Saturday, September 06, 2008 4:11 AM
its 4am. its raining. and here am i thinking about the stars in the sky.
the weather's really bad nowadays, everyone's getting sick. i thank god for my super immune system, hah. but i still feel flu coming zz.
i really almost wasted the whole week away. i've been going out everyday since the start of the holidays. if not for the 2 hour chem tuition everyday. i would not have learnt anything at all. left 2 days. z.
-Complete WR.
-Study for Chem Mock.
-Study.
-Train BBall.
is study the only freaking thing we can do? i mean, singapore's education system is seriously fucked up. ok its good for the economy, but what do u get in return? muggers with no life. the one thing i hate most in this world is studying. asking me to go study is almost like asking me to go and die. so i can proudly, or maybe not, say that im half screwed for promos before it even starts.
my dreams arent as clear as before. and i hardly remember any dreams of mine nowadays. is it a sign telling me that i need more clarity in my life?
sometimes i wonder, if the earth is suddenly turning faster than it should lol. when i read about the ice caps melting completely away before the freezing season starts, i panic even though it hardly concerns me. this is totally random, but everytime i just cant help but think what we exist for? lol i think i think too far. but ........ o wellz. promos comes first right now. stop thinking marcus. dreaming time is over. -.-
one life. live it.