Thursday, August 06, 2009 10:25 PM
Dear Father,
I hate you.
And you know what, I don't fucking care if you kill me, since you like to threaten me so much.
I can't play games, nevermind.
I can't listen to music, nevermind.
I can't chat with my friends, nevermind.
Not even to ask them work questions, NEVERMIND.
I STUDY IN MY OWN ROOM ALSO KENNA SCOLDED. AND I ALSO GET SCOLDED FOR MY "BLACK FACE". WHATEVER I SAY I KENNA SCOLDED. FUCK YOU. I swear I'll fucking live on my own and make sure I'll be FAR AWAY FROM YOU next time.
Here I am trying my fucking best, AND THERE YOU ARE SCOLDING THE FUCK OUT OF ME. JUST KILL ME IF YOU THINK ITS TOO HARD OR EXPENSIVE TO BRING ME UP LAH.
WHAT KIND OF A FUCKED UP LIFE IS THIS. FUCKED UP PARENTS. NB.
So what if there's money. SO WHAT, I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MONEY. I rather live on the streets than have no parents, and since my parents are fucked up, it's almost the same. Fuck this. FUCK THIS.
i owe my short temperedness to you. and my mother. both of you can go eat shit. fuck all of you. live until 17 fucking years old already still kenna scolded like some kid. give me a life will'ya. save money save money, I AM THE ONE TRYING MY BEST TO SAVE THE MOST MONEY AND FUCK, I GET SCOLDED AGAIN FOR ON-ING THE AIR CON TOO EARLY?! My black face, yeah, YOUR GENES, ALL YOUR FUCKING GENES, NO WONDER IM LIKE THAT.
i swear, the next time i get scolded, im gonna rebel like i never did before.
