Saturday, March 18, 2006 1:44 AM
... its 1.50 in da morning... yup...
woke up at 2pm... yep... and den cooked my lunch and watched a little of tv and left for jinfei's hse... ya... played dota there and maple oso... haha... maple play until a bit sian liao... den change to dota... haha... jf let me create a new acc... lol... and den i went to find joshua and joel peh... haha... we played 2 on 1... haha... me and joshua... and den jf see me play... he cant take it cos i really dunno wad to buy... he's a pro wad... hahas... he help me to buy the items and oso teach me wad items as well as basic items to buy for the respective type of heros... pro pro... and den we play tat time we random pick... i got enchantress... nice~ jf teach me wad items to buy... and den he show me how to use by killing joel peh once... and so easily summore leh... pro pro... haha... and den he let me take over den i felt it was very easy liao lor... haha... he teach mi how to use the skills and wad proper and basic items to buy... and den i play until i kill joel so many times tat both joshua and joel dun beleive tat im the one playing... HAHAHA... wow... jf is a gd teacher... haha... who ever marries him in da future will b so xing fu~ :p
and den we left at abt 8.30 to go to dan's blk downstairs to wait for emin and hanling... when they came... we went to prata shop... haha... there was no space... de we were waiting for a space when NYJC walked pass... he's a guy hanling is so crazy abt, haha, den hanling went crazy... LOL... we ate some prata and teh tarik and we went to the bball court at blk 511 to sit... den we sat and toked crap... haha... until abt 11.315... we saw some police... we faster walk away... den when dan and hanling left us... jf emin and i walking along the path den the police came and stopped us... WTF! haiz... nvrm lo... the police took down our name and address... and joked wif us summore, hahhaa... bud got one thingy... they nvr take down emin's name and address!!!... wa lao eh... so biased... haiz... but gd la... i and jf take responsibility... she no nid kenna... hmm... den i walked home... wif my bike... toked wif emin on phone a while and surfed blogs and posted this so suay post... ...
i realised sumting... hmm... i show my very bad points as well as my gd points to the people very close to me... but however... they take me as very irritating bcos i noe myself tat i talk A LOT wif the people im close wif... so i always lose a lot of gd frens in the end... so far... the only exception is joshua... we broke up many times... yup... all bcos of my naive decisions... yes... i admit... but through these difficulties... our frenship survived... and became stronger... he accepted who i was and i accepted who he was... thank u very much joshua... love u... and for the bball gang... i cant give any guarantees... but i really hope tat they will still lyk me for who i am... i hope and i pray... ... ... bcos of my this particular character... almost all of my very gd frens end up hating me... im trying my best to change now... and i really hope that all of my frens out there would support me... please... thk u very much... .... .... .... ....
WHEN WILL ALL THIS END?
