how to calculate. zzzz

i suddenly became a big fan of rui en after watching the 9pm show xD


mediacorp has been showing a lot of shows on, "family" "sharing" "values" etc.


but i consider them as "successes". to me at least, those shows made me cry ><


in my heart at least.

happiness rating: +5

what nice weather, clouds as fluffy as those cottons wools you have in your cupboard, sunlight just enough for the trees to photosynthesize, what a wonderful day, what more can i ask for?


just as i was appreciating the nice weather, the beautiful scnenery right before my eyes, a bomb dropped on my head. a bomb no one could have imagined, a bomb no one could have predicted, a bomb so toxic that a doze of it could kill millions. yes, its the almighty bird shit.


fuck siah, i straight away told my father that today strike 4D and toto liao, lol.


anyway, went to parkway to buy a new jeans, black jeans! haha, my very first. and another bermuda and a shirt. and another long sleeved shirt from esprit, yay. my father say he got no time to buy my new year clothes, so buy now first haha


visited azman and debbie on the way, they look so bored xD


im soooo bored these days, that im actually looking forward to bball trainings. anyway, this week's trainings will be in the midst of everyone having ocip, so there will only be like 5 people or more or less at trainings, haha.


i want a haircut.

我看啊看着电视
越来越有意思
说着我生命故事


我看啊看着电视
拥抱未来往事
知心陪我一辈子..


^^

IM WATCHING THE CHANNEL 8 ANNIVERSARY GALA NOW!





people go watch! 45载光芒·8方贺台庆!


its only the introductry part now, where they introduce all the actors and actresses and newscasters and hosts from these 45(?) years i think its 45 hahaha. yeps, the MEDIA, big impact on our lives indeed. when they show screen shots of past shows and movies and vareity shows, it reminds me of my good ol child hood days when i sat in front of the tv and watched all those shows xD miss those days, awwww.


wishing channel 8 a very happy 45th annisersary (:


i miss 梁婆婆 haha

happiness rating: +80


darn happy because i finally got the chance to go to joshua's (ng) house after a year! omg man, back in secondary school i always had to go to his house at LEAST once a week i think. hahaha. i love his room now, so cosy xD and with deco all over


went with joel ivan jasper and cheng to pool after that, joshua couldnt make it cos he had PROJECTS. that sucks real bad man. cine was packed, so we went monster cue! havent been there for very long too. (: jasper is now teaching guitar, and with only 8 months of learning himself, omg?


the feeling of going out of guys' school friends is so happy, hahaha, joel explained to me that chasing girls is just like FISHING. you have to be patient, or not you'll either scare the fish away, or the fish will take off with your bait. hahahaha, he told us about some friend of his, that guy spent a lot of money buying sweets for his crush, and after some time, he finally realised that the girl had a boyfriend LOL. pool was fun! and so was the crapping. xDD


promise i'll make time for the next bball man ><


joshua's blog is always cracks me up, i can never blog the same way as him >< im so factual and all. awwwww. hard hard.


you see, its all in the mind, the brain, and the soul -__-


soul you say. hmm

happiness rating: +15


today's or rather, yesterday's bball training is damn fun. although i screwed up so many chances during the match at the end. lol, i hope there will be a friendly with yj, hope zh will faster contact his coach. mrs tan said that we all improved! happy man. i think if i didnt join bball, my fitness wouldnt have improved at all since sec sch. and ocip will be starting, so next week there's only 2 trainings! but there will only be like, what? 5 people? including me. LOL. 5 people, do what siah. missed the bball outing with jasper and co. sian, had to buy food back for my grandma as usual, zzz.


went to visit edmund azman and debbie at parkway after training, hahaha, they're working there till december maybe? hanif's starting on sunday. i think so. so i can go find them if im bored at home lol


sunburn on the face SUCKS. the skin to the top right of my left eye hurts like shit everytime i touch it. sian. i just have to thank my lucky stars that i didnt get sunburn on my shoulders and all. i look at edmund marilene and capri and i just have to "wow" haha


im hungry, but i have ulcers, and they hurt ass. im gonna hunt for marilene's conditioner, i miss that feeling of smoothness after the bath at sentosa haha xD


macs? or maggie mee? or chocolates?

yes, the trip to sentosa was darn fun, hahaha. from the time we met at toastbox, the mood was already damn high xDD camwhoring was non-stop luh.


ok, we took the monorail there, it was my FIRST TIME taking a monorail. and then we took a tram to siloso beach. it was also my FIRST TIME taking a tram! hahaha, unbelievable but true. yeps, i was the first one to get into the water, excited yeah~


played frisbee and with the ball. ryan came! he told us he didnt bring any clothes so dont throw him into the water. so we gave him punishment by burying his feet in the sand. but edmund hanif and i showed no mercy, and a few mins later, he was also enjoying himself in the water LOL.


azman ryan and i went to delifrance to buy drinks, i bought a chicken pie, the bottle of coke ryan bought was freaking 3 bucks, and the snapple azman bought was 3.75, hahaha. we were saying that it must be the best snapple and coke we've ever drank in our lives. xD


clement and jiaxin came after that. they bought TOWELS for us! yes, i was so looking forward to bathing, after getting wet and drying continuously for dunno how many times. they too told us that they didnt bring any clothes, but we told them the fate of ryan, muahaahhaa. so we grabbed clement, but he still got his phone in his pocket. haha, so we caught him and took his phone out. but he said: eh wait wait, i do myself. haha, and then he suddenly carried jiaxin, (but fell down halfway, LOL. clement ah..) and they both ran into the water, hahaha. wet day aint it?


and oh ya, we built a T31 version of KPE. LOL. darn cool la, i started it cos i wanted to build tunnels, so we built 2 mountains at the side and 2 tunnels to link them xDDD cool righttt, but the waves came and washed it away ):


edouard PS-ED ME. bugger fell asleep at home -____-


went to vivo to meet zy for dinner, he just came back from batam haha. went to carl's junior! i ordered some meal, and told them i wanted an upsize, but the stupid person upsized it 2 times, so i had to settle for some huge packet of fries and some huge drink. lol.


damnnn tired after that, i think you could see the difference in the size of my eyes in the pictures before and after i took a bathed (changed clothes). sent a message to nat for good luck for his paper (: zy ryan clement marilene jiaxin and qianyi left, so i accompanied debbie hanif azman and edmund to LJS cos debbie wanted to eat the cheese chips hah. i could almost feel myself dozing off -.- took a bus home after that. yeps, and as anyone could have guessed, slept like a log till my stop. lol.


while walking back home, i saw 2 girls walking in front of me. then one of them suddenly broke down, crying out LOUD, and was saying something like: ITS ALL MY FAULT, ITS ALL MY FAULT. and she was like: I WANT TO DIE sobs sobs I WANT TO DIE! the other girl was desperately holding on to her saying: its not your fault! the whole [somebody's name] thing is not your fault, its not your fault that they broke up. no its not your fault. lol, i pity that girl, im guessing that the couple who broke up must be her very good friends or something.


people, never allow your actions to bring about something so drastic man. its pitiful, and its sad ):


so PICTURES! its all jumbled up, cos i coped them here and there, qianyi's blog, hanif's blog and facebook and edmund's photoshop, ok some of them are mine but i was too lazy to whip out my phone like THAT and SNAP. haha, i bball wad, not fsv xD shall caption all of them since its all jumbled lol. x)

oyeah, im cool and im having fun.

extra siah

T31 Tunneling completed.

burying ryan's feet

i got the shades, and edmund's sulking

perception problem lah

t31's problem, attracted to cameras, i wonder why

im with the mafia, be afraid..

azman and debbie, scandalous pair

debbie teaching capri dance moves or something o.o

tunnel complete!

sending nat the msgs

edmund and i, looking out to sea, artistic siahhh

credits---> hanif, qianyi, and all those camwhores

muacks to you guys, for making this a success (:
on to the chalet: MARCUS, DONT SCREW UP.

happiness rating: +150


yea, internet cut. im now temporarily using my neighbour's wireless bah. so im lucky. and it doesnt lag when i play dota too haha


yep, today i went sentosa. and it was pure fun. you guys rock.


im too tired to blog about it. cos i wanna write a lot xD and i havent collected the full collection of the pictures yet, haha. so maybe tmr i will.


just wanna say that marilene's hair conditioner rocks. after i used it, my hair was so smooth until HAHA, shiok.


im so tired now. i wanna just knock myself out, but you know - the night is young

happiness rating: -ve to the max.


just received news from my dad and uncle that my dad's friend just cancelled the starhub network to my house. so no more SCV, INTERNET, and HOUSE PHONE. for the time being. fucked up right?


yes, i shall now make use of every freaking single minute i have left on the internet. zz


so people anything CALL ME BEEP ME IF U WANNA REACH ME.


kim possible lol


chalet thing, looks like i have to use the power of handphones to complete my MISSION. xD


until my next internet, ciao blog, sobs.

happiness rating: -7


whats this la


i bo liao, went to blog surf. saw everyone's emo posts. and got emo myself. LOL, joke siah.


but yeah, wtheck am i emo for. -dash _underscore -dash man. (hahahahahanif)
always look on the bright side of life *whistle, whistle whistle whistle*


***


3 plus, siah, owl am i? owl i am. (:


nbcbknnpcb__


guang wei is leaving CJC!? omg man, if thats true, lets all quit bball.


oh ya, I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR'S INTERCLASS BASKETBALL!
excited am i? excited i am.


slap you up down left right inside out you fucker


so bored, want to emo also got nothing to emo about LOL.
HOPE THERE'S SOMETHING ON ON THURSDAY AT LEAST xD


looking forward to going back to bullion park next week man. i miss that place so much. its where i grew up, and its when my family was still united. sad aint it.


lookie, i got something to emo about now.


-weirdo to the max-


end of post happiness rating: +45

happiness rating: +5


sia lah. the channel 8 9pm show is too touching. sobs. i swear, rui en is cute xD


today's training was fun! haha, not as hiong as last weeks'. and it was so cooling cos it just rained. but wtheck, there were only 12 people. lol. so we had to do more of the drills. i was given a chance to play point guard today! screwed up at the beginning, but i was more daring to chiong in now la, unlike last time, stand outside pass or shoot. went to some tp coffee shop to eat dinner with philip jarvis and cheng. and to find out that im gonna have another abrasion! zzzz


oh btw, i met siyuan after my training. she lost her voice AGAIN! LOL. kuku la


so many things to do, so little time/money.


sian, heard from cheng that ivan joel they all playing dota at garena like almost every night, sian i wanna join them. dunno why the heck my garena cant work zzzzzzzz.


ha, i got chicken wings and fries waiting for me. later hungry can eat. lol

BORING LA.


I WANNA GO OUT.


SOMEONE JIO ME NOW!


BTW, FRIENDSTER IS SCREWED UP.

happiness rating: +40


bon voyage gensen!


yepp, gensen went to egypt, miss him people. lol.


woke up with a start, cos my grandma was arguing with my uncle about the leak from the ceiling of my dad's toilet. but its actually our own water heater causing it. so yeah, i couldnt sleep. went to coffee shop with uncle to eat breakfast. a heavy one indeed man. bad chor mee and yong tau foo, wtheck man.


left for gensen's house after that. ate a lot of grapes, hahaha. they were packing and all. so i was sitting there looking at jerian play maple, gensen psp-ing, and the family packing. in the end played maple also, hahaha. miss my maple days though. warcraft-ed a bit more, then left for dinner at amk. haha, gensen, see ya in 2 weeks bro.


only gina jf and dan could make it today, but there was pasar malam! hahaha. we ate a light dinner, like 2 pieces of pratas, before going down to the pasar malam to PLAY and EAT. i swear i was acting like a freaking kid. met weili! yeah, long time no see dude. we went to play some gun thingy. had to shoot down some damn small duck thingy to win a prize, freak siah, had 8 pellets, ALL MISS! -____- as usual la, otherwise how they earn money?





then gina went to play the thing, u have 5 balls and u have to knock 5 cans off the stand. wellz, failed again, but this time got consolation! haha, some handkerchief. lol, folded like an icecream.





anyway, had ramly burger and candy floss lol, da bao-ed kebab to go home eat too.


walked to the bus stop after that. but you know, nature's call sometimes always come at the wrong time, haha. after dan left us, jf gina and i went to the nearby macs to go toilet, while jf ate ice cream. but there was freaking someone WANKING in the toilet. or maybe not la, cos he went in and out like twice? where got shit can shit twice one shot, lol, maybe he can. xD


unglam la gina~





anyway, jf intro-ed me more hinoi team songs! hahaha, SONG BO. darn nice. im now addicted on YEAH!


yeps, and now. time for KEBAB. muahaha.


ps: freak siah. kebab got bone, heard of that before? -.-

happiness rating: +25


today's training sucks big time, like yeah, big time. i think coach went crazy today. either that or she got pms. the starting drills were already sprinting and all already zzz. the indoor court had very little oxygen siah. i kept on going out to take breaks. but even so, its so hard to recover from being oxygen deprived. your whole body gets weak zz. end of training, we all thought its over. but she still made us do 2 SETS OF SUICIDE and 30 DIAMOND PUSHUPS. hahaha, i literally just lay on the ground after that, dead already.


on a lighter note, what gave me +25 rating was cos i went to swensens! i havent eaten chocolate fondue before, so amelia wanted to treat me. hahaha, thanks girl! had chicken baked rice and the fondue and fries after that. darn shiok and full, i didnt eat lunch and breakfast fyi. so i was starving before that, and so weak -_- but the chocolate fondue seriously rocks, hahaha.





i wanna go gensen's house tmr! and then hopefully dinner at night. yeps.


time for some WARCRAFT.

happiness rating: +0


i wanna start this happiness rating at my blog, haha, some new thing. negative means unhappy and positive means happy. 0 would be neutral. haha.


edmund reminded me of another group that jf had introed to me also, HINOI TEAM. and now im hooked, cos the music and their dances attract me more than the wonder girls. hahaha. and they're JAP not korean. so yeah, hahaha. but i still like the wonder girls though, they're more of elegant and hinoi team is more of cute xDD and edmund and debbie wants me to go learn the dance of the nobody nobody but you, so that we can dance during chalet LOL.


but i freaking woke up at 5PM! WTHECK MAN. 5. i can do so many more things if i wake up at 12. zzzzzzzzz. wanted to go to gensen's house somemore, sorry for the pangseh man. im so sorry. i think spent too much time edit this dumb blog lol. tmr's training will be at CCAB! yeah man, i hope not too hiong also. lol. eh gensen, CYCLING


not bad siah, i took less than an hour to blog about 5 days of happenings haha

12/11


i ponned training! cos my legs were aching as hell from monday's training as well as the swimming the day before, so were my arms and all. hanif edmund and azman came to marine parade. haha, random luh. we went to the cc to bball, but not before we got all wet from the rain. how lucky enough was i to have not gotten sick from it lol.


btw, edmund passed me the freaking "nobody nobody but you" disease. its a song "nobody" sung by wonder girls. and yepp, they are hot. jf introed me to them last time, he introed me another song of theirs, "tell me" haha. but they're hot alright. i like yoobin/yubin the best, chio can. hahaha.


azman left for home after bball. and edmund and hanif came to my house intending to swim. but it rained so we went to eat chicken rice (AGAIN!). haha. they then came up to my house to use com while i went to bathe.


8 plus, i sent them to the bus stop and went for my great grandmother's birthday party at yck grassroot's club. haha, my cousins, all grown up siah. and one of my relatives, i dunno she's my what la. she's grown to become CHIO siah. the last time i saw her was a small girl haha. but my focus was more on my cousins bah. when i play with them i also go crazy with them. then i will feel like i become younger lol.

11/11


haha, this was the day man. edouard gensen ryan ben nat and zhengyi came my house to swim. we met at parkway first before going to boon tong kee! i swear that's the best chicken rice ever man. my father said he brought me to the balestiar's branch before but i forgot o.o so yeah, we ordered more sauce and ed and i drank the sauce straight, freaking salty but damn nice. hahaha.


swimming was fun, but my security guard always has to spoil the mood. he say only can bring in 4 guests. wtheck la, fuck him la ah. swimming pool so big only can make way for 4 ppl meh. dots. but nvm we argued with him and he allowed us to swim for 1+ hour more. lol. the tennis ball was the star of the day hahaha. played monkey and all. sadly no junquan, to quote ed:"no comic relief today" xD


went to galare! tuesday was some half price day for waffles, ate some waffle thingy, but the ice cream wasnt that good lol. i think i chose the wrong favour.

10/11


i only remembered i slacked all the way till monday, 10/11, first day of bball training. hahaha, it wasnt as hiong as the usual trainings cos it was held at CCAB. had a few drills and all, but that was enough to make as all worn out lol. played 5v5 at the end, but i could only last like 15+mins haha, den i called for a substitution.


went to eat sakae with my dad, haha, its been long. sakae is always my dad's fav lol. ate until so darn full.

7/11


i kinda forgot what are the things that i wanna blog now after i made my new blogskin. backtrack to 7/11, gensen's birthday celebration and class outing.


gensen got CAKED in the face man. caroline distracted him and then ed forced carl's hand on gensen's face. poom. and den gensen went berserk mode and caked those around him. hahaha. and oyeah, i gave gensen a small little smurf, darn cute.





class outing after that. went to eat pepper lunch! its my first time going to pepper lunch, nice, but NOT ENOUGH. we wanted to go to kallang to bowl after that, but we got lost in kallang -_- but managed to find our way to the place. but when we reached there, they said must wait for about an hour cos the bowling place was filled. so we waited and waited. haha. when its finally our turn to BOWL, 3/4 of the people said they didnt want to bowl. i mean i was disappointed siah. we took so long to get there and also to wait for a lane to bowl in, and then so many people didnt want to bowl. lol. nvm, but we had fun bowling too, haha. so many people went home while we were bowling. -.- come all the way here, and then to go home. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


dinner after that! haha, my stupid abrasion caused me to walk like a freaking penguin. soo.. after dinner played a stupid prank on gensen before we took the shuttle bus to kallang mrt. ed and i left for home, took 31 and realised that we were going in the wrong direction, wtheck mannn. but ed's bro was kind enough to sponser our cab fare home, haha, thanks dude.


pictures ftw.

yay, my 450th post, and im not making a big fuss over it. why? cos im in the middle of searching for a new blogskin.


and i swear i wont blog until i find a blogskin that im satisfied with.


so for the next 50 posts until my 500th post i will blog on that future blogskin.


so far, the search isnt going very well. the 1st blogskin that i found damnn nice and was gonna use it until i found it familiar.. joshua's blog -_- den nvm, next day, i found a damn nice one again. and it looks familiar AGAIN. hanif........... sien.


simplistic is the new in, i realised.


until next blogskin. cya

lol im still lazy to blog =X


tmr training start, yay, gonna die under mrs tan again haahaa

4am in the morning siah, just finish dota sessions with ed and gensen, haha. poor carl, hope he recovers soon. den we can all go swimming!


today's result day was soooo happy. 1t31 promoted as a class! nat! jiayou for your gp dude. i'll miss your crap if you dont man.


outing was damn nice. but i dont understand the emo moments. shall give it some thought, and then i'll blog more about it tmr later. and the pictures. all im thinking of now is my stupid abrasion and sleep. haha


nite all.

I SUDDENLY MISS PW SO MUCH.


LOL


dunno la, the boredom is killing me.


jiayou gensen ed ben audrey and debra for tmr's op (:

OP IS OVER OVER OVER. PW IS OVER. IM FREE FOR THIS YEAR, except for bball trainings zzz.


OP WENT WELL. JUST SCREWED UP SOME MINOR PARTS. BUT CANT BLAME US RIGHT? WE WERE THE FIRST GROUP OF THE DAY AND WE WERE SO NERVOUS LIKE SHIT, ESPECIALLY ME COS IM THE FREGGIN FIRST SPEAKER OF THE DAY, AND I SORTA HAVE TO SET THE STANDARD xD


OVERALL, IT WAS ALL OKAY, AND ITS OVER! GOOD WORK CJ150!


WENT FOR LUNCH @ FAR EAST, HAD CHICKEN RICE!









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not that emo anymore now that everything's over, thanks gensen man. haha


happy birthday asswipe.


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I JUST WENT TO COPE MY DAD'S NEW SPEAKER. I HEARD HIM USE IT BEFORE BUT I NEVER TRIED IT ON MY LAPTOP. IM NOW SPAMMING AND BLASTING SONGS LIKE CRAP. HAHAHA






you're not alone.

being emo sucks like FUCK.


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FUCK FUCK FUCK


FUCK FUCK


FUCK


FUCK FUCK


FUCK FUCK FUCK


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it feels like: you have nothing left in this world aka. 一无所有. (correct?)


i think this feeling is the most likely cause for most suicide cases lol.


咸鱼也要有梦。

just read hanif's post. suddenly cried for no reason siah. like so touched that he's promoted. and i want nat to promote so much. and now i really wanna know what happened to philip my bball senior, did he promote?


i mean, its so touching, maybe most of you cant feel that touchingness but.. sobs. lol


jealous.

friday,


had pw meeting in school which i just went for an hour to collate the slides for OP. after that, it was abt 4 plus. called dan asked him wanna go eat dinner. den he told me that jf was also going too. so i called for an impromtu tonning! haha, wasnt as shiok as the last cos dan slept at 12am. and occasionally wake up to speak some rubbish to us while jf and i dota-ed through the night hahaha. slept from 6 to 10 plus cool. practise for chalet haha.


saturday,


was so tired already when i reached home. but i didnt sleep anyway, turned on my com and started playing when zh called and asked to come to my house to swim and dinner. haha cool. okay he came and we swam. freaking tired after that but we decided to buy our own things to cook at my house. haha okay. we bought like so many things from all kind of food culture o.o fries hot dog and soup = western, egg = chinese, prata = indian, chicken = all. and i cooked all of them man, haha zh noob at cooking.






was darn full but satisfied, and had ice cream for dessert!






sunday,


pw meeting from 10-5. but only reached chongmei's house at 12 lol. had the eunos mrt bak kut teh which zy said was very nice. not baddd, but ex though. practised until we're almost there, except for some changes here and there. and we web cammed with gensen's group! haha, damn funny. and jq kept pronoucing "essential" as "extential", hahaha, cm keep asking him to repeat. xD went home, cooked fried rice for myself. (: so nice


today,


pw meeting from 9 plus to 1-2 plus, practised outside the PAC. halfway through, got another group come and snatch the other half of the PAC staircase, nb, freaking distracted from them and kept forgeting my own script. but in the end managed to get the correct timing for my part and the fluency, all that is left is for JQ to practise, hope he doesnt pull the group down. please jq >< went to eat at the bubbletea stall at tp entertainment center with ben zy clement and jq.






realised that all the other groups are like, CJ152 here, CJ149 153 here and there. zzz. my group is like, huh? no action. come to think of it, the 5 of us never did something fun together before. i mean, 1 year together, and all we do is work? everyone else is so enthu to get into their own groups and ours is like, pw sian. nvm though, being low profile is good. (:


being emo these few days.


hardly see myself this emo. like keep thinking that life's short and all. but life still sucks anyway.


see it, see the irony.

i saw this post on joshua ng's blog, and thought that it seriously matches my feelings now, so i coped part of his post, cos im feeling too much of that feeling to have the mood to type.


"I feel like crap right now.


I... have no words to describe it.


Rather, its way too difficult and complicated an emotion to put into words.


It just lumps together, and the primary feeling i get is.... crap."


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hey life, you suck


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