HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!


Happy Birthday Edouard!!


and Happy 400th post to my blog!!!


celebratory mood today huh. lol


although the stupid inflamed cut on my lips still hurt throughout the day, i admit that the teacher's day celebration was some good stuff. my favourite is still the dance. darn nice, i didnt know cj dance was actually that good, they made use of the minority of the guys darn well. haha, the other performances were good too. but i think the gymnastics part is damn sad, they kinda screwed a lot of things up.


celebrated edouard's birthday afterwards, haha, same old caking smashing again lol. made some funny captions xD

omg i just love candles


hah, no one's looking, i'll grab some home



noooo, they found out! shit luh


lol xD


rushed back to st gabs with ben carl jun quan and edmund(?). st gabs just felt so, undesrcribable lol. so nostalgic sia. met some teachers, but koh shi ling and stanley tan were not around saded. the teachers were having some lunch party at the canteen, ahha. played soccer with E1 and some bball. went home after that, zy and clement finished their movie already by then T_T



Carl and his sexy guitar, or the other way around -.-



i just knocked off at the sofa once i got home, by the time i wake up it was 8 plus, rushed to buy dinner for my grandma, lol. i was darn blur and irritated and all. the stupid duck rice seller gave me my duck rice with no sauce at all. and the meat was just one drumstick. he dun like my face -.- but when i came back and read bleach, it just made my day, hahaha

the hell la, im like forcing myself to study until im going crazy, no games, no tv, just my com, for pw, and homework. this is KILLIN' me.


i cant go for night study, i cant concentrate at home.


at this rate i might as well lock myself in the classroom, maybe buy a new bed and some new clothes so i can camp in the classroom till promos are over. the CLASSROOM is the only place i can concentrate in right now lol.


i need a new bagpack asap, my slingbag is killing my shoulders.


whatever will be, will be.

yes, im a late sleeper.


but if i sleep super late for 3-4 days straight, even i, the almighty late sleeper will also get sick. lol

MARCUS'S CALCULATION: Going for NIGHT STUDY vs. studying AT HOME


(taking the worst case scenario as always: latest time i end school, 5pm)


Going for NIGHT STUDY:
5pm end school
most likely will slack until night study starts at 7pm
study 3hours - 15mins of break = 2hours 45mins
10pm, pack up leave school
1 hour to reach home = 11pm.
bathe + pack bag + etc. = 12am++
end result = less time but more quality study, friends to ask, but very little time for rest.


Going HOME to study:
5pm end school
slack awhile before going home
latest time to reach home = 6.30pm
dinner (latest) = 7pm
homework + study + etc. = as much time as i want until im tired
end result = more time for study and rest, but overcoming the self-discipline factor is the problem.


sooooooooo, should i go night study? or not?


i cant go tmr anyway cos i have pw to complete at home. T_T


went for pw meeting today. slept at 6am cos i chionged the timeline. -.- i was sleepy and blur the whole day. went to vivo for the meeting, and we completed a lot of work, not bad luh. walked around, ate lunch/dinner, den went for tuition, integration is FUN. so says the teacher, haha, it is fun if u master it, its not if u suck at it. lol


still thinking whether for or against night study


almost. almost.

walao my shooting competition, CMI la. didnt practise or warmup, just suddenly go there and shoot. -.- cmi cmi


wasted so much time today and yesterday night. yesterday night i almost completed the timeline for my project, and my com suddenly HANG. and it restarted all on its own. like wth, and i couldnt recover my file. GG, and i forgot everything. i dont think its my com fault, something with my internet explorer though.


today, i thought i was gonna leave house early to do pw at zy's house, in the end i like slept till 12. -.- den i decided not to go zy's house but to go meet zh for bball instead, but it suddenly rained at amk, at about 2, so cancelled. and i waited for his call to go to amk, but my area rained until 4 plus, den i could leave the house at then only. wasted so much time when i could do my pw and homework. zzz, weekends gone just like that.


met zh at 4 plus, walked around amk hub. intro-ed some shoes to me, i think i have what shoe in mind to buy now (: ate a bit and all. den went arcade! initial d 4 just rocks. so does crazy taxi, haha. met jf at 6 plus. walked around jubilee, arcaded a bit again, and met dan at the bus stop before going to prata house to meet jieying gina and xy. cooool la, now we have video taking trend! hahah xD took so many videos and pictures. tried to "raid" qingting's house, and took a video on the way to her house haha, but went we reached, she's already sleeping O.o so went to xy's house to hang out, haha, been 5 years since i last went there. caught the last bus home.





We tried to do a formal class photo shoot style photo, hah


i need to chiong pw now man, 12pm meeting later. and i need zhengyi's info, but he's also asleep already. gg man, time to PW


that time of bliss, simply irreplacable.

i wonder if anyone reads my friendster profile.


but anyway, i feel this is the very right time to copy and paste it on my blog for everyone to see.


***


you gotta take the good
with the bad
smile with the sad
love what you got
& rmb what you had
learn to forgive
but never forget
learn from mistakes
but never regret
people change
things go wrong
just rmb

LIFE GOES ON.


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i hate wearing my super small uniform, makes me so hot and stuffy and i have to keep adjusting it.


my stomach hurt the whole day, even till now. zz pain.


but the last bball training today was fun haha. we didnt stretch after running today, so quite a lot of people had cramps. the matches we played today were damn fun, first time i contributed a lot. but wtf la, i got so many chances to score but wasted away lol. sorry team.


exhausted can.


must finish pw timeline and maths hw. zzz. Z.


i wanna build a freaking machine which helps you to write watever u want instantly just by thinking of the words u want to write lol.


dreaming

i know this i random but, i hope christmas comes earlier!!! ahah.


today was so cold. spent 3 hours straight in aircon in LT4. and LT4 is like nicknamed the fridge. hahaha.


o wellz. many things have come to light. whats done is done and what we can all do is to smile and just live on right? emo is so contagious, lol.


hope the last training of bball tomorrow wont be so tough, im still suffering from a little food poisoning, stupid stomach. z


the pain just wont go away wont it?


never say never, because marc said so.

i will survive. or rather, i must survive.
theres still some light left in that dark sky.


i must put aside all problems/traumatising events/ etc. if i dont, ha. disaster.


i feel the happygolucky marcus disappearing. zz. everyone says: "i hate people putting on a facade" or "just be yourself" or "whats the point of acting?" ok so i just be myself and what happens? i kenna suan, kenna asked to shut myself up. ok fuck, my fault, my whole fucking fault. if one day i burst, i'll tell these people what their lives have been up to, and i'll ask them where the fuck did they get the right to ask me to shut the fuck up. i'll find every single fault with them, and i'll make sure they get their minds right.


when you see me happy, im really happy. i hate bottling up all my feelings. when u get me angry i'll throw all my temper at you. naive i am, but please guide me. im still learning to be a good human here.


big thanks to my pw group really. i love you all. zhengyi jq huixin and chongmei. im okay already! reeaaallly.


sunday was a bad day for me really. i really miss my grandparents when they used to be like about 10 years ago. i liked them, i loved them. but only after my grandfather pass away, did i really had the urge to talk to him. i regret my actions in the past when i used to like hate him. my mother was biased against them and used to force bad things about them into my head. only after my parent's divorce did i really treasure them. but its too late i guess. all i have left is my half-senile grandmother. i love her, but i dont know why sometimes my actions just have to go against my feelings.


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CONGRATS TO SINGAPORE TABLE TENNIS WOMEN'S TEAM!
nice silver u got there, haha


changed my handphone number already! so people, if u still dont have my number just ask me on msn yeah. (:


looks like 4hours of detention was good training. didnt sleep today siahh, ok maybe except for 1min in GP in which clement woke me up and said: ah, see, sleep again. lol. went to eat at tp with clement jq and zy, clement went off to his doctor and we walked around searching for a barber for zy but failed lol. all too ex. so everyone went home. and i knocked off in the bus again. i think my body has gotten too used to the long rides ba, and the timing in which i wake up is like almost perfect also, haha


needs:
a cure for my food poisoning.
to do homework.


wants:
bball shoes.
backpack!


this is the first time in my life im facing retaining so seriously. its like smack in my face: MARCUS YOU'RE GONNA BE DEAD. so scared, but at the same time too scared until im lost for neither words nor actions.


im praying for a miracle.

detention sucks, really. no benefit at ALL. u think u have ample time to study but heck. band playing, squeeze about 30 ppl in a small classroom, hot and stuffy. do shit? cant have breaks in the 4 hour detention, only a one-time 5min break. no water to drink. cannot take breaks, sleep kenna caught. wtf kind of detention is that?


i was so looking forward to this detention cos i really can study in peace. what a disappointment.


so freaking pissed today. cos of the 2 most traumatising things i saw in my life yesterday. the effects were still lingering. Z. so yeah, the whole day my mind was on those things and i couldnt care less than to bring those thoughts to control.


and ZHENGYI:
dont think too much ba, to speak the truth, we always talk about you in our conversations one. like call zhengyi go where, ask zhengyi this thing that thing. and you're not extra. -.- really. even if u dont come and find me during breaks and lectures and all i will still go and find u one lol. so dont be emo. and always remember junquan's favourite line: "im worse than you". haha


muacks to everyone!

omfg.


i just watched a video on a guy called Janos Baranyai, a hungarian guy who tried to lift 140+ kg in the weighlifting sport at the beijing 2008 olympics. and guess what, he popped i think both his elbows? his left one gave way first, den the whole weight landed on his back, while his right hand was still holding on to the weight, and then his right elbow popped its sockets, fucking god, his whole arm was bent backwards. he was crying and shaking and all and landing to the ground. omfg, i think im gonna have nightmares tonight or something.


im still traumatised.


fuck. anyone who's curious can go to youtube and search Janos Baranyai. omfg. im never watching it again. no more. no more fucking cb videos like that. ARGH. z im scared now.


get those freaking weird thoughts out of my mind please. PLEASE! ZZ

if my day today isnt described as "tired", i dont know how to use the word "tired" anymore lol.


today's the first time i slept for the whole of chinese lesson, usually i'll be the one waking ppl up during chinese haha. tmr's chem A levels spa and maths fa, should be able to cope (?). lol. after bball training today passed by the canteen and woah, night study. im going to join night study in september, im gonna join, i cant study at home to save my life


today's bball training is the toughest so far i think. zz. we ended very late about 7.30 i was totally worn out. we ran 12 rounds, and i did it without stopping, see! if i run before exercise i can one! haha. den we did so many drills. coach was angry with us today, cos she say our attitude very bad. lol la, while she was scolding us and being all angry and all, she's laughing to herself, LOL? we didnt play games today, but we trained zone defence. yeah zone defence rocks, its like it brings out the teamwork, unlike man mark, you just follow your man lol.


i was so worn out after that luh. went with patrick and kangming to koufu to eat dinner, den took 31 home. usually i'll just stone all the way in the bus. but i knocked out once i sat down, woke up only 2 stops away from my house. tired like shiittt. reach home at 9.30, wth?


how to prepare for tmr's tests tmr? ZZZ


joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea~


everyone's getting so sick nowadays, the stupid weird weather, now im a bit affected too. gonna get "stroke" soon xD and is it because of the stress or wad, everyone's like gloomier than before nowadays, T_T


~joy to you and me (:


cheer up everyone!

its a miracle i even went to school today. i actually managed to pull myself out of bed lol?


i just cant run after exercising, im too used to running then exercising at bball training. today's PE wore me out cos we did exercises before the running. had to run 8 rounds cos i failed napfa. thanks ben edmund and azman for pushing me lol, if u all didnt i think i will take longer to run finish.


im so dead for physics i think. i slept 3/4 of physics lecture and 1/5 of chem lecture. i mostly sleep only during lecture, thats why i so prefer tutorials, hah.


i need new songs


i need a new life


i need determination


during the detention on friday i promise myself to mug for that few hours. and after i reach home i'll slack all i want.


i dont wanna retain,
no really i dont.


aim for the moon and land among the stars,
as joel peh once used to say

im watching the USA VS. CHINA bball match now.


and USA is OWNING! haha, ending score: 101-70. their teamwork is superb. and i dont see why people think yao ming is strong, on my opinion, he's weak without strong teammates, in the nba he's like so good? think cos he has good teammates to support him. but during the match against the USA, he's a goner, hah


watched gymnastics too, cool can. xD


went to plaza sing and cine again today with dan jf and zh, ahah, brothers long time no go out. wanted to eat at pasta mania, but we find a cool restaurant, everything was new, some japanese pasta. i think the name is shokudo or something, the pasta is amazing, the 4 of us ordered different sauces and indregients for our pasta and we all thought they were darn good lol. i just cant bear to it mine, too good haha. den went to walk around see shoes etc.


im still going out to watch dark knight with clement and all tmr. omg la, my whole weekend gone, spent it on outings. ZZZ. my money flies away~ the hell i need to start working seriously soon, maybe starting next week.


gosh. i think my blog's too boring. i need more pictures. haha


i will survive.

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!


I WANT TO WATCH MONEY NO ENOUGH 2!!


haha nothing much, just that zhengyi said that its a super tear producer, hahaha. i only cried in one movie so far, I Not Stupid Too. omg i wanna watch it.


yesterday really cmi. so looking forward to movie and lan. bud then the girls wanted movie first, so some of the guys went off cos they had to rush for time. but then when we reached cine, dark knight was sold out. saded. the rest wanted to watch mummy instead, bud i really got no interest in that movie, i got something against mummies, haha xD so in the end, clement zhengyi and i went to play arcade and lan together. haha, den went home. so sad, im gonna watch dark knight one way or another ><


today is pw meeting!!! had some things happening at home, so i had to calm things down before going to meet huixin chongmei junquan and zhengyi at starbucks at plaza sing. gensen was there too hahah. had fun choosing anime characters to put in our wr, hahaha. went with jq and zy to eat dinner before going for tuition. sorrry ben! ps-ed you. I MISSED NATIONAL DAY PARADE. OMG FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. damn sad la, its like during the tuition we can all hear the fireworks above our heads. lol. after that ate macs with zy and yeqin haha, den went arcade with zy again. got a record at the initial d 4 yes!





i think when u are in a sports cca, then u will appreciate sports more. right now when i watch the olympics, its like im so interested in it, unlike a few years back. its like, olympics? rather play com. haha. watched volleyball. omg IMBA. so unlike cjc's. they fake and fake and fake and their strike or smash is like POOM. hit ground or intercept. haha. boxing, omg their arms move like i think mach 5 speed. LOL. bball! the girls are already so imba, imagine the guys. soccer too! they goals are so good, maybe even better than the guys? hahaha, first time i think that boxing is nice to watch. even the opening is so nice, haha, heard so many news that china is gonna screw up the olympics, but after yesterday night's performance, i think all those doubts have gone away bah. haha, cool. watch olympics ppl! its NICE.


shut up.

zz, my laptop's slowwing doowwnnn. sian 1/2.


quoting a dj on radio i heard while sitting in ed's mum's car today, "today's skies are the darkest recently man". lol yea, hadnt seen these kinda dark skies for weeks or months lol.


tiring day today, looking forward to movie tmr!! hah, hopefully can go lan :/ hadnt been to lan for a thousand years haha, miss that kind of atmosphere, exciting.


cheer up people. its not like your life has just ended.

freak, the blister hurts and is so irrtating.

someone tell me what in the world is "XOXO"? does it refer to the alcohol XO? is it a smiley face? does it represent hugs and kisses? lol.


today's a neutral day! just that i overslept 2 times, hah. i woke up late at 6.40, so told myself to take taxi, den i thought, since i taking taxi, ok gimme 5. the next thing i woke up at 7.05, den chiong and reached school at 7.35, haha cool. the taxi fare was 15 bucks, but i only had one 5 and one 50 dollar note, the taxi driver had no change, so he said i give him the 5 dollars first, den he wrote his hp number on a piece of paper and told me to call him after school to give him the money. i said ok. but after bball training, i realised i lost that piece of paper. LOL. im sorry uncle, dont call a gang to kill me or anything cos i really lost it ><


konked out during econs lecture today, lol. i tahan-ed during GP and chem tutorial, den econs hah. had a late night last night. forgot to bring econs file, ahhzz.


today's bball training is so "isolated". its like the whole of the volleyball courts, field and everything so empty except for the bball court occupied by us. volleyball's coach was not there, rugby disappeared, soccer and hockey too. track went mia as usual, is there something happening today? O.o only ODAC was there, but.. ODAC IS NOT A SPORT! xD i actually managed to keep up with the whole team during the running of 12 rounds, i tried clement's method of minimising the movement of your arms for long distance running to save energy, it worked, hahaha. seems like running doesnt drain my energy as much as last time. budddd, push ups sucks, once they started 3 sets of push ups sit ups and jumping im dead. lol. plus i got a damn big blister at the side of my foot cos the sole of my shoe is like half dropped out, and the side of the shoe kept rubbing and rubbing and buurrrnn.. SSSsssssss. imagine the sound haha. pain. so i only participated in shooting training, for running im out. saded luh, i was so enthu today to play bball. T_T


things to do:
write a letter on why i never bring econs file today;
file econs stuff;
do econs essay plan;
organic chem tutorial;


well i shall do all that for tonight, too tired to continue with any other stuff.


o shit, left my game boy in class, sobs


REcharge

gave my chocolates and presents to everyone, hanif and qianyi! happy belated BIRTHDAY!! ^^


and thanks capri for this super cute and sweet winnie the pooh sweets, hahaha.




today's school was coooool (:


i wasnt hot and sweaty, neither was i super tired.


maths and chem remedials were super duper effective, i can learn so much. so looking forward to them again. its gonna be national day on SATURDAY = TUITION DAY!! WTF?!?! i think im most likely gonna pon the stupid tuition, how can a tuition be on NATIONAL DAY! where is the loyalty to the country?! lol.


DotA kills. whatever, but its fun (:

of all days, i must be sick today. zzzzz, ryan and gensen la, must be, pass the sickness to me lool.


bought a lot of chocolates sia, promised my bball team must give them DOUBLE X2 AHHH. plus hanif's present, den saw something that fits zy so bought it. haha.


i missed a lot of people's birthday in school, saded. everytime there's someone's birthday at least 40% i never go school. -.-

people, my handphone is down cos the 2 year contract is up. so yea, dont call my phone or msg my phone temporary until my father comes back and gets me a new line (:


just knelt for half an hour in front of my gods, i have been very bad recently, scolding my grandma, being lazy and rude and all. zzz, self-control and discipline marcus. cool down, cool down cool down cool down.


need to rid myself of my short-temperedness.


cool down


bball people pictures taken ytd! the zi pai pictures went corrupted so benjamin deleted it, haha saded







rmb the class flag? haha i miss it.

seems like nowadays im like the only one updating my blog. lawl.


and i cant believe i forgot to bring my chocolate -.-


i thought today will be another tired day at school, so wrong dude, so wrong


first lesson, "gp". any normal person out there who hears "gp" will go walauuuu, go again..... but today was debate! ahaha, never had debate before, so was quite interested xD during PE. ran my 3 rounds, did my pull ups, den played volleyball and bball! volleyball is not that easy as it seems worzx.


after school went to tp with clement and edmund to buy charcoal and things for the svdp bbq, without us.. the bbq would not have taken placed u know!!!! inter class was darn fun. its the best match out of the 4 alright.


first half, we were quite surprised. qian yi was the top scorer! i think, cos the guys on the opposing team were very strong, so we were like counting on the girls, haha, debbie and qianyi were so strong can! ahah. unlike previous matches, today's match with 1T17 was quite soft and open, and it was fun, other matches were so rough and violent, lol. score at half time was 10-25 i think


second half was even more fun, but i think my ball control has surpassed my shooting, my shooting now sucks. debbie and i missed a lot of chances T_T and edmund and ben also missed some three pointers, haha. at about 3-4 mins to the end of the game, i did some amazing stunt, going pass 2 players, and making them collide into each other somemore, and i even scored the layup. BUT, while i was changing directions too fast, i absolutely TOREEEE my left foot's blister, LOL. ggfied, so for the rest of the match i just stood at the other side, waiting for the ball to come to me and then helping my teammates only. lol sia. we lost but it was a good result, ending score was 26-35. compare the SCORES:


vs. 2T18 4-34
vs. 2T25 10-25
vs. 1T06 6-8
vs. 1T17 26-35


hahaha, big improvement! xD


所谓, 失败是成功之母.
明年再努力吧!


took pictures after our match! and then went to the svdp bbq with edmund, but got chased away cos they said the teacher was there. saded can. zz.


theres hardly anyone online now.. WHY?!?! its a nice friday night! (:

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