Saturday, May 20, 2006 12:38 AM
i can seriously cry just tokin to my mum.. seriously...
today, whole day at home, im damn sian.. very sian... freakin sian.. and after i ate my lunch my mother jus had to ask me to go and help her take sumting to my grandma hse, im already irritated of being at home and she had to come and ask mi do sumting? okay, nvm, help her... brought BB to my hse, he played my gameboy and all... aalok came after a while, played ps, and he chatted wif hanling and suhaili on msn... lol.. and BB told me my grandma and all going out for dinner, ask me to come along, so i said okay... i told my mother, she was actually going for a meeting, but changed her mind cos she wanted to go and eat oso... im damn afraid la... EVERYTIME she goes out wif us ALWAYS got problem one... so after i went to play bball wif aalok... and he went home... went to central wif my grandma and uncle and all... actually all of us wanted to go to somewhere like toa payoh or maybe orchard to eat a good meal... but all cos of my F**KING mother, we ended up at central cos she kept nagging at me wat here the food very nice and all... I KNOW LA! BUT I EAT HERE FOR HOW MANY YEARS ALREADY?! idiotic... den i was angry wif her, sort of "challenged" her a bit... den after we found a seat and sat down... and my mum went to buy the food, my uncle and grandma told me: ey marcus, we already keep quiet already, so nvrm k? eat here nvm la... SEE? they already damn angry wif her oso la... den after she buy the thing already, she noe that i angry... she STILL ask me to go and help her carry the food... and she freakin order so many things la, my grandma's money leh... wth... and i somemore jus now while on the bus to central.. my cousins were tokin and crapping wif me... and she giv them the "walao eh, public bus la, make so much noise, freakin hell, go home la" look... WTH LA! their father, my uncle, nvr say anything oso, and oso crap crap a bit wif them... friday, come out relax a bit rite? she mus go and giv them that idiotic look, not shuang look... okay la... nvm la... den eating that time... sim xuan dun eat pineapple one mah.. den she giv him eat pineapple rice... sim xuan dun wan mah... den she scold him, say wat waste money, ask u eat rice like ask u to die like that... and den she ask him wan to eat shit or not, want to eat shit, can, tell me... WHAT THE FUCK. last time i joke joke wif sim xuan eat shit at my grandma's hse while dinner... i kenna SCOLDED SEVERELY by my uncle la... and she was there summore... and she scolded sim xuan now saying shit and die all that and my uncle kept quiet, nvr say anything... he cant do anything wat, cos my mum is his elder sis leh... walao... i damn pity sim xuan la... he almost cry leh... den sim zhen oso kenna scolded cos he complain he very full, cannot eat le... walao... and den i told her: eh, eat dinner eat happily hor, no need to scold one, once in a while come out and eat no need to scold, they dun want to eat, nvrm, let them eat sumting else... wth la, until now i still dun understand, other ppl eating y must she bother so much, at home like this u scold all u want la, now is public place leh, we want to b happy wating our dinner... u freakin come and spoil the whole mood... den when she go and buy food again... i told my grandma... walao eh, i dun hav appetite liao... den my uncle oso say... eat dinner eat happily la... like tao kay(boss) like that... HAHAHA... see? wad did i tell ya? hahaha...
okay la, everything that happened above was not very serious except for the part where my mum scolded sim xuan... quite serious... cos i was controlling my anger le... and i tried to make every comment i gave in a joking manner... haha... so was quite enjoyable la... hahas... played wif BB sim xuan and sim yi at playground oso, sho childish... hahaha... den took BB to walk... went to tenchi, haha... and walked one round, den went to jubilee the arcade... haha, see see walk walk, really felt the urge to play, but wanted to keep my money... haha...
den went home, i asked my mother to sign up broadband... (lol) she ask me to set up her computer first, and using my current com's moniter... walao... fair or not? she say i noe that its very easy getting things from her, jus make her happy... HAH! AS IF LA... i've been asking her this stupid question since sec 1 la... and she keep saying... show me the results... and things like that and keep asking me to do things for her.. den keep using the broadband to threaten me... since sec1 and 2 i've been showing her the fucking results she wanted... and have been doing things she ask me to do.. and here she is... only upgrading from dialup to dialup unlimited... wats the idiotic difference u tell me? and den, here she is telling me again... its very good already u noe... show me the results first... and help me to fix my com... ARGH! i can cry la... i wan to cry... let me cry wunt u? and okay la... i also asked her for a new phone oso... but i can understand... cos i spoilt my old one and caused myself to get a much older model... so nvm... but the broadband thingy, her only one reason for not signing up? "its bcos i scared u use too much..." oh YA! and y i use so much? cos its slow? hello? i cant do anything abt it? and broadband is so much cheaper? haha, and no need pay for phone line... and her another reason? cos she's angry wif my father and im sort of closer to my father... omg... WATS THE PROBLEM... why the hell mus she drag me into the picture? im freakin SANDWICHED between the two of them... and she uses this as a reason for not giving me wat she can easily giv me and saving up more money? fine, great... she doesnt want me to have more convinience cos of this? oh fine... nvm... see hanling? now u noe y? hahaha... okay la... im happy wif my so called unlimted dial up... *roll eyes* its still dial up izzit it? lol... but its freakin unfair la... she angry wif my father my mus drag me in? oh nvm... stop thinking abt it...
DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY...
