<body> marc . cram <body>
Friday, September 26, 2008 11:47 PM


oh the irony, i help make up friendships, but i keep losing close friends to myself.


what is wrong with me? i dont know.


but may time heal me.





Saturday, September 20, 2008 11:53 PM


yesterday.. was the submission of WR! all is left is for OP and I&R to be over ^^


actually im like quite happy with my group, i dont understand why people are like so unhappy over pw. start of the year, i kinda like "chose" the people i wanted in my group, a super leader or a super mugger or a damn responsible leader like chong mei qian yi etc, people fun and super high but serious at times like zhengyi gensen huixin debbie. and i got what i wished did i? lucky me lol. the person i least expected was junquan of all people cos i teamed with him in the econs project and got phobia liao lol.


went to plaza sing yesterday with ryan clement marilene venise qianyi and siyuan to walk arnd after the gp test which i thought was OK, EXCEPT AQ. wanted to buy jarvis's present, met zhengyi there too. made an amazing comeback from his surgery hahaha. in the end didnt buy any present cos walked too long, lol, girls went to eat gelare, wth. the cake is OMGEE. lol. resisssst.


went to daiso, is that the spelling? walked around with zhengyi and ryan, they bought their stuff and i found something damn interesting, an ice tray which makes ice balls!!! LOL. i found the tray which makes stone like shapes, but omg, i saw the ice ball one and found it so cool, i never saw one like this, i only saw those that makes shapes like 2D stars and circles and all, and for 2 bucks only. BUY. i tried it when i reached home and OMG SO COOL LOL. the surface was so smooth and shiny that i had to off my phone flash otherwise it would reflect all the light and u cant see anything. xD






on the way home, i fell asleep in the bus as usual. but what is REALLY unusual is that i overslept all the way to changi! LOL. changi airport is cool can, i thought: omg im screwed. and yepp, it was a 2 hour ride to and fro from plaza sing, to changi and back to my house. haha. at least i got to see some planes, consolation? lol. studied till late at home (:









went to gensen's house today to study, the hell? well i studied and wrote down a few formulas, but GENSEN ASK ME PLAY CHINESE CHESS. ZZ. luckily got tuition, otherwise today was wasted all away. LOL. but chinese chess was fun luh. my aim is to finish 3/4 of the maths revision by tmr. note: i havent even finished one topic in the revision package. lol. anyway, im gonna make ryan regret he quit maths tuition, the notes they gave today and the revision paper they gave us is IMBA. im gonna finish it man, got answers and SOLUTION SHEET somemore, even our school also never give hahahaha. maths is my priority now, im gonna make sure my maths is pretty much prepared before i start on other subjects.


next week is mugging week, and my father is back anyway, so my com will be resting for a week i guess. so until the last day of promos, BYEBYE TO WWW.BLOGGER.COM (:


at the very most i'll just blog or write at my tagboard the number of papers and days left to the end of promos, ahhaha.


one year gone just like that? haha cool.





Thursday, September 18, 2008 8:34 PM


sick in the morning, had a bad sore throat the night before and knew i was gonna be sick. but luckily for the extra few hours i slept i recovered a lot. reported to school at like 9.50? lol, mrs tan give me chance sia, she say when u report after 8 as late its counted as detention, but i didnt know haha.


pw was O.o just did final checkings of wr, found a mistake! and huixin got to print it again. its now printed and binded already. waiting for submission. but until then, WR is UNOFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!


WR IS OVER!!
(repeat 10x)
(jump 5x)


i was a part of edouard's pw group for today, hahaha. after lunch at far east then followed them to national library for their pw cos i figured i wouldnt do anything at home anyway. but in the end when we sat down. i slept -.- for not more than an hour. cool la, woke up and read newspapers and some books. then hitched a ride home in ed's cab, haha thanks.


promos are in 1+ week. and i promised myself after the submission of wr im not gonna touch the com for anything else other than work right? but tmr's the submission of wr, so im gonna play for today. next week will be an interesting week. the stress will flow in like nobody's business and i bet all the emo-ness will come back again. but bring it on promos, you're gonna get owned by MARCUS.


overcome, overcoming, overcame.





Tuesday, September 16, 2008 5:44 PM


happy birthday Mr. Lee Kuan Yew, father of singapore.


sleepy day today, i really dont know why. just felt like sleeping and sleeping the whole day. SD then break, lol? finished wr at least, word count : 2999. haha cool. chem lec i managed to stay awake for only 5mins, i freakin hell dunno why im so tired. for physics lecture/test, was lol, i only did 2 question parts. ggfied test i tell ya. but mr. tay say he'll go through and that all these tests the questions WILL come out in the promo paper. so i'll study them all.


went to tp AGAIN. dunno go tp for how many times in a row already. today ate macs with clement, edmund, jiaxin and qianyi. hahaha, den hung out at our favourite seat in front of the entertainment center, just felt like lying there and sleep the whole day away. but i did in the bus home anyway, lol.


i think yesterday's dinner was too late for me, ate only at 11.30, finished at 12am. -.-


MARCUS, STUDY LA ZZZZZzzzzzz





Monday, September 15, 2008 9:07 PM


i kinda found my passion: cars.


lol. i just remembered that i have a whole collection of at LEAST 200 cars, of over 50 over brands and models. and im proud of that haha. just watched The Fast And The Furious. watched it dunno how many times but hahaha, i love cars right? Initial D too, i will never miss out on a game of initial d if i go to the arcade. The sight of fast cars just suddenly makes my heart go MUAHAHAHAHAHA. ok no link. -.-


on sunday channel 5 will show 2Fast2Furious. yeah man. i think they're showing all these things to promote the Singapore Grand Prix ba, like spreading the car mood or something haha. and speaking of that. freak sia, the practise, qualifying rounds and final race of the singapore grand prix will be on 26 27 and 28 of september respectively, which are like the 3 days before the start of promos?!?! omfg. i dont care, i will watch it no matter what, at most i just hold my notes in front of the tv and read lol.


WR IS COMING TO AN END.


chiong it now, and chiong it once and for all. but treasure the times, because there will only be one chance we get to do this together people, hahaha.


exactly 2 weeks to the start of promos. lol, the mugging mood still havent really settled in me.


ZHENGYI will not be coming school for a period of time, awwwww. hahaha. and the most happening thing in class is like so happening la, people CALM DOWN. no one likes it if it happens to themselves right? lol. and the 2 people are like quite affected (i think), so yea, give them a break for a while, haha.



The Couple's meal i shared with clement during break, hahaha.


everybody dance now!





Saturday, September 13, 2008 11:57 PM


project work is seriously tiring. the more we edit, the more editing we have to do. what she didnt tell us to edit before, all of the sudden she tells us to edit.


and my leader is like so against ms tan, what ms tan tells her NOT to do, she does.


and the rest of us just follow along..


**


went to amk to bball today, waited for zh and jf, and while waiting i trained by myself. my stamina is worsening again, once they reached i was very tired already. went to jio other people to play, my skills deproved again man. shit shit


went amk hub to play and walk arnd a while before going to somerset to meet zy yeqin den go tuition.


i need something to collect. like something valuable that i can be proud of. coins from all over the world? i had that, but i forgot, either my father or my mother took it and said it was too valuable for me to keep it and that they will continue to help me collect, so they took it and i never saw it again. stamps? also had too, but they said the exact same thing and did the exact same thing and i never saw it again too.


i want something i can hold dear and proudly say I COLLECTED IT. THESE ARE MINE.


people who know me knows that im very budget one. but i want SOMETHING which i can say that im very willing to spend on. i look at people's collections, like books, lighters, ear studs, and even water bottles. omg la, aint that so cool. im what u call a "jack-of-all-trades, master of none". i want something to be good at luh. i know how to play a lot of sports, but playing well is another matter.


sianz, before that, promos. is freaking. ZZZZ. today, is sep 14th, and wr is due like in 3 days? or 4? wth la, our wr dunno cmi or not also.


problems after problems. i want a good long break after promos. and i dont care. i will NOT retain.


peace to the world.





2:28 AM


wah, i feel my blog getting more boring by the day after i create the class blog sia, lol





Friday, September 12, 2008 4:41 PM



SIYUAN the sao di ah sao!
today's a relaxing day, a relaxing day for music, games, maths and relaxation of course. maths?!?!?! yepp maths, maths is fun, just that i dont like to do questions i dont like haha. like sigma for eg.


im so addicted to KUAI LE CHONG BAI. LOL.


I WANT MY HAIR BACK! ZZZ.
i want my hair i want my hair
i want my hair i want my hair
(repeat 10x)


had maths consultation instead of maths extra lesson cos half the class not attending. i didnt consult her cos i didnt do much questions anyway haha, so just did homework. econs test today was neutral. i didnt study at all and was even so surprised to write 2+ pages. o.o comwhored after school, hahaha. not me, is kuku jiejie







siam siam siam, look at the camera when taking photo la, hahaha


bleach is FREAKING cool, i love hisagi shuhei. rocks man. so does fairytail, so inspirational, haha.


i want my hair i want my hair
i want my hair i want my hair

(repeat another 10x)





Thursday, September 11, 2008 7:28 PM


i should seriously stop playing until so late, i realise that its the gaming that is keeping me from staying awake during lessons lol


st gabs spirit still in cj sia, hahaha, benjamin and i like suan kings LOL.


after school went with clement venise and debbie to tp for ice cream, cos clement treat hahaha, thanks clement. walked arnd tp, from fair price to popular, bought something for zy at comic connections, so cute haha


anyway, msn sucks, now i cant sign in until i turn off the windows firewall. zzxzxz, tmr's another long day at school, till 3, but at least its maths. if its chem i'll just totally doze off. stupid econs case study tmr again. shall just read a bit a bit. chem and maths homework can wait.


damn sian, its like after i confirm with the class everything regarding the chalet, then suddenly all the problems come out. first, they said caroline can book the aloha chalet for just 75bucks per night, i was like wtf? my chalet is 3 days 2 nights and its $300. plus, from 2-4th of december, the NYAA people not confirmed, more people suddenly come and tell me that they not sure whether they going overseas or not and etc etc etc.


zz seriously, im trying my best to organise some good relaxation after our exams here. help out please?


im not taken for granted.





Wednesday, September 10, 2008 8:33 PM


yepp, the chalet is pretty much confirmed. so at least i have something to look forward to regardless of my results? sigh.


the chem test today was neutral bah, i didnt really study A LOT for it, hahaha, so yeah, failing it will be like 80 percent. stupid gensen, whole day reverse psychology, i think i really affected sia hahaha


so used to not sleeping during lessons that when i try to make myself sleep during lessons i feel so uncomfortable. lol my conscience xD


the mysterious ticking noise,
irritates you to the end of the world.





Tuesday, September 09, 2008 11:02 PM


my life is so boring that i have nothing to blog about. (:


just some stupid misunderstanding and problems with zy but, HAIZ.
dumb problems, sick shits.


tell all of u a secret: nono, dun tell serious. NO ONE TELLS ANYONE. except maybe among the class. ok, the secret is:


CHEM SUCKS.


omg i said it. OMG I CANT BELIEVE I SAID IT.


ok that was dumb, just that the last time i said it out loud i kenna by ms tan hahahahaha


anyway, gl for chem mock test tmr those who taking it. (:





7:22 PM


promise to myself :


after the final submission of WR. no more blogging/playing/using the com for other usages than to study.


fuck if im not gonna get promoted, at least at the end of the day, i must be able to lie on my bed and tell myself: i tried my best.


im not gonna sleep in school anymore.


thats if i dont accidentally doze off, so ppl, wake me up if u see me sleeping. lol





Monday, September 08, 2008 9:40 PM


new blog was created by edmund and venise for our class, hahaha, and somehow i became the decorator of the blog. next few days will update it, so check it out. its under my links now.


first day of school, came home and CONKED OUT. like literally. woke up only at 8 plus. wtheck.





Saturday, September 06, 2008 4:11 AM


its 4am. its raining. and here am i thinking about the stars in the sky.


the weather's really bad nowadays, everyone's getting sick. i thank god for my super immune system, hah. but i still feel flu coming zz.


i really almost wasted the whole week away. i've been going out everyday since the start of the holidays. if not for the 2 hour chem tuition everyday. i would not have learnt anything at all. left 2 days. z.


-Complete WR.
-Study for Chem Mock.
-Study.
-Train BBall.


is study the only freaking thing we can do? i mean, singapore's education system is seriously fucked up. ok its good for the economy, but what do u get in return? muggers with no life. the one thing i hate most in this world is studying. asking me to go study is almost like asking me to go and die. so i can proudly, or maybe not, say that im half screwed for promos before it even starts.


my dreams arent as clear as before. and i hardly remember any dreams of mine nowadays. is it a sign telling me that i need more clarity in my life?


sometimes i wonder, if the earth is suddenly turning faster than it should lol. when i read about the ice caps melting completely away before the freezing season starts, i panic even though it hardly concerns me. this is totally random, but everytime i just cant help but think what we exist for? lol i think i think too far. but ........ o wellz. promos comes first right now. stop thinking marcus. dreaming time is over. -.-


one life. live it.





Wednesday, September 03, 2008 11:46 PM


WOKE UP LATE FOR TUITION AGAIN! WTH! gonna have chem lecture tmr morning at 9am, i BETTER wake up. ZZ


went to pasta mania to have my "breakfast" and zy had his lunch hahaha. went to meet felicia and hanling at amk. haha, i saw hanling at the bus stop, den i went to sit right opposite her, but she didnt notice me at all. den 5mins later den i call her and tell her on the phone to look up and den she saw me -.= dots LOL.


went to Holland V to study, cool man, first time there, its a cool place xD


got the bball day pictures from hanling.









haha cool


ate at some food center and studied at the coffeebean opposite it. went to eat katong laksa for dinner but not filling so we went to subway hahaa, eat so much SiAl. fel only ate the cookie, hl and i shared the 1 foot sandwich, omfg full after that -.- went to some random void deck cos THEY wanted to cam whore T_T LOL









freak going 1am now, better sleep, and people, try out www.isketch.net, its fun and it wastes time. hahahaha


a million ways to be cool.





Tuesday, September 02, 2008 9:31 PM


tom yum is one the things that make me very full, not the content though, its the water i drink cos its so hot that makes me that full lol. i just ate/drank a bowl of tomyum soup, and wth, its so nice, but i had to down 4 cups of iced water. lol? and i needed 1 hour to finish it. its like, drinking wat u usually drink in half a day in an hour, wth, explode can.


late for tuition today, freak sia, wasted money on cab again. I MUST WAKE UP ON TIME T_T


went to kbox with joel wy ivan ng and wesley. hahah gay shit, i spammed peanuts titbits, kfc and songs. wth den my stamina like gone case, 2.5 hours into the session im already half dead. lol. lucky after i reached home i felt okay, but im not sure about my voice tomorrow though. O.o


we live the rest of our lives,
but not together.





Monday, September 01, 2008 9:11 PM


watching TAXI now, damn cool siaaa, the high speed cars, ooo lala


yesterday went to buy my basketball shoee! omg wanted one since dunno when. and bought my very first shoebag, hahaha coool can. i love it


this morning went to the chem crash, lol it was as zy said, boring hahaha, really boring, i was dozing off and all until he gave us the worksheet to do. but at least i learnt somethings haha. after eating lunch den went to play bball with joel ivan wy cheng raphael jasper and hanling, hahaha, darn cool, didnt play bball with them for a longgg timee, outlawz babes.


shit luh, forgot to take pictures again, shall go cope from hanling.


and i promise myself im gonna start studyin on wednesday man, freak kenna forced by ivan and joel to go kbox tmr, ZZ. and i lost the bet somemore.


vroom.







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