Tuesday, July 14, 2009 8:27 PM
This week will be a tough one. Really tough. Suicidal? Nah, suicide is dumb, I rather play DotA.
I don't know how to cope with studies anymore. Honestly, I've put in quite a lot for mid years, if there's anything wrong with it I can only say that I studied wrongly. I want tuition, but I really don't want to burden my father and uncle anymore. I really really want econs tuition, but the prices are way too high. I don't know what to do anymore, it just seems like a dark dead end with only a small alley to squeeze through and I need to rub my hands until they burn to provide light so that I can find that alley to squeeze through. You get the idea, lol.
This week, my mind will be filled with thoughts on HOW TO STUDY? STOP PLAYING. and STUDY. Will be looking forward to saturday though, suki with stgabs people again. And next week when zh organises the outing and I can go get my bag and stuff. No more playing already. Only time for entertainment will be weekends and rest days.
MY ANGER MANAGEMENT IS WORKING HAHAHAHA. I'm so amazed I didn't scream and shout at my grandma today when she started her nonsense again. And her "nonsense" today was more nonsense than usual too. And I did housework somemore. Like wtf, I didn't behave like this a year ago. Lol.
And I feel happier by the day, I don't care about trival stuff anymore. If this was 3 years ago I would have shouted "FUCK OFF." to everyone. Hahaha. Time for some real concentration.
Start with the Man In The Mirror.
