Wednesday, July 29, 2009 5:37 PM
something called blueberry milkshake, although heavenly, made me shit like 3 days worth of shit and made me have 2 days worth of stomach pain all in a day. zzz
Monday, July 27, 2009 9:13 PM
some people may scream and shout for joy when they receive a lollipop, but to others, a lollipop would seem like a lame way to suck a sweet.
but however we suck that sweet, we still taste the same thing. so dont look down on the people who love to suck that lollipop, instead, why not try sucking on the lollipop too?
some people just dont know how to appreciate the lollipops.
hidden meanings galore.
DONT figure, its chim =D
so just go try lollipops.
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No proper post for so long, almost forgot how to blog sia.
GP mock test was so confusing, especially passage 2. Only managed to write 2 points in AQ, shit. Wednesday econs and chem test, LIKE SHIT SIA SCHOOL. Lets just quit school.
I WANT EPIC NIGHT.
I miss Basketball times.
yellow i.
Sunday, July 26, 2009 4:08 AM
sometimes, when this thing called emo knocks on your door and u dao him in his face. he'll just call his big bro and crash your whole house inside out.
and there are other times, when this other thing called happy rings your doorbell and u open the door for him, he'll do a K7 and own you.
Friday, July 24, 2009 6:23 PM
I could do with an eclipse everyday, dumb el nino.
Thursday, July 16, 2009 11:15 PM
Doctor says:
No commando.
No diving unit.
Protect your lung area from being punched/kicked/whacked/pinched etc. for 3 months.
No underwater activity for 3 months.
No vigorous exercise for 1 month.
Only 30% lung leakage will occur again.
If it occurs again, procedures will be taken to GLUE THE LUNG to the sides.
Yessar. No more commando and diving hahaha.
8:38 PM
People mug, I jar.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 11:08 PM
Whatever,
My retarded smile will still be here =D
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 8:27 PM
This week will be a tough one. Really tough. Suicidal? Nah, suicide is dumb, I rather play DotA.
I don't know how to cope with studies anymore. Honestly, I've put in quite a lot for mid years, if there's anything wrong with it I can only say that I studied wrongly. I want tuition, but I really don't want to burden my father and uncle anymore. I really really want econs tuition, but the prices are way too high. I don't know what to do anymore, it just seems like a dark dead end with only a small alley to squeeze through and I need to rub my hands until they burn to provide light so that I can find that alley to squeeze through. You get the idea, lol.
This week, my mind will be filled with thoughts on HOW TO STUDY? STOP PLAYING. and STUDY. Will be looking forward to saturday though, suki with stgabs people again. And next week when zh organises the outing and I can go get my bag and stuff. No more playing already. Only time for entertainment will be weekends and rest days.
MY ANGER MANAGEMENT IS WORKING HAHAHAHA. I'm so amazed I didn't scream and shout at my grandma today when she started her nonsense again. And her "nonsense" today was more nonsense than usual too. And I did housework somemore. Like wtf, I didn't behave like this a year ago. Lol.
And I feel happier by the day, I don't care about trival stuff anymore. If this was 3 years ago I would have shouted "FUCK OFF." to everyone. Hahaha. Time for some real concentration.
Start with the Man In The Mirror.
Sunday, July 12, 2009 8:28 PM
614 isnt a nice number of posts to look at, so let me just make one more to make it 615. -.-
I want to go back to school. Not for the work though. For everything else.
HAHAHAHA, I feel good. I CAN BREATHE
Saturday, July 11, 2009 1:45 PM
Oh yeah, one more thing, following this stupid injury, I'll never be able to dive again. Scuba diving, etc etc. NO MORE. Zzz
1:43 AM
Add another regret to my regret list:
I regret not going to a Michael Jackson concert.
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart
12:19 AM
Went to CGH's A&E, got some specialist to help me do the bubbling of the air out. So while i was lying on the bed, there were so many trainee doctors crowding around like I'm some guinea pig lol. The doctor inserted a tube into my chest all the way, and then used a syringe to suck the air out. 460ml of air in total. Imagine having that amount of air less to breathe with every inhale lol. My left side was quite numb after that. -.- Took some painkillers before going home to sleep and play DotA with the gang.
Have to catch up with the studies. And I need rest, and I hope I can make it to tuition tomorrow.
My father came back from malaysia to see me. And also to laugh at me. O.o He said he got this Pneumothorax in the past a few times, and all he did was to whack himself in the chest repeatedly to cure it. Wtf sia, haha.
Had a nightmare, was, quite scary. I mean, to me, losing my family can be the worst thing that can happen to me.
Friday, July 10, 2009 12:11 AM
And so the story goes like this.
I had chest pains for the past 2 days. The day after swimming/table-tennis/squash. before i slept, I felt pains in the left side of my chest. I signed out from school half way the next day on wednesday. My auntie took me to the doctor that night, doctor said it could be leakage, or it could be just a muscle sprain. I had to take an x-ray. Went to eastern x-ray centre at bedok in the morning to take the x ray. Went to the doctor at 11pm again to collect the analysis and results. Confirmed that I have lung leakage. But actually, I dont even know wtf the doctor is saying. We asked him about the treatments and he said one of them is to insert a small button-like thing into the side of my lungs so that air leaks out but doesnt leak in? And another is to insert a tube to get the air out? My x-ray shows my left lung being significantly smaller than the right lung, with a column of air on top of it. And so, using inference, my guess was that there is air stuck on top of my lungs or something and its preventing my lung from expanding fully. I dont even know the cause. The doctor is a bit screwed. Like wtf. its the first time in my life I got such a serious problem. And even my father says no one in my family had ever needed to go for surgery for any illness. Except of course, my mother's pregnancy. And so the crazy docotr advised me to go to a polyclinic tomorrow morning, he says that they will take the necessary procedures if need be, to send me to hospital for surgery etc. I only hope I get a good doctor at the polyclinic so that he can tell me wtf exactly is happening to me. My father is so anxious lol. He wants me to go straight to A&E now and get the best surgeon. Told him to relax and all, and that this is not an unusual problem. Worse-case scnerario would be that this occurs again and again and I would have to take another surgery to stick my lung to its walls to prevent it from deflating. Best case would be that, after this is over, I would be back to normal and looking forward to more basketball again. Hope for the best.
My x-ray report said that I have a "left pneumothorax". I went to search about it, and got this, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pneumothorax. Seems so serious, hope that my case is not as serious as it sounds.
wakawaka.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 12:42 AM
Back to school.
About time.
Sunday, July 05, 2009 2:35 AM
I.... havent been blogging much.
The june holidays has been so monotonous (is this how i spell this freaking word?), and slow that my life and reactions have followed suit.
I'm looking forward to handball. I wanna get out of this hole of books and start some ball playing.
And maybe spend money on a bag. Shoes? First time I'm planning to shop, a sign which means something is WRONG WITH ME. O.o
Lets just dota and get on with life.
Peace In.
