Tuesday, October 12, 2010 10:50 PM
its like doing a standing broad jump. but only across some 2.7m wide hole. the hole doesn't kill you. neither will it disable you for life. but its just that across this hole, there's a pot of gold waiting for you to embrace. whether or not you make the jump - ah, that's the hard part. you'll either never see the pot of gold ever again. or you'll just see someone doing an epic long jump to take that pot of gold away.
sigh, decisions in life.
today is just not my day. i slept at 0315, woke up at 0545, rushed out charge sheets, did my work, looking forward to my half day off. but no, all the officers have somehow have to screw something up and delay the charging. and then i get all pissed. and then when i finally have to charge. another thing screws up. and i had to wait all the way until about 3. luckily for dian feng to help me takeover from there, otherwise i think i'll even miss my FTT. not forgetting that i got pissed off by the senior medic who thinks he's the CO of the camp or something. dude, you're just a staff sgt, you want you come speak to my superiors before you open your big mouth. don't wave your fats in my face. and on the way home, i just had to step on a patch of smooshy smoshy squishy mud and my shoes are gg. i hope they dry quickly in time before tomorrow morning. but the one good thing is that despite all these, i passed my FTT! although its only just. 46/50. better than nothing. gotta start my practical lessons soon! and then its vroom vroom.
