Sunday, August 29, 2010 10:16 PM
finally a good class outing? hopefully lol. so far the other outing plans have failed. movie or bowling or whatever what not. if this outing really makes it, it would have made it ONLY BECAUSE qy's idea of going to Universal Studios and my idea of going to chunkfest were brought together. wth. my class is epically fail ): so far the only people i've been meeting are clement edmund siyuan matthew and ben only? mostly these few. havent met the rest of the class for so long lol. please come for this outing people :D
just kfc-ed with wesley and omomo. I JUST REALISED THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW HER NAME YET LOL. bastard sia wesley hahaha.
i wanna find a new game to play with. fifa is getting a lil bit repetitive. and warcraft. lets just say that it's very addictive and at the same time, a time waster. at least for fifa, one game takes only less than 10mins. dota is just 1 hour plus in one shot. roar. but i might wanna start HoN. it may be the same as dota, but at least its fresh. or maybe start maple again? hahaha, playing it on the itouch is making me feel like mapling again, plus there're many more places to go to in maple. or how about starting a new mmorpg? dont know any good ones out there. so far the ones i've tried are so so so repetitive and boring. cabal, well, the starting is boring to the max although in the later stages the skills will be nice to see, but still it takes too long. 9Dragons, lets just say that there're no special effects at all haha. MapleStory was the one i've loved the most because of all the colour. it never bores me. the only thing that turns me off is the grinding. sucks, but i heard the leveling system improved. hmm.
won 57 bucks! man u 3 - west ham 0 ftw hahaha. next time i just shant post my bets on facebook, every one will just ask for treats. and then i become so nice and my winnings become negative LOL.
also went back to grandma's house for bball and dinner yesterday. seeing all my cousins, it seriously makes me feel old. 3 of my cousins have matured so much in basketball. they're pros i swear. i think that really is the benefit of having a good bball player as your father, lol. i think they're already better than me even though they're only like sec 1 primary 6 and 5. super zai.
tmr will be a fucked up day. i repeat, FUCKED UP day.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 6:35 PM
first, you must never for the rest of your life, reveal any tactics which could prove to be a handicap for fairytail.
second, you must never contact past contacts for personal gain.
third, though our paths may have diverged, you must continue to live out your life with all your might, you must never consider your life to be of little value and you must never forget about your friends who loved you.imba values. fairytail for the win.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 9:37 PM
so, bloody, DESPICABLE.
today was just, er, incense paper burning day? wth. laurent and i just spent the whole morning spamming calls to ask about a freaking single problem - and still couldnt solve at the end of the day. and we just spent the whole afternoon burning incense paper because there was a praying session for the 7th month and we got arrowed to burn. wth. imagine how many tons of paper we burnt today. i grow dizzy thinking about it. lol
work piled up after - what? - 1 DAY OF MC? life of a s1 br clerk, sigh.
and i swear, and i swear again - why cant i be SOMEWHERE where there ISNT ANOTHER MARCUS TAN? WTH LAH. FUCKED UP NAME, JUST CALL ME TAN YOONG NEXT TIME.
i want a tv n-o-w. getting sick of staring at my computer everyday. maybe i should just stay in. but no, my bed is still better than anything. but i want a better bed lol, i can feel the springs already.
i need somebody to love.
Sunday, August 22, 2010 11:37 PM
EXPENDABLES - OWNING.
it was old school RAMBO. but it was GOOD. wesley said it wasnt that good. yeah, i agree. but on a bad day, like today for me, IT FELT FUCKING GOOD. the VIOLENCE was shiok, the BLOOD was red and hot. the WAY THEY SPOKE was so RUDE but it was damn right WORTH IT. best scene: christmas goes back to his ex-gf's house to see her and found out they she got beaten by her current bf. he drives his bike, goes to the bball court to confront him. but there was a lot of people backing him up. he just goes up to them, insults them, beats them all up in FASHION with blood and bruises all over, insults them again, threatens them with a knife before he goes back to his girl, passes him a helmet, gets up on his bike, tells her that she finally knows what he does for a living, and says: "you should've waited, i was worth it." EPICCCCC. all the action is pwn/own-age
i feel like dying, fuck, im stuck in between "ill" and "well". DAMN, i want to be either, not in between.
4:24 PM
they say, or rather, joel said, you cant run away from family ties. and that sucks. it wouldn't suck if i had a sibling. at least one? but no, i dont. fuck it.
hearing all the final fantasy songs makes me want to PLAY FF AGAIN. or rather i CAN play ff, ffxiii that is. but no tv ): ps3 cant play ps2 games. which mean that i cant play ffx/ffx-2, something which i wanted to try so much. but that also means i can play ffvii? haha, if i can find its cd in the first place, its extinct already. but i need a memory card also? wth? no idea how that works because i dont see any slot for a memory card on the ps3.
movies: HP7, expendables.
FOOD: escargot.
well, those are the stuffs i crave now lol.
hopefully i get a freaking high fever tmr, i dont want to go to work tomorrow. -.-
12:27 AM
i hate my family. and that's final.
Saturday, August 21, 2010 12:20 PM
i really wanted to blog about so many other stuff. but right now, i just stumbled upon final fantasy IX's music soundtracks, niceeeee. even though i dont play IX, its music played by kylelandry really caught my attention (Y)
edmund's going to taiwan for 3 weeks for training! take care man.
Monday, August 09, 2010 10:16 PM
happy national day singapore.
well, in my opinion, i think that the feeling of watching the parade before and after serving ns is rather different. lol, this year's parade is rather rushed and fail again. but at least the singing is better. IF they didnt lip sync of course because i caught corinne may doing just that. the bitch, its your country's birthday and you went and lip sync-ed yourself to shame. the dances were goose-bumpish as usual. but i really liked the last act. HOME. kit chan's singing was superb as usual, and her dress was the most normal and elegant of the night haha. i always go on the verge of tearing everytime i hear the song. best propaganda song ever haha. (Y).
unlike all the recent national day songs which scream out "singapore!" in almost every sentence. the full song of "home" only mentioned "singapore" twice. lol.
i wonder how the 50th national day will turn out to be. it better be much better and hope there'll be no more epicly goose-bumpish costumes again zzz.
but first, lets look forward to next year's 46th national day, in which means that i would only have 8 more months to go in army, lol.
and with that, i dunno how much air pollution we carried out setting all those fireworks.
back to work tmr.
1:24 AM
just watched salt today with clement ben and edmund. haha, another smart but cliche movie. being a fan of smart movies myself, i think my own standards of movies have been raised so much higher having seen so many movies these days. salt is a nice and pretty movie, but it isnt very original i guess. but still, smart (: action wise.... the punching and the kicking and the shooting, lol, pretty much cliche. i only especially liked the escaping part when salt tried to escape from everyone. takes skill you know.
watched man u vs chelsea! well, i sure am lucky to be in army for the full season of the upcoming epl. its gonna be scholes's last season before he retires and im looking forward to watching man u owning again hahaa. with hernandez and smalling and the team looking pretty much more confident than last season, its gonna be a good one.
and i freaking just ate fries for every meal i had today. fuck man i need to run and play more bball.
12:32 AM
im a dreamer, well, literally. i dream a lot. and INCEPTION rocks. yes, i watched the movie one or two weeks ago. but im gonna think about it now. haha.
first of all, the timings of dreaming, for example, a minute in the real world corressponds to maybe an hour in the dream world, reminds me of itachi's tsukuyomi techinique in naruto lol. just that tsukuyomi's way more powerful(ie. 3 days in a second).
i found a website: http://www.cinemablend.com/new/Inception-Explained-Unraveling-The-Dream-Within-The-Dream-19615.html, explaining so many things i wanted to know about the movie. wow.
imagine, a minute in the real world means an hour in the dream. meaning if u fall off your bed, which takes you about maybe 1 second to fall. you'll experience a few minutes of no gravity in your dream. and if you sleep in a freaking hot and stuffy room for maybe 2 hours. imagine how many days of tropical weather you'll experience in the dream. whao. but that is if you remember the dream anyway. i remember posting something about lucid dreaming some time back. lucid dreaming - a symptom which enables a person to actively control his dreams and remember them. i think its very similar, just that we humans really dont possess much control in our subconcious state theoritically lol.
speaking of dreaming in a dream, i've done that quite a few times. and most of them were weird. i couldnt really remember the contents of the dreams in the dream. in inception language, i could only remember the first level of my dream. the power of inception, planting a simple little idea into a person's mind. making use of the power of the human brain. the power of thought. now THAT's powerful. one little conversation in the movie caught my attention. "if i said to you not to think about elephants, what would you think of? A: elephants." precisely. wow. a simple idea, but it takes so much to notice.
i still vividly remember some of my dreams. the flying one in which i was flying around east coast fighting voldermort. blowing a flute while my family abandoned me. fuck, thinking about them just GIVES ME THE CREEPS. what the hell.
BUT THE THOUGHT OF DREAMING IS STILL TOO UNREAL. how do dreams come about? how can we picture stuff in our minds powerful enough that our "eyes" can see them in our minds? how is it possible that sometimes we even HEAR stuff in our dreams or even smell, or even feel, or wth maybe even TASTE.
logically, i dont think anyone will be able to prove the timing theory of 1minute in the real world is an hour in dreamland. who in the world will be able to tell when they're falling when they're dreaming? who in the world will be able to take note of time in their dreams when time is already a corrupt substance in dreams? no one will ever know how much time we have in a dream when only a minute passes in the real world.
but if ever someone does prove it to be correct and someone really does invent something specially for dreaming, i swear my life that i'll definitely give it a try.
imagine just spending 50 years in a dream only to wake up and find that you've only slept for maybe a day? imagine learning stuff that can take you years to learn in real life but only a few hours while dreaming. imagine doing stuff you'll never do in real life like jumping off a building, flying, killing an enemy, falling in love with a famous actress etc. the tons of things you can ever do while dreaming. if only it were possible.
they say you hardly can remember any dreams you have. but what if someone successfully manages to remember every single thing that has happened while he was dreaming. imagine the ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES of IDEAS and THINGS TO DO.
well, life wouldn't be so boring anymore if everything i typed above turned out to be reality.
Tuesday, August 03, 2010 10:03 PM
my LUNG is starting to HURT real BAD these days. i predict a relapse really soon. SIGH. this is FUCKED up.
my SUAY mouth. i shouldnt have SHOUTED "wah. NO R&D TODAY!" yesterday. then today SO MANY cases came in. this is SHIT. but S1 is really nice. treated us to pizza yesterday and buffet today. omg too nice. MUST do my WORK to the best of my EFFORTS. and also to EXERCISE.must must. must run, must play bball, must do push ups and crunches. MUST bodoh.
NATIONAL DAY IS COMING! :D long weekenddddd. you see, the good thing about being an army clerk or any personnel of the SAF is that during the weekends, it really IS your weekends. unlike school you know. weekends are sometimes meant for chionging finish whatever leftover work. the best you can do for army personnel is to just brainstorm yourself whatcha gonna do when monday comes lol. JONATHAN IS GONNA ORD. omg im gonna miss everyone when they ORD. and thinking of ORD, im also gonna be the last to ORD in t31. gg.
i pray i wont have a relapse :3
